[halfblessed99]

intro of some sorts . byf & other info

elijah or elias it/he/they genderflux ?

this blog is mostly just for me to whine about my life and post my thoughts. my" art" blog is @dyingtokill .

previous users that i can remeber; kingofthekangaroos, livinginaratworld , @asdeadasgod , vz58compact, prodeathraver

cw for reblogs/posts containing mentions of death, somewhat graphic content, etc. if you want me to put a tag for those sort of things shoot me an ask or dm

[phoxxes]

[halfblessed99]

i dont like the fact im 16 now

i dont feel like i am

[halfblessed99]

the way i feel isnr normal i dont think its normal to have these thoughts since the age of 9 or so

its not normal to have them at all

something is wrong with me

[halfblessed99]

i feel like my brain is being stirred like soup

brain

soup

[halfblessed99]

i should probably do something productive like maybe go on a walk and not sleep more today but god i really really want to . zzz

[drops-of-universe]

*genuinely absorbed zero information* got it

[blogname214]

[510]

[halfblessed99]

headache

[halfblessed99]

woke up at 8am fell back asleep and now its 1 pm

[melanqueerly]

There's no way in hell you people are proudly saying you love incest. There's no way in hell you people are serious. I need you people dead, I'm so serious.

[halfblessed99]

i love your newer themes i love those kinds of dolls. especially jester dolls i was hyperfixated on the band the garden for about 10 months and that’s why i started thinking jester stuff like those types of dolls were cool and i’ve just loved all their designs ever since. idk how to describe it there’s just an energy to dolls like that that i think is cool

thank you!i have been meaning to listen to the garden more ive had it recommended to me by friends in the past .

ive always had this lingering interest in clowns and dolls of that theme i cant pinpoint why, i get compared to my great grandma when its brought up around family because she was a clown

[halfblessed99]

i woke up crying because pf the dream i had and i feel like somebody punched me in the stomach

[feverarchive]

[hes-the-stallion]

have you guys ever felt like a kicked puppy

[halfblessed99]

im tired of feeling this way