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[halloweenthemedshyguy]

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

The good thing about you is that I don't have to worry about you seeing me cry because you don't even turn to look at my face.

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

I think I might be too honest? This guy I really liked and who I was seeing for a while told me all he asked for in a relationship was honesty but he was never fully transparent with me either. And I'm left in this weird situation were he didn't actually hurt me in any way shape or form nor was he ever mean to me aside from maybe ignoring a couple of my texts but I still wish I could be angry with him.

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

Que desesperación como vuelvo donde ese maje cuando ni siquiera me trata bien. Que faltó de atención estoy.

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

The lesson here is, I guess, that when someone tells you theyre looking for honesty what they really mean is that you be honest with them, not necessarily the other way around 🥲

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

Necesito un novio :(

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

Si me vuelve a pasar, me lo merezco lmao

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

This whole "having a deeply homoerotic pseudo-platonic relationship with a straight guy" is not getting my needs met :/

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

Also I'm about to become even more *********phobic

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

Sad boy hours truly are 24/7

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

Pero es que también, don pendejo se encariñó cuando nadie lo mandó a hacer tal pendejada 🤡

Comuasi que ahora estás llorando porque no te dijo buenas noches???

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

You're gonna move on in no time, I never will

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

Perdón perdón perdón por no poderte entretener. Ya estoy demasiado roto por dentro para poder hacer un show. Me quiero morir. Puta.

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

It does hurt but we already knew that

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

Y la cuestión es que ya días tengo claro que si no se es guapo o carismático por lo menos se debe de ser útil pero por más que intento no logro sentirme útil :(

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

Yo sé que si supieras sería diferente maje pero puta no te imaginas cómo me duele oírte decir eso :(

No puedo ser yo mismo ni con la persona a quien llamo mi mejor amiga y de alguna manera ese es el mejor escenario posible

Me siento atascado y unlovable

[halloweenthemedshyguy]

I feel so inadequate dear God please fucking take me already