Lix

Lix. 20. Taken by the most gorgeous man on the planet.

[ohhhkat]

People are going to do what they want to do. Expect nothing and control your emotions.

[isobutane-deactivated20140915]

Please, I want so badly for the good things to happen.

Sylvia Plath, 3 months before her suicide. (via bl-ossomed)

[ddoublefeature]

[iwanttoflyaway]

[sofieah]

[honey-heroin]

[thedapperproject]

I’ve survived a lot of things, and I’ll probably survive this.

I repost this every time it comes up on my dash. Because I need this reminder several times a day. (via amandaq62)

[c0deinee]

CAN’T WAIT TO MOVE INTO A SIMPLE APARTMENT WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE AND FALL ASLEEP AND WAKE UP NEXT TO THEM AND COOK DINNER WITH THEM AND HAVE RANDOM MIDNIGHT TRIPS FOR SNACKS AND STAY UP LATE PLAYING VIDEO GAMES OR WATCHING MOVIES AND BEING ABLE TO SHARE EVERY MOMENT OF MY LIFE WITH THEM

[alou-ette-blog]

[fashionsprose]

[unseelie]

[soymilc-deactivated20190904]

[feuille-d-automne-deactivated20]

I often think that the night is more alive and more richly colored than the day.

Vincent Van Gogh (via missyourlaugh)

[untrusteveryone]

SHOUT OUT TO EVERYONE WHO STILL TRIES TO GET BACK INTO THE SWING OF THINGS AFTER DEPRESSION HIT THEM HARD. THERE ISN’T ENOUGH RECOGNITION FOR THOSE PEOPLE WHO KNOW THAT THEY’RE GOING TO LOSE INTEREST AND MOTIVATION AGAIN BUT PUSH THEMSELVES TO DO STUFF ANYWAYS. YOU ARE FIGHTING A DAILY BATTLE WITH YOUR OWN THOUGHTS AND YOU’RE STILL COMING OUT ON TOP, YOU’RE ALL BRAVE AS FUCK

[emelcg]

[havefaith-andtrust-andpixie-dust]

What living with anxiety and depression is like

ANXIETY At home, relaxing: 'You need to do something productive or you'll look back on your life when you're 80 and you'll realise you wasted it lying in bed'.

DEPRESSION at home,relaxing: Yessssssss'

ANXIETY Being productive: 'YOU NEED TO KEEP DOING THIS but you also need to go and relax or your depression will get 10x worse'.

DEPRESSION being productive: 'I am fucking exhausted'.

ANXIETY at school: 'Everyone hates you. You should go home and sleep so that you're not tired at work tonight but you also NEED TO GET 100% ON EVERY ASSESSMENT OR YOU ARE A FAILURE'.

DEPRESSION at school: 'Every step is a massive effort and I fell asleep in class'.

ANXIETY At work: 'You're not working hard enough/ you're wasting your life working and should pursue your hobbies/you should be studying'.

DEPRESSION at work: 'if you don't sit down right now you will VOMIT'.

ANXIETY Pursuing hobbies: 'You're not good enough so you should dedicate 6 hours a day just practicing this hobby'.

DEPRESSION pursuing hobbies: 'What's the point'.

ANXIETY studying: 'You need to sit here for 4 hours every night'.

DEPRESSION studying: 'No, we're not fucking doing this. I'm going to give you a headache so bad that you can't read now so that you stop'.

[etthereal-deactivated20180821]

Tips on how to get a good sleep at night.

Peppermint tea, or chamomile. (Whichever you prefer)

 7 blunts smoked one after the other.