kuzzok

proud robbie fan since 5/25. NOT TCC ANYMORE 👀

[lanzadaily]

I still think abt that one user on the shocked beyond belief forum who said some shit like ‘she’s 13, smiggles I found a girl for you’ like LMAO don’t cook Adam like that 😭

blacked out and made this

[fuckinnefor-below]

[hawkinssz]

I hate people who claim they don't care about anything and that they're completely fine with everything when that's clearly not true.

"Yeah, I support anything as long as it stays fictional! What's wrong with liking something really fucked up if you don't romanticize it in real life?" And then they'll turn around and condemn someone for liking those shitty bl mangas full of sexist stereotypes or for race swapping a fictional character.

Every fucked up ship seems perfectly acceptable to them until they come across one that people on tiktok or twitter has decided everyone should hate because let's be honest most of the things these people criticize are based on whatever opinion happens to be popular on tiktok or twitter at the time, not because they genuinely dislike them.

I don't like those toxic bl stories either, and I don't like race swapping fictional black characters, but you don't see me attacking or hating the people who do those things, do you? Because I actually stay consistent with my own opinions.

[hawkinssz]

I don't like it and it pisses me off when people start treating animals like they're humans and say things like "Aww, they did that because they love you!" or "Aww, they did that because they're sad." No. they didn't do that because they're experiencing emotions. They did it because they're animals, and those behaviors are often natural responses that aren't tied to human emotions.

I'm not saying this just to be obnoxious. I also say it because if people keep treating animals like this they'll eventually start projecting human morals and expectations onto creatures that don't perceive or understand the world the way humans do.

[hawkinssz]

I hate it when I watch a video reporting on an accident where you can literally see someone getting brutally hit by a truck and their organs flying everywhere, only to open the comments and find an army of retards asking whether a dog that only his balls appeared for two pixels and has only a nanosecond on the footage is okay. No, he is NOT okay. actually, I've just shot that dog 14 times. Shut the fuck up.

[iworshipdisease]

you guys need to embrace evil. stop pretending this shit isn't fucking evil. it's so much more fun this way.

[thebigbookofgrannyy]

i ’ m the only smart one in this stupid stupid world . all they do is lay and sit and eat and sleep and piss and shit . no one has a purpose in this- stupid stupid world .

[hawkinssz]

I never wanted to talk about how self centered I can be or the way I think because I was terrified that people would assume I saw myself as superior to everyone else or that I looked down on others. The idea of being seen as an arrogant person genuinely embarrasses me. God, no....

When I say I'm self centered, I don't mean that I think I'm better than other people. I mean that deep down I instinctively feel as if everything revolves around me, even though I know I'm just another ordinary person.

Like, for example, it would never occur to me that someone might genuinely hate me because, from my own perspective, I saw myself as empathetic, funny, and reliable. Or whenever someone did something, I would unconsciously assume it had something to do with me. If they posted or shared something, my first thought was that it was somehow related to me.

I'm really ashamed to admit that because I know that's not how reality works. But on an unconscious level, that's simply how my mind processes things, and it's awful. It's a terrible feeling to be fully aware that your thoughts are irrational while your mind keeps forcing you to think that way anyway.

I wish I could just be a humble person.

[hawkinssz]

It never really helped that, for some reason, throughout my entire life people kept putting me on a pedestal. I was constantly surrounded by positive attention, and even the negative attention usually came from people I considered more pathetic than me or from people I had rejected and who ended up resenting me because of it.

For most of my life, the people around me made me feel as if I were someone special. They kept feeding my ego and my self centered way of thinking. I would constantly try to convince myself that everyone hated me just to bring my ego back down, because I was ashamed of thinking that way, when in reality people could easily have fed me from their hands without any protest.

It makes me feel awful. It genuinely makes me sad. I just want to stop thinking this way. I want to process things the way a normal person does. It's humiliating to feel special while knowing that you're not. I suffer every time my mind convinces me that everything revolves around me, even though I know it doesn't. Somehow, the environment I grew up in kept reinforcing that feeling, and I just want it to stop.

I do want positive attention, and I do want to be surrounded by sweet people. But I don't want to believe that I'm more important than I really am.

[hawkinssz]

I never wanted to talk about how self centered I can be or the way I think because I was terrified that people would assume I saw myself as superior to everyone else or that I looked down on others. The idea of being seen as an arrogant person genuinely embarrasses me. God, no....

When I say I'm self centered, I don't mean that I think I'm better than other people. I mean that deep down I instinctively feel as if everything revolves around me, even though I know I'm just another ordinary person.

Like, for example, it would never occur to me that someone might genuinely hate me because, from my own perspective, I saw myself as empathetic, funny, and reliable. Or whenever someone did something, I would unconsciously assume it had something to do with me. If they posted or shared something, my first thought was that it was somehow related to me.

I'm really ashamed to admit that because I know that's not how reality works. But on an unconscious level, that's simply how my mind processes things, and it's awful. It's a terrible feeling to be fully aware that your thoughts are irrational while your mind keeps forcing you to think that way anyway.

I wish I could just be a humble person.

[hawkinssz]

Almost everything gives me embarrassment or disgust, but I never say anything because I feel like it would come across as if I look down on people or think less of them for enjoying the things I hate. I don't really care what other people do with their lives.

[hawkinssz]

In reality, my perception of myself is held together by broken sticks and duct tape. To be honest, I don't know what kind of person I am or what decisions I would make. Genuinely, I have no idea who I am.

Everything I believe about myself depends on my mood and the environment I'm in. Sometimes I'm incredibly empathetic, and other times I'm complete scum. Sometimes I'm selfish, and other times I'm altruistic. Sometimes I'm the most honest person in the world, and other times I'm a disgusting liar. Sometimes I'm a good person who regrets everything I've done, and other times I become egotistical and feel proud of all the terrible things I've done.

I don't know what to do to develop a more stable sense of self or a more consistent personality. It frustrates me all the time. I've spent a long time realizing just how hypocritical I can be, and I'm not even sure what I truly believe or think anymore. I just wish I could be consistent with something for once in my life.

Every time I make a decision, I find myself thinking "What would Ezequiel do in this situation?" I don't know why. Sometimes I do things that I wouldn't do, and I don't understand why I do them, that's not something I would do, but then again, who exactly is "I"?

[prozac-pilled]

i want to make more friends on here but i suck at starting conversations and i forget to respond like 90% of the time

[lookills]

Me turning off my mom’s phone the second she tries to take pictures of me for Facebook.

[hawkinssz]

I'm not a fan of alien stage, but I find it amusing that the entire fandom is constantly arguing over which character is morally better, when the whole point of the story is that they're all flawed people shaped by the environment they grew up in. They're all bad people in one way or another, and instead of constantly defending or throwing shit at them, people should simply try to understand and accept them 👀

[bruisedmisery]

nothing to do with tcece apologies.

i hate dating culture and the idea of dating someone at this point in my life. it feels so exhausting having to constantly explain why i am the way i am. i don’t feel comfortable opening up enough to let people truly understand me because i’m scared that once they do, they’ll start looking at me differently than everyone else.

i know that, by social standards, i’m not considered ugly. especially for the area i live in, i wouldn’t be considered someone who is unattractive. because of that, it makes things even more frustrating when the majority of compliments i receive are specifically about my appearance. it leaves me feeling like people only notice the surface level of who i am and that no one actually cares enough to understand me as a person. i don’t want to feel like i’m only being seen for how i look when there is so much more to me that i wish people would take the time to know.

besides this, i have a strong discomfort with more sexual forms of physical intimacy. anything beyond the possibility of cuddling makes me feel uncomfortable and almost sick. i struggle with the expectations that come with dating, especially the pressure surrounding physical affection and emotional vulnerability.

i’m also generally poor at communication. i hate the expectation of small talk and casual conversation because it often feels forced and draining. i genuinely enjoy being alone most of the time, and if i’m with other people, i often prefer simply existing together in silence rather than feeling pressured to constantly talk.

my apologies for the rant, i have no one to speak to about my issues on this subject.

[eulav-ism]

hopes and dreams

[hawkinssz]

Hello :)

Hello... 👀

Would you answer, anon? Be honest....