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You can call me summer. My pronouns are she/they. I am an adult and emerged from the womb on 3/7. I like who I like. @wallcrawlerx is my twin sister.

I'm a huge reader and writer, but I've never shared my writing on here. I love music, I actually play guitar and sing. I've been running for about a decade now Cross country and track. I love my puppy and the last of us. I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND!

I, personally do not care if minors interact or follow me. Though, I do ask that you respect the people that I interact with who have boundaries against that.

#Ellie Williams is so fine #Live laugh woman #My sweet Caroline #Me and my Ellie Williams reaction pics against the world #I fear I'm gay #Spotify

So I kind of wanted to change my profile theme next month I was just letting like the people who were here for my last username get used to my new username

But I feel as if a lot more people would find me unrecognizable without my red profile

#So like I think I have to keep it #Because so many people have told me that they dress me by my profile they know me by my red profile #this was queued

I used to think green eyes were so pretty

Especially yours

I looked into them with the love my big brown eyes reflected

Well, that was until you broke me

I didn't know I could feel that way

It's almost like you made me feel so hurt brain couldn't comprehend the pain

I loved you

I really did and I thought you did too

Yet, you made "loved" the past tense it now is

And made me look into those green eyes I once called "pretty" with resentment and betrayal of my brown ones

Because all the whispered "sweet nothings" actually meant nothing.

#I actually genuinely hate this 1 #I wanted to revise it before I posted it but obviously that hasn't been done and here we are #And guys I promise you I'm not like fishing for compliments #I genuinely know these aren't my best work and that I could do so much better and that I have done so much better #The 3 I've scheduled to post are just like test runs to give myself more courage to put my best work out here eventually #This 1 was scheduled I'm not ignoring you guys

Just a month ago I imagined a future with you

A future where we had promised forever

A future where when we heard those wedding bells we knew we made the right choice

A future where we had kids and a dog

A future that you had promised me

A promise that was shattered in an hour

Shattered like when you throw a brick at glass

And you try your hardest to mend the pc back together

But there will always be little cracks you can't see

It will be leaky and unuseful

No matter how many I'm sorry you say or how many I promises you continue to make

That glass will continue to leak the red wine you poured in

Now covering the counter and the floors

You've created a mess because you poured the wine in the broken glass

The glass you thought you had mended

You sigh as you clean up the mess

Tossing the once white now stained red rags into the trash

Along with the shattered glass

Realizing there's no saving it

And when you, the reader

Realize this isn't about a shattered glass and red wine

#This 1 was also scheduled I'm not ignoring you guys #I think this 1 is also pretty assu #But honestly it's whatever because at least I'm encouraging myself to post my work even though it's not my best work #I don't know I just wanna see how you guys react to once I didn't put as much effort into rather than the ones I put in so much effort into #Like just in case like every single poem of mine is ass I guess

I wish I could say I hate you

But I can't when it's not true

God I wish I could lie to you

I wish I could lie to myself most of all

I hate the fact that I still love you

Even after all the pain and ache you caused me

I can't seem to let you go

I still check to see if you're with him

I still check to see if you text me

And I still get disappointed when I see my hopes are negative

I feel stupid thinking they'll ever be positive

Even after all the things I said

Telling you and everyone I don't want you in my life

When that in fact

Was a lie.

#This 1 is like high key ass #It's because I wrote it quickly and it's 1 of my shorter ones #sighhhhh #There is a reason this is getting posted when I'm not gonna be online physically #This was scheduled I'm not ignoring you guys

I did schedule post so like don't think I'm online and just ignoring everything else

#I think there's 1 for later today and then there's 1 for each day of the week I'm gone

ohmxbeliever

fuck it we bawl

schrodingersvicodin

Small children are 80% diaper 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

punkismm

Racism doesn’t make any sense to me, what the hell do you mean you’re sending hate with improper grammar because somebody is Arab?😭 why are you so triggered over an ethnicity/race.

honeydewdrops-333

Bro was whipping up actual happiness

alienspacecadet

i wish tumblr had a “friends only” posting button

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Dude I don't leave until 10 or 10: 30 and it's only 8: 38

SIGHHHHHH

Good morning guys today is the day I leave

My pretty beautiful gorgeous ethereal goddess of a girlfriend

ATE MY FUCKING STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE

THIS CHUD BROOOOOOO

#No because I'm actually really upset #I was looking forward to that #I'm high as fuck and I was creeping my strawberry shortcake and she ate it #I might just cry

super-affection

pussy got me saying holy moly

efajdiyefeb123

gay sun or thought daughter

I remember when I took my driver's test I wore a ponytail and I made sure to swing that shit when I was looking left and right so my driver instructor knew I was paying attention and locked the fuck in

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