A few months ago, your trip to morocco was meant to be life changing. You were meant to start afresh and become the hijabi girl with power. You were weak and failed and I cannot forgive you for that. Believe me, I wish I could. Not only that, but you fucked up real bad. You fell for someone who wasn't good for you, almost committing zina. You have not stood on the prayer mat for god knows how long and believe me, it is because of your cowardly actions and not being able to face the Lord out of shame. All this time you knew he was not the one. He did not have the imaam. He did not have the love for you. He did not support you. You fell for his looks, the worst possible thing. You knew that you lived two very different lives and you knew how difficult it would be to overcome this. You made all of these mistakes. Now fix it. Put your head up high. Go and get your degree and become everything you wanted to be. Don't let males distract you. They are not worth it. There is a reason why pre-marital relationships are haram, you discovered that the hard way. But don't fear my child, continue to get through it. Allah knows best. This is a journey for you and you will become a better person in the long run. Don't be so harsh on yourself bub
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