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Scar tissue that I wish you saw. sarcastic Mister know it all. Close your eyes —— and I'll kiss you 'cause with the birds I'll share. with the birds I'll share this l o n e l y view. With the birds I'll share This lonely view Push me up against the wall. Young K e n t u c k y girl in a push-up bra. Fallin' all over myself.

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plot w meeEEeee

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“that you absolutely cannot wait to get in my pants,” he answers, confidently. “shit, i wish. all my problems would be fuckin’ solved if i had a boatload of money just waiting for me. he works for the school,” he explains, knowing it was more of a double-edged sword than anything. at the sight of the powder, his gaze widens and he’s quick to look around to make sure no one else saw. “seriously?” his voice is low, brows lifting ‘cause even though he had his share of experimental drugs, he’d never gone down that route. “guess we can if you want, but first –” he breaks off to grab his drink, downing the rest of it.

a small laugh leaves honey’s lips - whether it was a genuine laugh or not was kept secret. “true.” she sips her drink, “oh right, are you close with your family?” she asks curiously, an amused expression playing on her features at his expression. “well it’s not baking soda so yeah, seriously.... if i want? well i know i want it but do you? you can pussy out if you want, i so don’t mind.” she shrugs, watching him down the drink as she sips the last few drops of hers. “wanna go up to mine?” she tilts her head, eyes shooting upward because she lived in the apartments above most of tallow’s bars, conveniently enough for her.

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brows draw together in confusion as he searches her features briefly, but he’s quick to follow it with a slow shake of his head. “i don’t,” he follows up. “if you are, then i guess i am too. can’t help being a product of our circumstances, or whatever they say.” bringing the glass to his lips, he takes sip, wincing in the process. “why’d you ask anyway? you can join me if you’d like.” 

“kade told ainsley, ains told me.” she nods slowly, clearing that up because she noted his confusion, “right, we’re trainwrecks.” she laughs once, gaze focused on the bruised jaw of her ex. “who threw the first punch?” she tilts her head, ignoring his question but she nods at his invite and sits in closer. “and why?” she lifts an eyebrow, taking her flask from her bag and taking a long sip before putting it back. she’d given up on spending all her money at the bar most nights.

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where was he ? could be anywhere , could be his own damn place but he was still strung out after the party the night before. he had yet to go to sleep , working his way through whoever was awake and willing to let him stick his tongue down their mouth. annoyance flickered across his face as he opened his eyes , the girl he had been sucking face with moments prior still straddling him as he wiped his mouth and lolled his head to the side. his nostrils flared as glowered at the intruder , “ mon dieu , do you not knock ? “

despite her high, she figured he’d stopped kissing her and was looking elsewhere so she did too, an equally unimpressed look painted on her features at the intruder. “piss off?” she smirks because the door was already closing as she spoke. “too bad, we could have had a threesome.” she jokes, adjusting her hair so it was off her face and she looks down at the french boy she’d just met. 

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“if you say so, but i’m absolutely gonna go with the not option. i’m just real fuckin’ good at reading people, so i know exactly what they’re thinking, you know? a couple of people have told me, yes. deep down inside you know you love it, too,” he explains, flourishing his hands in the process, completely adamant. “nah, you don’t gotta. i appreciate it though, but uncle dearest has always got me covered. s’what are we gonna do?”

“if you’re so good at reading people, what’s on my mind?” she purses her lips, lifting one eyebrow but not agreeing that she did love it. “right, trust fund baby or?” she smirks, making sure the bartender wasn’t paying attention their way. she lifts a baggie of white powder from her bra so he could see, before tucking it right back in. “so is that appealing to you?” she smiles, tilting herself closer to him.

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he gives a slow nod, tongue running alongside the inside of his cheek, the metallic taste unyielding. grabbing a napkin, he pats the corner of his mouth, before taking another sip of his drink. “yeah, yeah – got into a little accident,” he shrugs. “don’t let me stop you by any means. go enjoy your night, honey.” he half-smiles, kade’s words still at the back of his head.

honey’s gaze wavers over him as he wipes away the blood - of course - she knew the source of it, but he didn’t know that. she sits down at the other side of the booth, “you don’t think i’m a trainwreck, do you?” she asks, her expression unmoving because frankly she didn’t mind whether he thought it or not, he didn’t want her anymore regardless. “i was drinking alone anyway.”

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“fucking hell, kade,” he mutters, shaking his head in the process. “talking shit? he look as bad as you?” reaching out, he tilts kade’s jaw to the side in order to examine his eye properly. “have you iced it? swelling’s not good.” he shakes his head at the offer, still focused on the injury. “is this what you’ve been getting up to?”

kade flinches at his response, and then flinches again when he touches his jaw not because it hurt but because the feeling of his touch reminded him of less painful times. “i’d say so, i got him like... twice.” he murmurs, feeling stupid at even the slightest attempt to brag about it to levi. “no ice, ains already told me to but i came to get food instead.” he presses his lips to a line, running his hands back through his hair and he was grateful the staff had stopped staring at him like he was a random beaten up loner. “mostly, there’s a whole lot of nothing to do in this shitty town... and apparently i piss people off”

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“i invited you over, i knew we were gonna have sex, i knew you had a girlfriend and yet i still let you come. so, i don’t get why you’re blaming yourself for something i also did.” she shook her head, and usually she’d have let it happen, she loved never getting blamed for situations she knew was her fault but she couldn’t do that now with him. “i want there to be,” sofia admitted meekly, “but i don’t know how to love someone.” it was a truth that she had never revealed to another before, since she hated her parents and was certain they hated her, too, and no one else had peaked her interested to really try and get to know them. “cas, i’m saying i want to be with you. i’m just not good at the whole dating thing…so you gotta go my speed, okay? i’m sorry about vic, i really didn’t think it through and i won’t let him get away with it –– the girls are gonna show him hell.”

“i’m blaming myself because i did it, i couldn’t control my feelings.. and it’s weird though, because i can’t imagine like.. ever cheating on you if you were ever mine. you’re different for me than any of the others and it’s scary.” he freezes up at her revelation, face dropping into a smile of almost disbelief. “i don’t know how to love someone either, i didn’t plan on loving anyone ever.” he steps forward, over to her and brings his hands up to gently cup her cheeks, “i’ll go your speed.” he nods, pressing a soft kiss to her forehead before pulling her close to him as he drops his arms to wrap around her. “does this mean you don’t want me to tell you i love you again?” he blushes at the thought, because saying the words let alone thinking them was something he wasn’t used to, something that had never come easy to him before. 

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iMESSAGE ⋆ HONEY 🐝 💛

ainsley: omg don't be offended. he's just dumb!!

ainsley: oh he isn't but also he is. he has to figure that out on his own though

ainsley: he doesn't really have any? he messed things up with noah and now seb and i don't know who else is left

ainsley: you sure that's a good idea? i don't think it is babe :/

honey: i'm over it now i think

honey: what does that even mean?? maybe he just doesn't deserve friends idk :\\\\\

honey: ik but i'm gunna go to the bar after work so idk how i'll be after some drinks

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even though he had warned him, levi’s gaze widens in shock at the sight of kade’s face, although it quickly transforms into concern. he pulls a chair out, moving it so he’s sat closer to kade. “shit, man,” he mutters, darkened hues traveling over the bruising. “what the hell happened?” he shifts his gaze so it meet’s kade’s instead, the corners of his mouth drooping slightly. 

kade’s gaze flickers on and off of levi’s eyes, because he could see he was concerned - trying to keep his eye contact, he tilts in his chair a little to face him more. “i was talking shit and seb got over it and sorta snapped which i didn’t expect so soon but, i got him back so.” he nods once, nudging the tray of donuts he’d bought but not eaten toward him, “have one, ‘m not hungry.”

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iMESSAGE ⋆ HONEY 🐝 💛

ainsley: okay well kade said he told seb that he'd wanted to get with you and that amber was hot but he also called you a trainwreck

ainsley: he doesn't think you're actually a trainwreck though, i promise!! he's just being a dick

ainsley: also please don't sleep with my brother

ainsley: yeah i guess so. :( kade needs more friends so this blows

ainsley: kade says he probably is okay

honey: i don't know whether to be offended or not tbh, trainwreck huh? that was nice of him

honey: isn't he gay? i thought he was gay lol oops

honey: why does he need more friends?

honey: should i message seb?

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he’d gone right ahead and not iced his face despite ainsley telling him he should, so he sat in the annoyingly lit donut store with the employees staring at him while he texted his ex - always an ideal situation. though his expression lights up when he hears the bell on the door chime and he watches as levi walks up, a smile tugging on his lips despite the throbbing pain it caused. “hey.” 

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iMessage - levi

levi: yea still is

levi: you got banned from the diner? how?

levi: but sure i think i can swing it. everything cool?

kade: got in a punch up lol

kade: yeah i just wanna see you

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iMessage - levi

kade: i forgot to check if this was still your number

kade: but i miss you and i'm gunna go to that donut place which i know is weird but i got banned from the diner for a few months so if you wanna hang out i'll be there?

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he’s hidden away in some corner booth at the bar, his drink of choice sat in front of him, taunting him. it hurts when he takes a sip ‘cause his jaw’s sore, but also ‘cause the taste of alcohol burns his throat, bringing up unwanted memories. still, it helps with the pain and it makes it easier to carelessly brush off the messages sent his way. his gaze flickers up only briefly, but still, the flash of red hair catches his eye. he laughs because at this point it seems like the world is playing some sort of sick joke on him. “hey,” he murmurs, his hands wrapping around his drink as if to hide it.

the bar had been a place of frequency for honey lately - after work, she’d walk across the street and down as many drinks as she could as long as she could still stand enough to get herself home, but the night was only just starting and she walked into the bar - about to head over to get a drink until she spots a familiar face which she almost intentionally ignores. vacant eyes spot the drink in his hands like a hawk, knowing him well enough to know he’s attempting to hide it. she decides against a drink, for now. “you know you’re bleeding, right?”

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he shuffles his feet, wanting to protest his words, but he doesn’t. it’s difficult enough for levi without the mixed messages. he always liked to think clearly, have logical answers for things. of course, his feelings for kade were nothing of that sort. “i could never hate you,” he says, barely above a whisper. trying to muster the energy to just leave, he’s not expecting kade’s sudden closeness. as their lips meet, levi finds himself leaning into the kiss, but before he knows it’s over. he doesn’t want it to be over. “kade, i…,” he trails off, struggling to speak. “it’s okay,” he assures, although he doesn’t know if it actually is. thoughtlessly, he moves forward so he’s standing in between kade’s legs, his hands reaching to cup the sides of his face. again, logic goes out the window when he returns the kiss, this time properly, his forehead pressing against the other’s once they part. “you fucking mess with my head, man,” he murmurs, a short laugh following suit. straightening up, he swallows hard, hand brushing through his hair. “i have to go,” he says, knowing that they couldn’t go any further. “but, i’ll see you around.”

kade looks up only when he feels levi move to stand between his legs, and like his body remembered how before his mind did, his hand moved to rest on the curve of his back and he kissed him back with a familiar but uneasy comfort. he doesn’t mean to smile, but he does when he hears the laugh because it’s the first positive that had come from levi since seeing him again today. his eyes are closed, taking him in until he says he has to go, and it’s bittersweet. “don’t go.” the words almost feel like a sham coming from his lips, because who was he to ask him to not leave? “come to mine, i’ll make us something to eat.. just.. don’t go.” his features twitch as though uncertain what he was feeling, but he doesn’t move his hand from his back. “i mean.. .you can go if you want... ignore me. i just missed you... fuck i missed you so much.”