* HEALING / TOUCH.

ind. sel. priv. melissa mccall.

[scottinpanties]

scott mccall, seventeen years old and taking a town onto his shoulders with strength he doesn’t feel he knows how to use. scott mccall standing up, saying i’m going to save everyone. 

scott mccall who feels every death like a punch in his gut. scott mccall who doesn’t want that to happen to anyone else–friends, stranger, pack, enemy. he’ll bend over backward to keep everyone alive. 

and wouldn’t it be easier, if he’d just sat back? wouldn’t it be easier if he never got himself embroiled in all this, when deaths started happening, bodies started turning up, he just sat back, focused on his schoolwork and let someone else handle it? but he can’t. he can’t. 

so he fights, so he tries, so he gets back up

because he can’t let anyone else get hurt. this is his town. his home. his responsibility. his duty. 

[neptunepirate]

[suspend]

Just hearing you breathing- just knowing you’re alive- calms me.

3 am thoughts (via suspend)

[faxwhispering-moved-deactivated]

friendly reminder that i 100% totally mean it when i say   take your time  .  don’t stress about drafts, ever. if i send you a meme and you don’t feel like replying to it ? don’t. that’s fine ! if i send a meme and you find it in your inbox 400 years later and suddenly  D O  feel like replying ? do it .  same goes for drafts ––– you want to drop a thread because you a) completely lost muse for it or b) it feels too long and wordy for you or c) you want to explore something else / a different part of your character(s)  ? drop it, it’s fine. you don’t owe me an explanation for doing what makes you feel comfortable with your blog. you can always always always throw different ideas at me, you can just tag me in random stuff, you can never reply to anything at all and  still  reblog memes from me or w/e.  

i feel like we often tend to forget that, above everything else, what we are all doing here is a hobby. an escape from stressful days and close deadlines and pressure we sometimes can barely handle in real life. if anything, coming here and writing should help us relief some of that stress. life is so full of situations that make us uncomfortable in one way or another, make your blog your  SAFE  PLACE ––– make this as comfortable for yourself as possible. if there are days where you don’t feel like writing at all? don’t apologize. if you haven’t been on in weeks ? if you’ve done nothing but shitpost ever since you made your blog? if you plot out threads and end up not writing them after all ? that’s fine.  this is a hobby and it’s something we do for ourselves.  ( same goes for freely giving away stuff. i know a lot of you on here make graphics for others simply because you want to be  nice  . and that’s the most amazing thing but also remember: you don’t owe anybody. if you end up not making that graphic after all? that’s cool to !!   –––  though in addition to that: if someone paid you to do something for them? that’s basically a verbal business contract and you should 100% deliver or give them their money back in full…)

[sagamemes]

crucial muse development questions.   send a number in my inbox to find out more about my character as a person  ( because often, the most important things about character development have nothing to do with their shoe size or netflix queue ).

what would completely break your character?

what was the best thing in your character’s life?

what was the worst thing in your character’s life?

what seemingly insignificant memories stuck with your character?

does your character work so they can support their hobbies or use their hobbies as a way of filling up the time they aren’t working?

what is your character reluctant to tell people?

how does your character feel about sex?

how many friends does your character have?

how many friends does your character want?

what would your character make a scene in public about?

for what would your character give their life?

what are your character’s major flaws?

what does your character pretend or try to care about?

how does the image your character tries to project differ from the image they actually project?

what is your character afraid of?

[healertouch]

[izaaclahey-deactivated20150622]

[lilscollins-archive]

[stuartwcmbly-a-deactivated20200]

  “  i’m  fine,   i  just,  need  a  second.   ”    wasn’t  always  one  to  speak  his  mind,  especially  to  anyone  else  but  stiles  .    and  not  even  to  his  own  dad,  especially  when  it  was  about  his  mom  .   but  the  melissa  had  been  practically  family  because  of  scott  and  somehow  ,   right  now  he  just  wants  to  LET  GO  .   ––––––––   had  enough  of  panic  attacks  and  the  constant  thoughts  of  his  mom  coming  back,  of  not  being  there  when  she  had  passed

//       *      @healertouch​​         ☾

[healertouch]

 FAMILY  WASN’T  ALWAYS  THOSE  BOUND  TO  YOU  BY  BLOOD   /  family   were  also  the  people  in  your  life  who  accepted  you  for  who  you  are  ,  who  would  do  anything  to  see  you  smile   &   would  love  you  unconditionally  no  matter  what.   and  so  even  though  she  may  not  have  given  life  to  him  ,  stuart  was  family.  /  she’d  long  ago  adopted  him  into  her  heart.

❝   now  you  and  i  both  know  that  that’s  not  true  don’t  we,   ❞   a  nurturing  instinct  prompts  her  to  inch  closer   /   hand  resting  atop  of  his.   ❝   talk  to  me  sweetheart.   tell  me  what’s  been  bothering  you.   ❞

[fuckyeahstydia]

when you have one child and end up with fifteen

[healertouch]

*     /     melissa  feels  an  immense  amount  of  guilt  for  having  to  leave  scott  on  his  own  as  much  as  she  had  (  and  till  this  day  ,  still  has  )  to.   when  rafael  left  they  lost  a  really  big  part  of  their  income  which  meant  melissa  was  forced  to  take  on  more  shifts  in  the  hospital  to  provide  for  her  and  scott.   and  although  she  knows  that  she  was  doing  what  was  best  for  her  family  ,  she  never  left  without  a  heavy  heart. 

[healertouch]

❛ You weren’t answering you’re phone! Why do you have a bat?! ❜

 DEEP  CALMING  BREATHES  ,  YOUR  SAFE   /   YOUR  SAFE.   bat  lowering  almost  instantly  she's  quick  to  meet  his  gaze.   instinct  prompting  her  to  inch  closer  to  him

❝   because  this  is  beacon  hills,   ❞   if  asked  a  few  months  ago  whether  or  not  she  felt  safe  here  her  answer  would  have  been  a  consistent:  yes  ,  definitely.   but  things  had  changed  since  then.   the  town  found  out  about  the  supernatural   &   became  overcome  with  fear.   people   /   innocent people  had  lost  their  life.   her  house  had  been  shot  up  with  the  intent  to  kill  her  son  only  to  nearly  kill  her.   ❝   i  didn’t  know  you  were  coming  over  tonight.   ❞

TEEN  WOLF  PROMPTS  /   always accepting.

[healertouch]

❛ look, there may have been some maiming, okay? a little mangling, but no death! ❜

INHALE   ,   EXHALE   ,   INHALE   ,   EXHALE.   continue to  repeat  this  to  yourself  like  a  mantra.   deep  breathes  in   &   deep  breathes  out  okay.   you’ve  got  this.   remain  calm   &   collected.   maiming  ,  mangling   /   did  the  other  parents  have  to  deal  with  this  as  well  or  was  she  just  considered  the  lucky  one ??   what  happened  to  simply  having  to  deal  with  one  of  them  receiving  detention   /   or  not  refilling  the  gas tank  after  borrowing  her  car ??

❝   tell  me  you  realize  that  nothing  about  this  conversation  sounds  normal.   ❞   

 TEEN  WOLF  PROMPTS   /   always accepting.

[incorrectscerek]

[vaememes]

✧ TEEN  WOLF  PROMPTS.

possible triggers, read/reblog with caution. nsfw metions. change pronouns as you seet fit!

SEASON ONE :

❛ You weren’t answering you’re phone! Why do you have a bat?! ❜ ❛ I thought you were a predator! ❜ ❛ We’re actually doing this? ❜ ❛ You’re the one always bitching that nothing happens in this town! ❜ ❛ I was trying to get a good nights sleep before practice tomorrow. ❜ ❛ Everyone should have a dream, even a pathetically unrealistic one. ❜ ❛ Just out of curiosity, which half of the body are we looking for? ❜ ❛ Huh, I didn’t even think about that. ❜ ❛ And, uh, what if whoever killed the body is still out here? ❜ ❛ Also something I didn’t think about. ❜ ❛ Okay, let’s see this thing. ❜ ❛ It was too dark to see much, but I’m pretty sure it was a wolf. ❜ ❛ A wolf bit you? ❜ ❛ I heard a wolf howling. ❜ ❛ What do you mean “No, I didn’t?” ❜ ❛ How do you know what I heard? ❜ ❛ Because California doesn’t have wolves, okay? ❜ ❛ I’m a nerd by association. I’ve been Scarlet-Nerded by you. ❜ ❛ It was like I had all the time in the world to catch the ball. ❜ ❛ I can hear stuff I shouldn’t be able to hear. Smell things. ❜ ❛ Smell things? Like what? ❜ ❛ So, all this started with the bite? ❜ ❛ What if it’s like, an infection? ❜ ❛ Like my body flooding with adrenaline before I go into shock or something? ❜ ❛ You know what? I actually think I’ve heard of this. ❜ ❛ Hey, you’re the one who heard a wolf howling. ❜ ❛ Hey, there could be something seriously wrong with me! ❜ ❛ You’ve been given something that most people would kill for. ❜ ❛ Where are you getting your juice? ❜ ❛ So, you killed her? ❜ ❛ Maybe it was my blood on the door? ❜ ❛ I’ve never had a dream where I woke up like that before. ❜ ❛ You know, maybe you caught a rabbit or something. ❜ ❛ Maybe you should stop pretending to suck just for his benefit. ❜ ❛ Trust me, I do plenty of sucking just for his benefit. ❜ ❛ Do you wanna hang out, like us and them? ❜ ❛ You know what else sounds fun? Stabbing myself in the face with this fork. ❜ ❛ Once my heart starts beating again, yeah. ❜ ❛ Start the car, or I’m gonna rip your throat out. With my teeth. ❜ ❛ It was a different kind of bullet. ❜ ❛ What am I supposed to do with him? ❜ ❛ You faint at the sight of blood? ❜ ❛ This house is like the frickin’ Wal-Mart of guns. ❜ ❛ I don’t know whether to kill it or lick it. ❜ ❛ You wanna do homework? Or you wanna not die? ❜ ❛ We don’t go out in the middle of the night murdering people, do we? ❜

SEASON TWO :

❛ Please let him go, and I’ll do– I’ll do whatever you want! Okay? ❜ ❛ I swear. I won’t- I won’t see him again. I promise, never again! ❜ ❛ I’ve got a missing teenage girl, and our K-9 unit led us here. ❜ ❛ I’m sorry, I - I didn’t see anything. ❜ ❛ Trust me, if he saw a naked girl outside a computer screen, he’d remember. ❜ ❛ School fight? ❜ ❛ Oh, no, sorry. I was just remembering, I actually have a morning practice to get to. ❜ ❛ Just one more question. You guys get many grave robberies here? ❜ ❛ Usually, they just take stuff like jewelry. ❜ ❛ Okay, nothing else? Seriously? ❜ ❛ I just said it was missing. ❜ ❛ And you know what? Even if she did, so what? ❜ ❛ It’s the most nutritious part of the body. ❜ ❛ You’re the test case for this, so we should be going over what happened to you. ❜ ❛ I mean like what was going through your mind when you were turning, you know?  ❜ ❛ Here’s a dollar. Go find another parking lot to die in.  ❜ ❛ Now, I don’t want the same thing happening to some innocent girl. ❜ ❛ So, police are organizing search parties for tonight. ❜ ❛ Sign up, find the missing girl, you get an automatic A in my class. ❜ ❛ Because we have a pretty good idea that she might be… you know, turning. ❜ ❛ A unicorn. What do you think, dumbass? ❜ ❛ What do you think she’s gonna do with a set of real claws? ❜ ❛ Hey, you know, maybe they’re just here for the funeral? ❜ ❛ I mean - what if they’re the non-hunting side of the family? ❜ ❛ You wouldn’t be lying to me, would you, ______? ❜ ❛ You wanna take this little conversation downstairs? No? ❜ ❛ Tell you what, you do the dishes and clean up the kitchen, okay? ❜ ❛ I have my responsibility as a parent. ❜ ❛ You know I’m gonna have to find a way to punish you though. ❜ ❛ Well, that was your fault. ❜ ❛ Shut up! It’s a scratch! It’s hardly even… ❜ ❛ I have beautiful everything. ❜ ❛ You wanna just make out a little bit? Just to see how it feels? ❜ ❛ This new-found heroism is making me very attracted to you. ❜ ❛ What did you see in the mechanic garage? ❜ ❛ Did you notice that I’m paralyzed from the neck down in 8 feet of water! ❜ ❛ Can’t you just trust me this once? ❜ ❛ I’m the one who keeps you alive, okay. Did you notice that? ❜ ❛ Sounds like the beginning of a heartfelt story, but I’m gonna pass.. ❜ ❛ I thought you were psychic, bitch? ❜ ❛ Dude, everyone in here is a dude. I think we’re in a gay club. ❜ ❛ Man, nothing gets past those keen werewolf senses? ❜ ❛ One more question– just one. Are you okay? ❜ ❛ We’re just a bunch of teenagers. We can’t handle this. ❜ ❛ Sarcasm is my only defense. ❜ ❛ I have to ground you. I am grounding you. You are grounded. ❜

SEASON THREE :

❛ I have to… I have to tell him.. ❜ ❛ Do you have any other emergency werewolf contacts? ❜ ❛ So, if you need to do that thing where we talk about me. ❜ ❛ I don’t want a boyfriend. I want a distraction.. ❜ ❛ And, seriously, an American werewolf in London? Like that’s not going to be a disaster. ❜ ❛ Can we drive? Now, please? ❜ ❛ All of them? How does that even work? ❜ ❛ I have been looking for them the last four months. ❜ ❛ Do you know what I want for my birthday? ❜ ❛ Have you never done it before either? ❜ ❛ We don’t like you. Now, shut up and help us. ❜ ❛ So, I hope you’re comfortable saying whatever it is you were feeling straight to my face. ❜ ❛ Okay, all right, now. Come on, no one died, alright? ❜ ❛ Look, there may have been some maiming, okay? A little mangling, but no death! ❜ ❛ I can’t take waiting around like this, you know? ❜ ❛ My nerves are wracked, they’re severely wracked. Wracked. ❜ ❛ What… like, why wouldn’t they chain them up in some underground lair or something? ❜ ❛ They’re an Alpha pack, right? So, shouldn’t they have a lair? ❜ ❛ Wait a sec, wait a sec– maybe they’re living there! ❜ ❛ It’s not the first time you’ve gotten your hands dirty. ❜ ❛ I could beat you unconscious and wake you when it’s over? ❜ ❛ I just… I don’t understand the bank, though, okay? ❜ ❛ I’m supposed to call you first when I find a dead body? ❜ ❛ You called the police before you called me? ❜ ❛ They’re too fast for us, for all of us. They’re too strong, too rabid. ❜ ❛ And, just curious, is there a reason the gun is still pointed at me? ❜ ❛ Well, there’s probably still some part of me that wants to shoot you… ❜ ❛ Does anybody else want to rethink the plan where we just, uh, kill ‘em? ❜ ❛ I just wanted to make sure you got in okay! ❜ ❛ I know the inner workings of that force, alright? ❜ ❛ You didn’t have to follow me home. ❜ ❛ So, if these aren’t random killings, then what are they? ❜ ❛ Come over to my place at nine. Plan on staying the night. I like to cuddle. ❜ ❛ Am I the only one recognizing the lack of werewolfitude in these murders? ❜ ❛ It means my lack of sexual experience is now literally a threat to my life, okay? ❜ ❛ You know who else is a virgin? Me. I’m a virgin, okay? ❜ ❛ I need to have sex. Like, right now. Someone needs to have sex with me, like, today. ❜ ❛ What do you want? You want to kill me? ❜ ❛ We shouldn’t have come. I knew it. We shouldn’t have come. ❜ ❛ Are you just following the bus, or are you planning on mounting it at some point? ❜ ❛ How do you know it’s not from the archery team? ❜ ❛ Cut off the head of the snake, and the body dies. ❜ ❛ Just once, can someone try to come up with something that doesn’t involve killing everyone? ❜ ❛ I’m telling you this because they scare the hell out of me. ❜ ❛ Somebody’s been doing their summer reading! ❜ ❛ Well, maybe we could do what normal people do, and knock on the door. ❜

[cancdian-blog]

psa on posting speed;

i am a slow roleplayer. not only do i get distracted easily, i get overwhelmed easily. sometimes i can’t talk and do drafts at the same time so i am sorry if i ignore your message. i am deliberate and methodical with every word choice. i like to spend my time on my writing and getting to that emotional level within myself to evoke a proper response with each reply. i’m not good at whipping out thread after thread. i never have been. i’m sorry if that’s the way you roleplay and i don’t match up, but i like to think the quality of the writing makes up for my lack of speed. thank you so much!

[healertouch]

WRECKAGE   ,   CHAOS   ,   DESTRUCTION   ;   shards  of  glass  littered  across  rooms   /   doors  broken  down  from  hinges   /    bullet  holes  scarred  her  once  clear  walls   /   her  home  looked  like  it  had  been  hit  by  a  tornado.   in  spite  of  being  informed  that  the  damage  was  severe  ,  she  hadn’t  expected  this   /   hopeful  that  everyone  had  been  exaggerating.   wishful  thinking  on  her  end.   doe  eyes  flickered  across  each  room  they  surpassed  ,  memories  flooding  over  her  instantly.   the  short  ,  narrow  hallway  in  which  she’d  taught  scott  his  first  steps  ,  the  storage  closet  door  that  she  had  used  to  measure  him  through  out  his  toddler   /    child  years.   albeit  not  all  memories  were  as  fond   such  as  the  midnight  fights  between  her  and  rafe  when  scott  had  gone  off  to  sleep  ,  this  was  her  home.   delicate  fingers  trembled  as  they  searched  his.  the  intimate  touch  bringing  her  the  comfort  she  so  desperately  sought.

❝   maybe someone  should’ve  told  them  this  house  doesn’t  have  the  supernatural  ability  to  heal  itself,  ❞   words  were  spoken  in  a  light  manner  ,  but  there  was  no  mistaking  the  underlying  sadness  convened  beneath.   already  fallen  behind  on  rent  payments  ,   chances  of  being  granted  an  extension  were  slim   /   especially  once  her  land  lord  saw  the  state  of  this  place.   what  was  she  supposed  to  do  now   /   how  was  she  supposed  to  pay  for  this ???

      @codesworn​   /   starter.