Honor completely wherever you are at now, in this moment, today. If you feel stuck, angry, scared, confused... its okay, feel it. If you feel the need to take more time before you do something that "needs to get done" then take the time. If you need to withdraw and focus on yourself, please, give yourself permission to. Be wherever you're at. Dont demand from yourself something that doesnt feel right in this moment. There is no need for you to feel any different, to want something different or to do something that you dont want to do or arent ready to. Respect your internal process. Release resistance to it. Why should you be in a different space? Why is it wrong to be where you're at? We have an impact on other people and sometimes this can easily bring up fears, fear of conflict or loosing connection, which stops us from doing what we need to do, it makes us judge where we're at as wrong. But you can honor your process and take care of yourself and at same time caretake your relationships, given that you are in healthy and compatible relationships. You dont have to choose. Communication sometimes is enough. We need to let the people we have closeness with know where we're at. Sometimes conflict will innevitably arise and its okay, it happens whether we take care of ourselves or not, conflict is part of life, so we may as well take care of ourselves or the conflict will be even bigger in the long run. Things change constantly and so do we, our needs and desires change, the things we want change, our mood changes, its natural. Take the time to become aware of where you're at. Whatever the situation looks like, if you need to put something on hold or do something different than you're used to, you have every right to. Love yourself enough to embrace exactly where you're at now without needing it to change. Provide yourself with whatever it is you need in this moment. Much love your way, Zion
