-love is blind-

"You made flowers grow in my lungs and although they are beautiful, I can’t fucking breathe." [indie V/Jihyun from Mystic Messanger] possible NSFW blog may contain triggering subjects [ sidebar image by: jaenabi ]

[projectdirector-archive]

heliotropesandrue:

V swallows, shaking his head ever so slightly at Jumin’s statement. “No– unfortunately I don’t see much point in doing so at this point.”

He was certain he was looking at Jumin. Willing his eyes to focus he shifted his gaze slightly- trying to focus on Jumin’s face. Hoping that the sunglasses would mask had trouble he was having in doing so.

“I am sorry Jumin– I know this is sudden and a lot to manage. ”

The heir studied his friend – watching as he turned his head to look at him. However, there was something that seemed off about it. It was if as though V was more listening to the sound of Jumin’s voice to find out where he stood as opposed to actually being able to see him.

His suspicions were correct when he swiftly moved forward and grabbed hold of V’s sweater; grip tight upon his shoulders.

“You can’t even see with your left eye now, can you?” He huffs; voice low. disappointed. “Why do you decline getting the surgery? It’s quite obvious that you need it now more than ever…!”

It pains him to know that his friend continues to say no to getting the surgery – destroy the possibility of ever regaining some of his sight back, no matter how small it may be.

Jumin gives V’s shoulders a rough shake. “Everything you’re hiding, your secrets, they’re all fine. I’ll trust whatever you do and follow you. But please don’t lie to me. At least not you…!” and as he speaks, his desperation and frustration is evident.

“…At least not you.”

[heliotropesandrue]

V jolts slightly at the sudden grip of his shoulders. He drops his head slightly, ducking away from Jumin's voice. "There is so point to it anymore..."

The rough shake and the raising of Jumins works startles him. His face lifting in shock. "...Jumin."

"-I'm sorry. Really I am...I've never meant to lie to you. Not you- but...this is the only way..."

[projectdirector-archive]

heliotropesandrue:

V hesitated before shaking his head. “I can’t stay long- I’ve some business to deal with.”

This was it. He was going to have to do it. He was running out of time and options. Steeling himself V looked to wear the Jumin shaped blur was.

“Jumin– I’d like you to take over the RFA in my stead.” He took in a breath, trying to ignore the shaking in his hands. “I know… This seems out of nowhere but there’s no one else I’d trust to do so.”

“I…I don’t know how long I have left in this world.” This part at least wasn’t a lie, once he went to where Rika was there was no coming back. That would be the end of all this. Still he took no pleasure in saying these things to Jumin. “I have terminal liver cancer. I found out about it two years ago…There’s nothing to be done.”

He’s silent for a moment after V finishes speaking, and then he lets out the slightest chuckle of disbelief.

“So that’s why you felt it important to see me today.” His disbelief remains in his voice as he speaks.

The two had been friends for so long - they’d known the better (and worst) parts of one another - that Jumin had a hard time believing that V had carried around the diagnosis of a terminal illness for so long without making the heir aware of it.

He crosses his arms, standing his ground firmly - both physically and mentally, and he glances directly at V. His grey eyes looking directly at V’s sunglasses covered eyes.

“And here I thought that you had come all the way here to say that you reconsidered getting the surgery…”

Jumin knows that the photographer cannot see out of his left eye - knows that it had been progressively getting worse over the years. And he still doesn’t understand why his friend refuses to get surgery to fix his sight.

“Jihyun. Look at me.”

[heliotropesandrue]

V swallows, shaking his head ever so slightly at Jumin's statement. "No-- unfortunately I don't see much point in doing so at this point."

He was certain he was looking at Jumin. Willing his eyes to focus he shifted his gaze slightly- trying to focus on Jumin's face. Hoping that the sunglasses would mask had trouble he was having in doing so.

"I am sorry Jumin-- I know this is sudden and a lot to manage. "

[5ouuu]

‘Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart’

[projectdirector-archive]

heliotropesandrue:

“I know–Thank you. I really do appreciate it. You’re a wonderful friend.” Unlike me. Jumin’s tone suggests something is off- bothering him, but V can’t make out his expression. For not the first time he wishes his vision were better so he could see Jumin more clearly. It was easier to read him when he could see his expressions. He raked a hand through his hair, letting out a small sigh. This was it. He had to do it. He had to. V could feel his heart beating wildly in his chest, fingers twisting in the fabric of his sleeves. “Actually– There’s something important I need to speak with you about Jumin. It’s…It’s part of the reason I contacted you.”

Jumin thought it interesting how V had thanked him for things that he had always done – left his door open for him whenever he needed to talk. Had V on priority on his cell phone so that if it was on silent, his call would always ring loud enough for the heir to hear.

…Not that the photographer knew that last bit, of course. He hardly ever called Jumin so late at night. And he certainly didn’t want to think of the fact that V hardly called him at all.

Grey eyes widen ever so slightly, shocked at the information that there was, in fact, something that V had come over to share with him.

“I see.” He says simply, yet as calm as possible. To say that Jumin was nervous about what his best friend wanted to tell him was an understatement.

In all honesty, Jumin was more sort of hoping that things were well and fine. V’s body language as he moved while he spoke said volumes on its own.

“Would you care to take a seat?”

[heliotropesandrue]

V hesitated before shaking his head. "I can't stay long- I've some business to deal with."

This was it. He was going to have to do it. He was running out of time and options. Steeling himself V looked to wear the Jumin shaped blur was.

"Jumin-- I'd like you to take over the RFA in my stead." He took in a breath, trying to ignore the shaking in his hands. "I know... This seems out of nowhere but there's no one else I'd trust to do so."

"I...I don't know how long I have left in this world." This part at least wasn't a lie, once he went to where Rika was there was no coming back. That would be the end of all this. Still he took no pleasure in saying these things to Jumin. "I have terminal liver cancer. I found out about it two years ago...There's nothing to be done."

[jihyunkm]

a gift from me to you @gayalexy

[heliotropesandrue]

halfofgemini:

“Yes, well…” The redhead swallowed hard and gave a shrug, unsure of how to take the positive words. He was still rather uncomfortable around V, but that didn’t seem to stop the warm feelings from invading his stomach at the sound of them. “Someone has to make sure you don’t, you know, keel over in this place.” Saeyoung made it sound like the job was a heavy one, full of burden. But truly, he much preferred being the person to check in, as opposed to allowing some stranger pop by at random. “Any plans after your meal?”

V let out a small soft chuckle at Saeyoung’s staement. “Fair enough I suppose. Regardless of your reasons, I am glad for your company. Though I do hope I’m not putting you out too much.”

He began plating the food considering the questions. “Not really. Though I’m sure I can find something to do.”

[trichosirius]

ow

[heliotropesandrue]

purrrfectwine:

Oh how Jumin can’t help but to watch V as he enters – taking note that there’s something off about him. His attire looks just a little too big for his already slender frame.

Of course, there could always be the possibility of V purchasing his clothes that way so they would be more comfortable. Which is something the businessman cannot fathom… how one could believe that oversized clothes are more comfortable than form-fitting.

As he hears the photographer mutter his thanks, as well as soft apologies, he closes the door behind him. Then he crosses his arms across his chest and shakes his head a little. “Things have been busy for me, yes. However, I’m never too busy for you. You should know this by now.”

As if it hadn’t been made obvious over the 20-some odd years they’ve known each other. As if there hasn’t been occasions in the past where Jumin dropped everything he was doing in order to take some time to speak to his friend.

“…I’ve been fine,” he states. It’s the truth, at the very least. If he were to be more honest and open, he would continue that with I’ve been more concerned about you… 

“I trust you’ve been alright… or else you would have reached out to me otherwise.”

“I know--Thank you. I really do appreciate it. You’re a wonderful friend.” Unlike me. Jumin’s tone suggests something is off- bothering him, but V can’t make out his expression. For not the first time he wishes his vision were better so he could see Jumin more clearly. It was easier to read him when he could see his expressions. He raked a hand through his hair, letting out a small sigh. This was it. He had to do it. He had to. V could feel his heart beating wildly in his chest, fingers twisting in the fabric of his sleeves. “Actually-- There’s something important I need to speak with you about Jumin. It’s...It’s part of the reason I contacted you.”

[dangerouslyunhipteddy]

Before I even realized it, a genuine bond had formed between us.

And every time I saw him smile, I could feel that bond growing stronger.

[sakuraihum]

707 x V?

A promise?

[sakuraihum]

Hello~ I love your art it's so cute :3 May I ask a request of jumin and v as a child? If you don't want to do it, it's okay tho. Thank you. Have a nice day/night ^^

Just imagine how cute they are…^0^

[heliotropesandrue]

halfofgemini:

Was V trying to guilt him? Or worse, scare him? It felt like it. 

Saeyoung supposed he had a point. Hovering only caused accidents. But what did you do when you were hovering out of fear of other accidents? Such a struggle… “You’re right, you’re right,” he said with a sigh. He didn’t like admitting as much… but there was a chance that he’d do more harm than good. And that was a chance no one wanted to take.

“Got it.” Glad to have something to do, the redhead sauntered over to the cupboard and casually – very casually – took his time getting out their necessary items. First came the plates. Then the silverware. Napkins…

There was no need to do it up properly, given the fact that it really would be just the two of them… but whatever took up the most time without him necessarily getting in the way was clearly the best option.

V offering a small smile as Saeyoung finally relented. Listening to the younger pad quietly into the kitchen. “Thank you Saeyoung.” He set about stirring the pasta, waiting for the timer to go off before draining it. “I’m glad you visited, eating is more enjoyable with another person.”

[petrichorin]

❁ little miss sunshine ❁ // for @sigh–onara

bonus:

[natural0g]

comfort

tfw you like the flats as much as if not more than the fully colored version

[heliotropesandrue]

mc:jumin for the third time can you put the angel on top of the tree please

jumin:yeah of course i-

v:i swear to god if you pick me up one more time

[heliotropesandrue]

halfofgemini:

Veggie pasta, huh…

Saeyoung supposed that was fine. It wouldn’t require much effort. And, aside from a few vegetables being cut and water potentially boiling over, he wouldn’t have to worry too much. “I do,” he said in confirmation, taking a step or two further into the kitchen. Rising to the tips of his toes, he tried to stealthily catch a glance at what the elder male was doing. 

“Are you sure you don’t need help?” The question came before he could stop it. But then… would he have cut himself off in the first place? Doubtful. Some part of him just really… didn’t like seeing V doing dangerous things in his current state. “I don’t want to just stand here and be a creep…” And it didn’t seem like their conversation about getting  a hired hand was going to go anywhere just then.

He knew how to pick his battles… sometimes. “I could… set the table?” Or something. Cooking wasn’t his forte, but he could do other things. Things that could make V’s job easier.

“You know...” V paused, stopping to peer over at the red blur that was Saeyoung. “You hovering really only makes it easier for to trip over you or something.” Squinting slightly in Saeyoung’s direction he considered the younger. He was hovering for sure, it was interesting in a way watching him attempt to mask his worry. Nodding he gestured to the cupbaord behind him. “Sure--It’s just the two of us but if you’d like to get the plates and such out.”

[cinfdoodle]

12-13-16 wip (´;ω;｀)