Dreaming in the Moonlight 40โs, Aries sun and moon/Libra rising/INFJ. Reluctant alpha submissive and NOT INTERESTED in online or long distance relationships (open to friends!). Photo posts, likes, and reblogs are really not about you, promise. Sorry, not sorry. ๐คทโโ๏ธ I am kinda broken honestly and I really donโt think I am ready for anything more than flirty/fun open friendship with casual or poly friends. But even then, not if youโre cheating cause I am way too loyal of a heart for that (see INFJ things).๐ This is my shadow side, where I sometimes process my hardest and most real shit. A virtual journal of darkness and light as a side blog to mymidwestheart, so if you donโt want to see the personal, sometimes sexual/kinky, smut fixations, or astrological thoughts and feelings, donโt follow, scroll on. Have some depth if you want to stay or interact, we get to choose who we keep in our own little worlds (ie porn only blogs or disrespectful contacts will likely be blocked). No queue, all realtime shit. 21+ (if I cannot tell your age you will be blocked from this blog); Kink+; LGBTQ+; BLM
This blog is 21+. There may be astrology, book rants, MBTI, or non-religious spiritual quotes, but there will also be sexuality and dark kink. And I will not apologize for blocking purely for my own peace. Also, note in my description that I DOUBT I AM INTERESTED.
Thank gods itโs Thursday (my friday). Light day. Fighting the cold symptoms are mostly gone, other than the inner nose fever blister that was prompted by yesterdayโs light fever. Spaced out C and Zinc throughout the day yesterday, so that may have helped. Energy still low today, but I did do 15 on the elliptical and a plank. Itโs already improved my energy a little, and hopefully will help with all of todays emo transits. Gonna try not to hour shower here in a bit, feeling guilty with the worlds water issues.
Gonna mani/pedi tomorrow, which has been pushed off longer than I wish since the last, and some errands. Gonna hopefully wrap some important edits on current projects this weekend. Maybe start on recording the audiobook for this next book releasing 10/1. It would be nice to be able to release the audiobook at the same time. Esp when that costs me nothing but time, as I narrate it myself.
I am so done w August yโall. So ready for autumn. ๐ซ ๐