the reluctant hero.

𝖓𝖔 𝖌𝖗𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖗 𝖋𝖊𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝖙𝖍𝖆𝖓 𝖋𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖍 𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖍, 𝖜𝖊𝖙 𝖑𝖊𝖆𝖛𝖊𝖘, [ . . . ] 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖇𝖑𝖔𝖔𝖉 𝖎𝖓 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝖙𝖊𝖊𝖙𝖍.

[heroreluctant]

* 𝙃𝙀𝙍𝙊𝙍𝙀𝙇𝙐𝘾𝙏𝘼𝙉𝙏  :   an  independent,  private,  &  highly  selective  roleplay  blog  for  an  inquisitor  lavellan  of  bioware’s  dragon  age:  inquisition.  some  canon  divergences  apply.  heavily  headcanon-based.  crossover  &  multiverse  friendly.  mature  audiences  only  ( 18 + ).  trigger  warnings  for  content  applicable  to  the  dragon  age  series.   ——————  (  written  by  hawke / h,  he/him,  24 ).

a  study  in  :     the reluctant chosen one,   the weight of heroic responsibility,   the nay-theist,   unwanted false faith,   hidden heart of good,   pint-sized powerhouse.   undying loyalty,   found family,   the repercussions of unresolved trauma,   anger as an energy,   berserk button,   acting as judge, jury, & executioner.

carrd.    please  ready  before  following  &  interacting.

interest tracker.    not  required,  but  appreciated  to  make  plotting  easier.

headcanons.        

characterization.

prompts.    askbox  is  always  open,  no  expiration  on  prompts  unless  stated.

wishlist.    wanted  plots  &  dynamics.

*   𝘽𝙇𝙊𝙂𝙍𝙊𝙇𝙇:    my  activity  fluctuates  on  all  blogs  as  i  tend  to  go  wherever  my  muse  is  &  while  i mentally  try  to  have  a  rotational  schedule,  it  really  depends  on  how  i  feel  on  any  given  day.

@thelhq​ :   inspiration  sideblog.

@inquisitornasty​  :   nsfw / desires  sideblog.

@clawedbear​​ :   free  folk  original  character  for  asoiaf / got.  -  ( hiatus ).

@lokasigur​​ :   deity original character.  joint  canon  with  himncskur.  - ( semi-hiatus ).

[heroreluctant]

mainly on @riselazarus

[riselazarus-deactivated20230930]

   𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘰𝘯, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘮𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘶𝘴 !  𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘮𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘪𝘯’ ‚  𝘭𝘢𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘶𝘴.

# RISELAZARUS  :  an independent,  private,  &  selective portrayal of  𝐉𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐎𝐃𝐃 𝐀𝐊𝐀 𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃  of dc comics.  headcanon based & canon divergent  ——  as resurrected by hawke.  PERSONALS  &  MINORS  DNI.   please  read  carrd  before  interacting.  established october 31st, 2022.  ©

[heroreluctant]

OUT.   haven’t completely abandoned thel, my brain has just been consumed by one of my fave canons so if you’re interested in seeing me attempt to write him i’m currently mostly at @riselazarus

[heroreluctant]

the fact that the “log out” and “delete account” buttons are so close together on mobile is gonna be my undoing one day

[heroreluctant]

my name is hawke & i’m impulsive with a blog making problem.

[heroreluctant]

my name is hawke & i’m impulsive with a blog making problem.

[heroreluctant]

OUT.   so  sorry  about  my  absence  &  abrupt  disappearance.  i’ve  been  dealing  with  a  lot  mentally  &  emotionally,  plus  work  has  just  been  draining  as  i’ve  been  given  a  lot  more  responsibilities  since  we’re  short  staffed.  just  between  that  +  my  mental  illnesses  that  get  even  worse  with  the  weather  changing,  i  haven’t  had  the  energy  to  write  but  hopefully  i’ll  get  back  into  the  swing  of  things  soon !

[heroreluctant]

my current fear: if i watch the new interview with the vampire series i won’t make it out without creating a blog …

[hellishsuggestion]

my anger is not beautiful. it is cold and biting, bitter, all teeth. a wounded dog. i am desperate. thats enough to make me something close to deadly

[romanianwilkinson]

Send ‘ Swordplay ’ for my muse to pin yours to the ground while fighting/sparring. Send ‘ Swordplay + reverse ’ for your muse to pin mine.

[wisdomcend-deactivated20230624]

#WISDOMCEND. a private / mutuals only, independent, canon divergent telling of the story of Sheik from The legend of Zelda Franchise.

A study in: Generational Trauma, Telling God to Fuck herself, Keeping the Old Ways Alive, The Devotion of Siblings, Reconnecting to One’s Heritage, Moving on After Loss, Surviving Tragedy, Coping with Trauma, Facing the tyrants you Love, The Light that cannot survive without Shadow, The helpful / comforting Darkness, and hauntings that you welcome.

                   “ OUTRUNNING KARMA, THAT BOY; HE’S SUCH A CHARMER.. ”

[heroreluctant]

inbox call. it’s sunday so i’m off from work ! time for my usual round of doing an inbox call as i try to write. usual business, like this post if you want me to send some memes your way! multis, if you have a preference for which muse i send asks for feel free to reply below with their names.

[klaasje]

two ppl with shared history is the bestest most delicious compelling dynamic in the world... exes. old friends. childhood friends. old friends who are no longer friends. decade long slowburns. multi decade slowburns. etc

[havokmemes]

PSA.

ENGAGE WITH YOUR RP PARTNERS. like or comment on their posts, whether it be an ooc post or something they’ve posted about their character. reblog their promos. send them a meme or two when applicable. acknowledge when they answer memes for you. communicate when a plot or ship isn’t working for you. plot with them. engage with your rp partners. roleplay is a two way street, don’t just let the other person do everything while you put in the bare minimum. and if you’re not getting anything back from your partners, don’t let anyone guilt you into keeping them.

[not-withoutyou]

battle couples has gotta be one of my favorite tropes though. The “you got me?” “Yeah, I got you.” The kiss for good luck. Fighting alongside each other for so long they know every strength and weakness. The dichotomy of being fucking terrifying to their enemies, but so soft with each other. When one is in danger and the other goes feral, protects them at any cost. When everything is over and done, it’s all “let me see where you’re hurt,” and washing off the dirt and blood.

[heroreluctant]

if your muse holds thel at knife/sword point there’s a 99% chance he’s less worried about injury and mostly thinking with his dick