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AIHITO   HIDEAKI   is a HITMAN from NORTHERN ENGLAND and has seven kids. He simply adores his husband more than life itself. He's stuck at THIRTY YEARS OLD and is going through ROUGH TIMES, not knowing how to DEAL WITH emotions, especially GRIEF and LOVE. He works at HIDEAKI INDUSTRIES, his own technology and scientific company. A SELF PROCLAIMED TONY STARK, Aihito is the asshole coworker you know and the friend that steals your lover without any remorse. Aihito Hideaki suffered all kinds of abuse from his father, and ran away to america at a young age. He seems like MR. RIGHT or MR. PERFECT, always sending in donations, always being kind and taking in children from BAD HOMES. But who is he REALLY? And why does he CARRY A GUN and at times appear to be COVERED IN LOTS OF BLOOD ?

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wait since when does the ambulance come for bulimia patients?

let me dumb it down. i called the ambulance. i threw up. im waiting.

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"I literally don't care!" You sure care a lot for someone who won't shut the fuck up about how opwessed the straights are.

turning off asks now, dm me, goodbye. hopefully i get cool stuff in a few months.

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hey anon dm me your address i just wanna talk

dm me yourself. it’s connecticut, united states.

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Lmao you disgust me because we all know you aren’t going to the hospital. Learn from your mistakes rather than just repeating them ninety times. But ig that’d be too easy, you just gotta keep fucking everyone over. 🖕🏻

but i am, lmao. and i have learned. which is why i keep shipping myself off, you imbecile. and i dont mean to fuck anyone over? if you actually listened to me and the shit ive said in the past about how i just crave the affection and people even acknowledging me is why i act out

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i hope you feel better soon dear 💙

i just relapsed so i don't think it'll work, but i'm going to the hospital again soon, so woo!! drugs and drugs and group therapy and weird sticky socks and blue scrubs all over again!!

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not tagging anything but my bullimia returned and caused me to vomit everything up so like can the ambulance get here faster?? thanks?? but anyway. last post for like. 3 months. pce yall. i’ll be in hell rotting or alive in misery playing hockey.

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lets recap tho... u left quotev a week ago. you always change who you are once you get yourself into drama. you used to lie to people over age about your age so you could date them and when they said bye you call them p*dos. then you told your friends you wanna have s*x with dead people and you used to say trans people didn't exist and you even told someone to get r*ped. so just take the fucking criticism for once and actually change instead of doing this... its not cool.

i left quotev two weeks ago! and i change because i want a fresh start. away from things. which is what normal people do. i don’t lie about my age, actually! older people just want to date me, which is horrifying in itself. and i don’t? i only call actual pedophiles what they are. and that was a JOKE. in poor taste. and i never told someone to get raped, as i myself am a rape victim. you know what i said. exactly as i said it. and once again, hey-ho, hey-ho, off to the seperate more intense longer hospital i go. and i’ve been trying to change, can’t you see? with the countless hospital visits, the meds increase, the focusing on irl friends. but anyway, you’d never fucking listen to my fucking side anyway and never would fucking even acknowledge my fucking reasoning and my fucking need to change and how i fucking act like this, but whatever!

 i don’t need to deal with you once the ambulance comes again.

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I think you should really go to sleep. These people aren't going to see reason or try to respect what they've already decided as a wrong opinion in their eyes.

i can’t sleep, actually. don’t have my meds.

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but anyway! the week at the hospital was great and since i’m in a gray area i’m gonna ask if they can send me to the seperate unit that they do for month long stays. multiple months. i’m still awake because my mom hasn’t given me my medicine, which sucks. i’ve been off my meds all day, ew. but! anyway! i’m gonna gooooooo call 211. and vanish for a few months. and then like focus on getting closer with my friends (the hockey jocks) and actually pick a goddamn sport.

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You said you were going to be there for a long time ... it’s been like a week, kid. I think everyone is gonna know you’re lying when I tell them lmao ... you have a long history of being manipulative and lying so ... why am I surprised?

a long time was my intention? a week is a long time in my eyes, personally, but i am in fact planning on going back. i’m in a sort of.. how do you say, grey area?  an area where i can get sent back whenever. you don’t get our hospital system. the max is two weeks. we can’t stay any longer. they’ll ship us off to this totally different thing for long things. and i don’t??? i have a history of anger issues which cause me to be an asshole. i don’t lie and manipulate. or at least, not intentionally??? like??? LMAO. if you let me explain myself that’d be fucking radical my dude

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but on quotev you said your cis, white, a communist, and gay? so whats the truth, kid?

i never said that..... what........ anyway! i did go to the hospital, if you couldn’t tell from my long ass hiatus on here? and i camped out on here for a while, but as you can see by my newest inactivity, i’ve decided to steer away from social media. and formerly communist, now socialist. i’m poc. puerto rican. but yeah, i’m white too, i’m half and half. which i’ve stated before. and i was gay. was. not anymore. girls are too awesome, yknow??

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listen, i think you'll understand more WHY people are upset, and rightfully, if you google or do some research on representation in media and why it matters; how important it is for kids particularly to see themself, and the acceptance it encourages. no one is saying you don't have a right to an opinion, but this is a mindset that harms certain groups. (1/2)

i’ve researched into it, but once again. apathy issues. i don’t care. i legit. cannot give a shit. i have tried to. i have tried to care about how i am represented. but i literally cannot bring myself to care. at all. and that’s an issue! an issue i can’t seem to fix. so i’ve just dealt with it. anyway dm me. 

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Lmao kid get off tumblr's rpc. You're nowhere near mature enough.

actually i’m not gonna, sorry.

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There's no such thing as a right-leaning socialist lmfao. Get off the Internet and go back to class.

i’m right-leaning. but i prefer socialism. i can’t pick between them. anyway have a nice night!

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anyway i’m going to bed because i have 2 exams tomorrow and a babysitting thing to do so like i’ll dm people who keep tagging me in stuff or reblogging. have a nice night everyone, and agree to disagree.

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"i was a sex worker once, despite my age, believe it or not!" that's literally pedophilia? if you're 14, that makes that highly highly illegal

i'm aware. i'm not idiotic. but dm me, because once again, i'm going to bed.

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you're saying "there should be actual gay characters instead of forcing headcanons onto the straight ones" meanwhile lgbt people really relate to already existing characters and see parts of themselves in these characters and for a lot of people one part is being lgbt!!! so yes more and more gay characters need to be created but when people see their already existing "straight" (aka characters who usually have no set sexuality js) favs as lgbt, that's perfectly fine and not for you to limit

i’m bi and trans!!!! i relate to nathan prescott, a cishet character. but i don’t make him what he isn’t. it’s easy for me. but anyway i’m going to bed so like dm me?