Life As We Know It

ॐ ☽ LA📍29/ Just trying to find peace within and get back to the basics of life

[him-them-and-i-4]

We're the same and we're all grown now

Yeah, but we don't know how

To get it back to good🎶🖤

[him-them-and-i-4]

So far on my journey i feel angry, proud, and grateful. Angry because when i'm in hermit mode or taking divine action, i am continuously reflecting. Asking myself why did i let that person treat me that way for so long ? why didn't i choose to set boundaries? Why was i the target of their painful projections? Why didn't i make a different choice? How come i had to be the one to not know better? Proud because i accepted my inner child and allowed her to receive the truth to all of those questions. I continue to allow myself to grow and keep growing. I keep choosing the healthiest and grounded version of myself over any other version i am fully capable of being. I actually see me through my pure eyes instead of evil eyes. Grateful to be alive, present, and breathing. I have limitless possibilities of new beginnings. I actually understand and believe i am worth more than i could ever truly comprehend. God is good to me. I chose to let go and release. I choose to stay consistent in growing into my beliefs and standing with them though any storm, sunshine, or hurricane. I am channeling my creativity instead of abusing myself. I went from not wanting to wake up, to amazed i keep waking up with a smile face. I am so loved by me, and i honor this love of mine

[unbovvered]

I feel like the bond with your 1st child will be so unique, no other child will have the same. I mean, you wake up at your own pace, give them uninterrupted hugs and cuddles, go on dates alone without the worry of having your attention divided by anyone else. You can carry them all day and there won't be another sibling around begging to be held too.

But most of all, you and the first child have so many firsts together. First pregnancy, first birth experience, first skin-to-skin, first breastfeeding and its bonding. First baths together, first co-sleeping, first pram walk and so on.

I want to show all my future children as much love as I show my daughter now but I feel that she has my whole heart already.

[blackmagicqueens-deactivated202]

SHE holds the hand to help you in your First Step,

She is your First Teacher,

SHE holds your hand when You Fall Down,

SHE is the one who guides you in Life,

SHE hides you from all Trouble,

SHE is sometime Mentor,

SHE even nurses you when you Fall ill,

SHE gives you the confidence,

SHE never give False Appreciation,

SHE is the one who will scold you the most on your mistake,

She is the one who even Fight for you when you are right,

SHE is the one who believes in you when others do not,

SHE is the one who Loves you even if You don't love her,

SHE is the one who gave you LIFE,

Do You know Who is 'SHE'??

'SHE' is Mother your own MOM...

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[kweza-deactivated20221020]

[dozyyygirl]

no one quite psychoanalyzes like daughters do when looking at their mothers

[mydailybookquotes]

“No one can tell what goes on in between the person you were and the person you become. No one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. There are no maps of the change. You just come out the other side. Or you don’t.”

-Stephen King, The Stand

[quotemadness]

“I don’t believe people are looking for the meaning of life as much as they are looking for the experience of being alive.”

— Joseph Campbell

[him-them-and-i-4]

Do you ever feel like every piece of happiness you try to have just makes you feel stressed out. Like everything in your bubble makes you wonder everyone’s true colours. Constantly unsure if people are showing you who they truly are despite what you see of them . It’s like a constant struggle between reality and fantasy because your social cues and reading and understanding people is really off and you can’t even help it. Overwhelmed by the constant thoughts of masking and unmasking because your true self doesn’t seem like anyone can handle. Sensitive and curious, outspoken and forgetful. Honest and also not perfect, blunt and struggling to know a lot. Despite everything doesn’t know her place with people because they don’t tell her. I just want to be told what’s my place and why I’m treated the way I’ve been treated lately. It doesn’t make any sense. I don’t want to pretend and no one should either. It’s exhausting…… I just want to live my life. Without so much headache. I just want to be me and not feel bad about it. So why do I feel this way …. I need a hug from the people who accept me and will never be anything but themselves with me as I would for them. It’s not easy being this lost. My fairytales of people are behing shattered and it really sucks. I really wanna run away from this feeling, everything

[pamielange]

i don’t think i’ll ever stop calling my bpd “girl interrupted syndrome”

[marijuanamodels]

“Don’t study me, you won’t graduate.”

— Unknown

[him-them-and-i-4]

And I realized that what I want to end is not my life." I told her. "But what makes me hate living

[moonandnightss]

— Mary Oliver, Entering the Kingdom

[wnq-writers]

“You’ll meet a hundred different people who will describe you in a hundred different ways, don’t dwell too much on the kind of impression you make. Remember, there are a thousand paintings of the sun, but only one that rises and sets each day.”

— Ekta Somera

[squatsnstuff-deactivated2022071]

I don’t take hints. Throw a rock at me

[him-them-and-i-4]

do you ever sabotage your own free time? like wtf is that about? i want to play this game or read or do something specific but instead i will just stare out the window or scroll mindlessly???

[him-them-and-i-4]