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Might fuck around and relapse haha

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Nothing fuels my ed more than Christmas and having my heart broken

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Fuck recovery I'm ready to fall back :)

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I do not want a skinny body, I want no body at all and that's my problem I think

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Is this Tumblr asking if I need help lmao

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Dear 160 followers of mine, do not forget to

- Pet your pets

- Take your meds

- ask for help because you deserve it. I know it sounds cringey but please for the love of fuck, tell someone if you can. Do not suffer alone. You are all too young (including me) to suffer this much. Hell, text me. I'll be there and reply. But do not isolate yourself and believe you can do it alone. No one can.

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Is that an eating disorder or am I just on a very restrictive diet that makes me cry 4 times a day, makes me hate myself and prevents me from going to restaurants and eat bread

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Being trans fuels my ED but my ED triggers my dysophoria and it's an endless cycle

Feeling fat-> ED goed apeshit-> gets too skinny -> "why do XS/S women clothes fit" -> gains weight

Repeats

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Btw I wish a nice day to all 21 of my followers idk why yall are following me but thank you xdd

Good to know I have audience while ruining my life!

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79💀💀💀 Dude I never had a Tumblr that big I feel like a celebrity fr

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Is your Ed more like Edmund, Edward or Eden

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Btw I wish a nice day to all 21 of my followers idk why yall are following me but thank you xdd

Good to know I have audience while ruining my life!

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Dudes I just found that milky rice isn't an enemy! Rice is like 100-130 kcal and the vegan milks I use are between 30-40 which means I get to enjoy an under 200 kcal nice breakfast!! And it's delicious (I am not counting carbs so pls do not make me feel guilty about it lmao)

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Not saying thinspo isn't harmful or that it should be on Tumblr but I have literally seen zoophile pictures on this hellsite so I'm confused about the priorities

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I wanna have this blog for my ED but I cannot post non-ED content on it then...But I wanna vent about my other mental problems lol

Should I just have a separate blog for all the mental illnesses I have

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Dude why is no one talking about the fucking insomnia that fucking ed gives you lol

I relapsed TODAY I shit you not and I cannot fall asleep and I have school tomorrow but my stupid ass refuses to eat

Like I remember staying up all night from my deep ed phase or only dreaming about food when I manage to fall asleep but I don't want that again

I sure do complain a lot about problems I cause by myself and could solve them in one step

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I'm back, more depressed than ever, let's not get this bread I guess...