mmnghgh thinking about. someone breaking my bladder completely.
not even just untraining just. force me to hold it over and over, deny me the bathroom every time. make fun of me when i beg to go to the bathroom. record me when im potty dancing and holding myself- force my legs open and zoom the camera in on my crotch when i start to leak. tell me im not allowed to use proper words for the bathroom since im clearly not an adult if i cant hold it in. make me beg for the potty and tell me no every time until im having a big, humiliating accident.
and then make me hold it again. you dont let me change my pants so im forced to sit in my accident. my bladders already weak and the cold wetness is just reminding me of my accident and barely an hour after the first accident im going potty in my pants again.
and you keep doing this. over and over. even when my bladder muscles are so weak and tired i cant even last ten minutes before im dribbling into my pants like a toddler, tell me i still have to try and hold it. if its going to come out, its coming out against my will or not at all.
finally you put me in diapers since "i clearly need them" you make me drink diuretic drinks like tea and keep me full up so im constantly filling up. when i inevitably wet the bed because i cant hold it through the night, mock me and spank me for it.
take me out in public with nothing but a thin pullup for protection. take me somewhere where there'll be big crowds, or we're around your friends, and feed me drink after drink. when i inevitably soak through the pullup and soak my friends infront of everyone, make a big show of it- ask me, loudly, why i didnt tell you i had to pee. did i even try to hold it? am i STILL pissing myself?
you dont take me home, of course- we stay outside, where everyone can see my wet pants. maybe you get me desperate, and then take me to buy thicker diapers, so im leaking into my pants and openly potty dancing in the checkout line. maybe you lay me down right there infront of everyone, and force a giant, thick diaper with multiple stuffers on me.
i just. want to be humiliated and forced to wet myself over and over and constantly mocked for it. i want everyone who sees me to know im a pathetic loser who can never hold it and that if you ever see me dry, im probably about to start going potty in my pants.
















