.captain

multifandom, muse, & ship blog for hoyoverse. as prophesized by ren. featuring capitano. all graphics made by me unless stated otherwise.

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it's time to say goodbye ; yes, the tears will come but don't you cry ... tell myself i'll be okay even if it's all a lie. & it's another friend of mine that's gone, another friend that won't see the dawn. stuck between everything i've loved & lost, I WILL TELL YOUR STORY.

selective, private, affiliated multimuse. as recorded by ren, 24, they/he, EST. featured muse: capitano from genshin impact.

leylost teyvat - genshin au with @stellafortunae.

dead dove do not eat / please read tags. harassment will be met with a block. please make sure you read every rule.

new carrd! please read all rules!

current self promo post.

SEMI HIATUS.

[ataraxicreverie-a]

[c] push me into place, i dare you. try to cut me down to what you can control, i can see it on your face - it SCARES you. i won't be your plaything anymore, anymore. this is where it ends - i'm shedding the skin you forced me in. you'll pay for your sins, trying to play a game you'll never win. // ind. sel. pri. headcanon based + au centric hoyoverse multimuse. as prophesized by ren. // carrd found here. please read all rules before following.

[ataraxicreverie-a]

[c] push me into place, i dare you. try to cut me down to what you can control, i can see it on your face - it SCARES you. i won't be your plaything anymore, anymore. this is where it ends - i'm shedding the skin you forced me in. you'll pay for your sins, trying to play a game you'll never win. // ind. sel. pri. headcanon based + au centric hoyoverse multimuse. as prophesized by ren. // carrd found here. please read all rules before following.

[ataraxicreverie-a]

[c] push me into place, i dare you. try to cut me down to what you can control, i can see it on your face - it SCARES you. i won't be your plaything anymore, anymore. this is where it ends - i'm shedding the skin you forced me in. you'll pay for your sins, trying to play a game you'll never win. // ind. sel. pri. headcanon based + au centric hoyoverse multimuse. as prophesized by ren. // carrd found here. please read all rules before following.

[ataraxicreverie-a]

[c] push me into place, i dare you. try to cut me down to what you can control, i can see it on your face - it SCARES you. i won't be your plaything anymore, anymore. this is where it ends - i'm shedding the skin you forced me in. you'll pay for your sins, trying to play a game you'll never win. // ind. sel. pri. headcanon based + au centric hoyoverse multimuse. as prophesized by ren. // carrd found here. please read all rules before following.

[ataraxicreverie-a]

[c] push me into place, i dare you. try to cut me down to what you can control, i can see it on your face - it SCARES you. i won't be your plaything anymore, anymore. this is where it ends - i'm shedding the skin you forced me in. you'll pay for your sins, trying to play a game you'll never win. // ind. sel. pri. headcanon based + au centric hoyoverse multimuse. as prophesized by ren. // carrd found here. please read all rules before following.

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i'm moving to the blog once i have everything set up! if we have a thread going, or you want to start something new, when i reblog the promo, just follow me and send me an ask on the new blog! i just need to exist anew.

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i need to purge this blog something fierce actually i'm going CRAZY. i don't have muse for a little under half of these guys sadly. sadge

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who's your lover in the court?

THE THIEF.

you are one of the most honest, but you still lie when it comes to other people and places that you've been. you know what you want, and you know how to get it. but you lie, constantly. to yourself, and your friends. your family barely knows you anymore and the people you've fallen for know someone who doesn't exist. you've stolen a mask to wear whenever someone new meets you because you don't feel as if they'd like the side of you that's true. so you steal parts of others to make a whole new you. but i wonder, how does that frankenstein's monster of a person make you feel?

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what strangely specific scent do you give off?

THE SWEETNESS OF WATER WHEN YOU'RE DEHYDRATED.

it's a little lonely out there for you isn't it? people come into your life like a lightning bolt and leave just as quickly, and even if they start to linger it's not the same way they entered. you taste sweet like a pastry when someone should be having a protein bar. you're the desperation of people realizing a little too late that they need someone near them or they'll be lonely more than they'll ever be alone. you're the panic when the water tastes sweet to know that you haven't gotten what your body and heart deserve. it must get tiring, being on your own for so long.

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where does your magic center itself?

IN YOUR HANDS.

You are a work driven person, dedicated to your craft to a point of getting into states of mania over something needing to be done right. You love what you create, and what's created from your vision, but it exhausts you. You are full of such love and passion for the world around you, but the world around you does not pay for love and passion, which exhausts you more than you already are. You are kind and welcoming, gentle in your passion but honest in your love. You will fight for the things you love, even if fighting is something that will turn that red paint on your hands into blood.

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what do you need help with?

YOURSELF.

people mock it all the time, and it sucks. the phrase "it's so difficult to be yourself" or "it's hard to be me". it's a catchphrase for being called a snowflake, and that's not it at all. being yourself in a world that wants cookie cutters of people… it's daunting. it's fear inducing. it's as if the world wants you to be "yourself" while also being exactly what it wants you to be. i get it. but remember that the world comes second to who YOU are. it always will. take care of yourself, first and foremost. no one is you better than you.

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varka genpact tags

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alice genpact tags

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picking up alice, varka and durin! please hold for making icons. :)

[reversescale]

"This might sound a little underwhelming, but... What's it like? Living for over a thousand years? I... have almost a millennium ahead of me, myself."

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"Aah? That's all you want to know?" the trickster's apprentice can't help the bored pout that results of it. but she considers it nonetheless, thinking as her tail swishes in annoyance behind her.

"Ultimately? Boring. You see so much of the same unless you enact the change, and even then - same old habits are persistent in mortals." she sighs and slinks over to the visitor from beyond the sky, throwing an arm around him with no malice in her posture, just trickery. "Sometimes, though - and you didn't hear this from me - there are reasons to let the world repeat its own mistakes."