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Ilya's fluttery hands when he's overwhelmed by Shane (insp by @gloryhollanovjah)

so ballsy of shane to be like “that’s not what i asked” when ilya tells him they can’t be something in tampa. he was not fucking around. “that’s not what i asked” like. i’m not letting either of us run from this. i’m not letting your fear take hold. i said “would you want to be, if we could?” if. if in another world, in another life where it wouldn’t jeopardize the lives we’ve built for ourselves, the lives we so tightly cling to, would you be with me? i don’t mean coming out, i mean — would you call me on the phone late at night just to hear my voice? would you call me by name — my real name, in broad daylight, in front of other people? would you spend the precious days of rest you’re allowed each season in my company? would you leave the privacy of this hotel room, your apartment, my apartment, if only to stand beside me at the back of a crowded club, if only for my hand to press against the small of your back when no one else is looking? i’m not asking for forever — i just want more time with you, even if we’re still forced to keep our eyes on the clock. if “something” is all you have to give, i’ll take it, even if it’s just a hypothetical. do you want to be together? i know, that’s not what i asked, but if i did — tell me you’d say yes.

i still get surprised that connor and hudson are still being mentioned by the industry, and not just for heated rivalry, but as actors with individual careers. what do you mean that seeing the path both of them have taken and how they deal with fame made you want to follow in their steps? what do you mean that their quick rise to fame has inspired you? what do you mean that no one is doing it like them? these past few weeks i've seen this kind of conversations happening with actors who have been established in the industry for years... as well as new actors who feel inspired seeing their first steps in the industry, and woahhhhh

i'll never understand people who worry about their careers; they already have their place in the industry, and nothing can move them from there, the same goes for this 'competition' of seeing who is better than the other according to their own fans. both are doing amazing, and it's stupid to deny it, just as it's stupid to believe they're better than actors with many more years of experience... not even a year has passed, and although i do think they still have a lot to do and a lot to work on (as everything in life), it makes me feel calm that people already respect them for the actors they are.

it makes me think of hudson talking about (before hr) how he didn't care about fame, his dream was to be recognized and respected by the industry, and i think both of them have achieved that :)

#this rant sorry #hudcon #hudson williams #connor storrie

thisfeebleheart

when Shane takes over and arranges Ilya legs...

#woah

shanehollandergirl

ILYAWEEK DAY 3, favorite quote: heated rivalry, chapter 27

and what if i say that obsessively following every move from their friends/family is on the same level as solos stalking things from their past? 😁

#mmhmm #hudcon

russianblush

release the tapes jacob

he loves that guy btw :)

#hudcon

gaygoatshane

i'll be forreal with you and please don't shoot me for this but i think the reason kissing between shane and ilya look so good and believable is because connor and hudson like kissing each other

guys...these healings...A BEAUTIFUL DAY TO BE HUDCONNED GENUINELY

#hudcon #hudson williams #connor storrie

assignedilyaoftheday

your assigned ilya of the day is exhibiting predatory behavior because there's a shane in his enclosure 😈

cloudabserk

Would you ever draw fem hollanov?

girl hollanov tensely walking past each other at the gym

vickyvicr

hudson: "i have all those emotions in me. for over the edge, he's sad, he struggles with his identity, he's depressed and needy, and i can—to a degree—i can relate to all those. and in sanctuary, he's just—he's outnumbered, he feels alone. he's constantly having to defend himself. so i can relate to all of those things. then, to flush out the character, beyond what i feel on the inside, i just look at my favorite movies and i take inspiration"