i-am-pinkie

A Lover of Almost all things Middle Earth And Pink

[stelly38]

[i-am-pinkie]

It's diabolical putting Aidan in those tiny 80's shorts 😁😏🤤

[nobeerreviews]

A woman whose mood improves with a book, a poem, a song or a cup of coffee is not defeated by anyone; even life loses with her.

-- Kahlil Gibran

(Rapperswil, Switzerland)

[linane-art]

Were we worth your gold? (fullview)

So I guess I have a lot of passive-agressive towards the third film.

And then my dash was flooded with gifs of that idiotic scene where they fling around a character that I have grown to love like a fucking rag doll. Three films of quiet strength and unquestionable loyalty and this is what he gets? And Kili and his stupid single manly tear. No tears for his brother.

So this is my No.

This is “You’re alive,” whispered in a voice hoarse from screaming, full of wonder, full of prayer that this is real.

“So are you,” returns a whisper into the air they both share.

He lets himself be tipped closer, curls up on the piece of a pillow he was given and for a few precious minutes lets himself believe that it’s really all over, Kili’s forehead warm and grounding against his own.

He wishes they could stay like this, just the two of them, forever. Untill familiar footsteps fall in the hallway.

1 month, 100 layers and a single heart avenged.

[i-am-pinkie]

Runs away as I toss my heart into the wind! 😭😭😭

[linane-art]

Art!Kili Painting (Fullsize)

I wish I’d known you were an artist like all of us.

What did you think I was? Kíli’s sitting up now, sheets pooled about his waist. He resembles nothing short of a siren rising above the seafoam, poised and imperious as he waits for Fíli’s answer.

It comes from under the blanket. Fíli doesn’t dare show his face as he speaks these words: A stripper.

That’s courteous of you. Kíli’s voice is icy. Most people would just say whore.

Fíli comes out of hiding to stroke the small of his lover’s back. Noooo, baby, not that.

After a moment of solemn consideration, Kíli wriggles to put more of himself in the way of Fíli’s hands. What made you think I shake ass for a living? he teases. Not to be egotistical; I’m just curious.  Was it the rhythm of my hips? He blinks, wrinkles his brow. Hold up, was I wearing my Moroccan coin belt that night?

--- Revelations by @flow-it-show-it

The final drawing intended for Revelations sequel. This is another really old one from a few years ago.

Hope you enjoy! Please reblog if you do!

[linane-art]

Bite Me! (Fullsize)

“C'mere,” Kili said, voice low. His back was to Fili but his hearing was excellent, even over the music. “Dance with me.“

Fili loosened his tie and shrugged off his suit jacket. He tossed it over over one of the bar chairs before stepping up behind Kili. He rested his hands on Kili’s hips, closing his eyes and holding the other man close. Kili was humming the song softly, reaching back to slip his fingers through Fili’s shoulder length hair.

They moved, not doing much more than a lazy sway, until the music changed to a different song. Kili dragged his nails along Fili’s scalp before Fili leaned in, nuzzling into the curve of Kili’s neck. Fili’s mind whirled and he slid his hands down off Kili’s hips to splay them on his thighs, tugging him back closer against him.

—- Discord and Love by Jynxwrites

A couple of weekends, 25 layers.

[i-am-pinkie]

This is another one of those aus I'm in love with. I got an AO3 account specifically to read this one. So, so good!! 😍❤️🥰

[linane-art]

Art!Kili Painting (Fullsize)

I wish I’d known you were an artist like all of us.

What did you think I was? Kíli’s sitting up now, sheets pooled about his waist. He resembles nothing short of a siren rising above the seafoam, poised and imperious as he waits for Fíli’s answer.

It comes from under the blanket. Fíli doesn’t dare show his face as he speaks these words: A stripper.

That’s courteous of you. Kíli’s voice is icy. Most people would just say whore.

Fíli comes out of hiding to stroke the small of his lover’s back. Noooo, baby, not that.

After a moment of solemn consideration, Kíli wriggles to put more of himself in the way of Fíli’s hands. What made you think I shake ass for a living? he teases. Not to be egotistical; I’m just curious.  Was it the rhythm of my hips? He blinks, wrinkles his brow. Hold up, was I wearing my Moroccan coin belt that night?

--- Revelations by @flow-it-show-it

The final drawing intended for Revelations sequel. This is another really old one from a few years ago.

Hope you enjoy! Please reblog if you do!

[linane-art]

These Binary Souls (Fullsize)

“So that’s all it takes? A few kind words from a synthetic and you’re all opened up?”

 Why? Jealous?

The question burned into Kili’s eye long after the letters had faded away. He buried his face in his hands. When he looked up again Fili stood directly in front of him, still and silent.

“That was cruel even for you,” he swallowed hard.

I’m sorry.

“Are you?” It came out bitter and rough. “Sometimes I can’t even breathe around you. You just…make all this silence between us and it’s choking me. But apparently it’s just fine to natter to on to a goddamn synthetic you met ten minutes ago.”

I’m twenty-five. You’re twenty-three.

“Uh, yeah, thanks for that startling insight.”

Do you know what most people are age are doing? Partying. Finding jobs. Figuring out who they are. Instead, I’m a knife and you’re a gun.

“I’m not just a weapon, neither are you,” Kili’s head started to throb. “We’re people. Living, breathing people.”

Are we? Fili flexed his synthetic hands, staring at the tips of metallic fingers.

—- These Binary Souls by Vera_Dragonmuse

About 24 hrs on and off, 30ish layers. I was stuck and needed to unstuck myself. Hence this here doodle.

[kadeart]

Durin Brothers

[linane-art]

Courage, Little Heart (Fullsize)

“This one.”

Fili was surprised when Kili wrote the three little words in an unusually neat, delicate handwriting. “Why?”

His brother hesitated. “I don’t know. But this one is the one you need. This one is right.”

Fili ran his fingertips over the curling stalks of the letters, the little loop of a ‘g’, the crossed double ‘t’. “Where?”

He felt the fingers on his waist, closed his eyes when Kili leaned in and lowered his head to where he wanted to be. There was intimacy in letting Kili pick the spot for his words, and there was something else, old and just outside of his understanding, in the way Kili’s hand moved wthout hesitation as soon as Fili asked. 

“Here,” Kili murmured and Fili felt a soft kiss pressed just under his collar bone. “Here they will protect you.”

Fiki December Challenge - Day 5. One day, 10 layers.

[linane-art]

“The Wrong Way” Fili (Fullsize)

      MY OTHER FANART  

HAPPY DURIN’S DAY, @anathema-cat :)

Thank you so much for writing some of my favourite stories of all time, for sharing your incredible talent and causing all sorts of feels! It’s been an honor to draw something for this amazing story, and I’d love to draw for it again! Please never stop writing, you wonderful person! Hope you like it <3

Fili brought up, focused on, settled into the worst memory of his life, after his father dying. He had pushed it away for too long, and he needed - deserved - the pain.

Somehow Kili had found out where Fili was flying from on his way to deployment. Fili had broken all contact when he’d decided he needed to enlist - when he admitted to himself that he was torturing Kili along with himself.

Kili showed up out of breath like a scene from a movie. But no movie star ever looked that broken, that exhausted, the once-beautiful dark eyes bloodshot and red-rimmed. Fili had never loved him more.

The ‘Fili, don’t’ croaked out of dry lips, and Fili wanted nothing more than to cradle him like a lost kitten. The ‘I waited for you’ was a plaintive cry. But it was far too late for Fili to back out, so he turned his back and walked away.

——- The Wrong Way by @anathema-cat

[i-am-pinkie]

This fic tears me apart every. Single. Time. But it puts me back together in the end... 😍❤️

[lanimaluu]

[i-am-pinkie]

These are adorable!! 🥰😘🥰

[meraofxebel]

Make me choose

↳ anonymous asked: Fili or Kili?

[i-am-pinkie]

Choose?! Both..... always both. They belong together!! 😍💙💛🥰

[linane-art]

Marks of Belonging (Fullview)

There was mist on the lake. The air was full of morning light and that delicate silence, occasionally disturbed by calls of wild birds. He felt hands on his neck and belly first, then warmth, then skin and soft breaths against his neck. His brother didn’t say anything, sunk into the moment with him, content with fingertips against his pulse point and the marks of belonging they both wore since last night, since always.

“Kili.”

*****

This is a fanart for the Heirs of Durin story by Dragonsquill. If you haven’t read the story yet, it is a masterpiece of feels, porn and breathtaking imagery. You can find it here (AO3) and here (tumblr masterpost).

Things I have learned from this picture:

1. When stuck, resort to porn

2. No such thing as ‘too much dwarf fur’.

3. Loose messy braids give me feels, okay? (also learned how to draw a more realistic braids)

Enjoy!

[i-am-pinkie]

I love, love, love this au so much! I'm embarrassed to say how many times I've read it!! 😍😂❤️

[linane-art]

Kili of the Daisy Clips (Fullsize)

This poor chap has been patiently waiting his turn since early 2022.

Originally, he was meant for a sequel to Revelations, my collab with the super-talented @flow-it-show-it. But then although a lot of the sequel got written, the story took a completely different turn, and the artwork didn't quite fit any more.

Still, me being me, I wanted to draw everything I set out to draw for this verse, so I held back posting anything. I only recently finished the last drawing I wanted for it, thanks to those folks on Discord who regularly talk to me and support me (<3).

I spoke with @flow-it-show-it and we decided to go ahead with posting my secret stash of art for now, so there will be 2 more artworks over the next two weekends. Meanwhile, if you liked Revelations, perhaps you could leave a comment, or show your love and support for the writer, so that the sequel (which I know for a fact is gonna be awesome) also gets the chance to see the light of the day.

And then one day there may or may not be a separate story in the same verse for those 3 artworks that I'm posting now ;)

[flow-it-show-it]

Kíli’s wearing his daisy hair clips, a tribute of sorts to that night two years ago, when it seemed that some benevolent force had parted the entire city like an ocean so that they could walk directly into each other’s arms.  He sticks a sprig of cilantro in the gap between his front teeth and twirls it.  Fíli cracks up just looking at him.  There’s no need to speak, but much laughter to share.

Far out ahead in front of them, opportunity stretches like a freeway.  Beyond the studio, the class room, maybe even the city itself, life and love and success lie in wait.  But tonight, the world feels perfect just as it is, everything meshing like the gears and screws of Fíli’s beloved typewriter, no longer mute but capable of writing a future.

--Revelations (collab by me & the divine @linane-art)

💜💜💜

[linane-art]

Yeeeeeeeeey!! What a lovely addition!!

[i-am-pinkie]

Divine is right flow-it-show-it! And more Revelations?! Yes please!! 😍❤️🥰

[stevebottoms]

[i-am-pinkie]

😍💙💛🥰

[riotingravenclaw]

Because Fili is always nice to look at. Always.

[i-am-pinkie]

Yes, always! 😍💛😘

[linane-art]

“T-The dinner– we were supposed to go eat–” Kili gasped, the toy nudging against his prostate, sending heat crashing over his body. It was too easy to get lost under Fili’s touch, too easy to melt with each word and kiss.

Fili kissed over Kili’s mouth, his jaw, and neck. His touches were firm, sure, leaving his brother gasping and whimpering. He rolled them over, pinning Kili down by his wrists. He nipped Kili’s nipple, making him moan headily.

He kissed down Kili’s stomach, lapping up droplets of cum as he trailed lower between his brother’s parted legs. Fili pressed a kiss to the tip of Kili’s cock, swiping his tongue over the moist glans. He pulled away slowly, Fili grinning mischievously as he moved off of Kili’s trembling form.

“You should get dressed.”

– Pleasure Without Boundaries by KiliDurin

This is a second SpringFRE2019 prize for @king-on-carven-throne. I was given choices. I am terrible at choices, so I did two :)

P.S. Thank you to @vennor for hand holding and some pic ideas!

[i-am-pinkie]

Oooh another au that is oh so good! Fili knows just what Kili needs 😏🤤