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Yesterday I felt so low and I got so scared that I typed in my Notes words to my upcoming depression “you won’t take years away from my life, you stupid bitch, I won’t let you do it”. I’m bold and brave. And much tougher than illnesses and disorders that want to ruin my proper functioning.
Guess what this stupid bitch did took my years away from me. Not even just years. My proper functioning has been ruined for years. Jesus
I’ve never felt so mature until I made a mistake (which was technically a decision) and which’s effects are NOT under my control but have EVERYTHING to do with me & my health. So, I just pray everyday.
“I think part of the reason why we hold so tight is because we fear something so great won’t happen twice”
— (via perrfectly)
“You read something which you thought only happened to you, and you discover that it happened 100 years ago to Dostoyevsky. This is a very great liberation for the suffering, struggling person, who always thinks that he is alone. This is why art is important. Art would not be important if life were not important, and life is important.”
— James Baldwin, Conversations with James Baldwin (via maaarine)
Yesterday I felt so low and I got so scared that I typed in my Notes words to my upcoming depression “you won’t take years away from my life, you stupid bitch, I won’t let you do it”. I’m bold and brave. And much tougher than illnesses and disorders that want to ruin my proper functioning.
sometimes it’s better refrain from deep introspection and allow yourself to just be.
and by that I mean: I don’t have to sit with myself and overthink and analyze and rationalize every ounce of my being. I am not a case study I am a person. faults and all. like any other person. sometimes I have to look at my mistakes and avoid self flagellation. sigh and learn what I can and move on. remembering that I’m living, and this is part of the process. free myself of that inner critic. allow myself to be, and try again.
“I am amazed by how much people can survive, endure—and how they can go on living, laughing. After thorough devastation, indescribable loss, people’s hearts still beat. People can, still, live. This is perplexing, bewildering news to me. Defies all sense and gravity to me. And yet. When I see people living—and we do! we do everyday!—in and through and around all kinds of circumstances, I am in love and want to know, how, how?”
— “How do you go about finding the heart?”: Aracelis Girmay on Poetry, Discovery, and Grief
Eating disorders have many faces
They can look like fearing carbs and fats and they can look like carefully planned ‘junk food’.
They can look like drinking litres of water and they can look like a fear of liquids.
They can look like constant adrenaline-fueled activity and they can look like being unable to move.
They can look like strict regimes and they can look like a jumbled mess.
They can look like constant checking in mirrors and they can look like a fear of your reflection.
They can look like loved ones begging you to change and they can look like nobody knowing there’s a problem.
They can look like drips and tubes and they can look like being physically healthy.
They can look like relapses and recovery attempts and they can look like never changing.
They can look like countless behaviours always changing and they can look like the same thing every day.
They can look like isolating yourself from the world and they can look like an active social life.
They can look like years of treatment and they can look like never getting help.
They can look like understanding that there is a problem and they can look like complete denial.
There is no one image of someone with an eating disorder, as there is no one image of someone with a broken leg, someone with cancer, someone with a virus.
I've learned that every feeling will pass if you give it time. And if you learn to deal with your feelings, they'll pass by faster each time. So don't rush to cover them up by medicating them. You've got to deal with them.
— Brandon Stanton
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Walt Whitman, ‘Song of the Open Road’, Leaves of Grass
[Text ID: “I am larger, better than I thought, I did not know I held so much goodness.”]
you haven’t met all the people that’ll love you yet
“For years mental health professionals taught people that they could be psychologically healthy without social support, that “unless you love yourself, no one else will love you.”…The truth is, you cannot love yourself unless you have been loved and are loved. The capacity to love cannot be built in isolation”
— Bruce D. Perry, M.D., Ph.D. – “The Boy Who Was Raised As A Dog”
This. Struggling still)))
“The world will ask you who you are, and if you do not know, the world will tell you.” - Carl Jung
This is so weird I haven’t scrolled my dash for months and all the content I see now seems...different from what I am. You know that kind pf stage in life - a complete TRANSITION from one version of yourself to a next level one. This is it. This is now. This is me.
