19 hours nicotine free. The withdrawal symptoms are getting to me. It feels like I'm engulfed in a cloud, so far away from everyone else. I try to reach out but they can't see me. I feel alone. I need to study but I can't concentrate. I'm trying to plan my camping holiday but it fills me with fear. I want to keep learning to solve the Rubik's cube but my mind keeps telling myself that I'll only fail so it's not worth it . My cravings tell me that all of this will go away if I vape. But all that would do is numb me and draw me further away from everyone. Each time I vape I feel less and less like myself so it's not worth it. I choose to be free from it, even if at the moment that reality is terrifying. My body is healing and these feelings will pass.