For now this is the safest place i could let my feelings out.
I really wish i have a friend who i can call the bestest friend. I have friends but i have reasons why i call them friends. To me i really cherish the friendship but it felt like one sided because i know they wouldn't see me as how i could see them. I am an easy person once they've got my trust i trist them back but most of the time i was left hanging and that's how it became one sided. I was left trusting but their trust only last for a short while.
I sometimes envy those people who have their best friends, who randomly check how are you, invites you to unplanned dates, give you gifts even on days there's nothing to celebrate, shares everything to you even the most personal things, listens to your endless happy sad moments, gives you surprises on your birthday or even on an ordinary day. I wish i could have one 😭💔😣
To those who have one, treasure them because not everyone have one. Love them as if they were your own siblings. ❤️
