Keep strong.

Do what makes you happy and what you need to do, if you please others on the way, well, bonus. Im Steph and this blog is for a bit of everything.

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Daddy appreciation post...

Dad, you wont even be able to see this, but maybe in the future I'll show you it, when you're better! Daddy, I know you're scared, I am too...but Dad, as a family we can jump over this hurdle, I need you by my side for a long time yet, be brave, be strong! Remember I love you, we all love you! You're my rock, my king, and thank you for everything you have ever done for me, don't blame yourself for any of this, together, we are strong! Love you

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9 hours my beautiful boy! I dont have to have met you before to know that i love you so damn much! Im an hour or so away from starting that 6 hour hour trip to meet you and excited doesnt cover it! Im gunna wrap my arms around you, and itll be exactly where you were destine to be! See you soon Ron 😗😙

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Beautiful boy...you think we have rescued you, and techically we have, but realistically you have rescued us from the heartache and emptiness we felt from losing our beloved boy. Ron, my boy, you will be so loved, you will have the life you deserve, and you will be my new best friend!

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ONE LOVE MANCHESTER. This is something strong and so so powerful! Dont walk forward with hate, Love spreads!

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The so called "Great Britain"

"Great" Britain...sort it out! At times like this we need to pull together, HOW all those people were killed, injured, or mentally scarred last night is irrelevant, what is relevant, however, is as a coutry, we are strong! Lets stand together for the victims and their families, and lets not give the heartless bastards who do these things the satisfaction of seeing us terrified in OUR OWN COUNTRY! Lets hold our heads high!

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I promise...i'll forever have your back. I love you more than words can describe! We got this 💕

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Asthma? Fuck you! To all of you who think asthma is nothing...seriously you have NO idea, try having an elephant sat on your chest 24/7, coughing until you crack your own ribs, constant chest infections and relying on medication to actually survive...but to those of us suffering, theres zero point of complaining because life is what you make it! Keep breathing

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Through thick and thin this boy is my world and his daddys saviour! Life never goes exactly to plan, but we get by. Max my furbaby, you may think we rescued you but in reality you rescued us! Love you pup!

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Not quite how i thought i would spend most the evening...asthma i hate you. Royally knackered.

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Long night ahead...2 cancelled trains, 5 hour detour and hours worth of delays...i want my man and my doggy!

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Nearly a year on...a year on from the worst day of my life. A week today marks a year since he underwent major surgery, and I thought I was going to lose him! After 14 hours in theatre and 51 weeks recovery and counting he is still making progress! Every day counts, we apreciate every single day! I love him with everything i have.

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Dear cold fecking weather

The ability to breathe right about now would be fantastic, so if you could just sod off else where thatd be lovely!

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So..trying to pack up our house ready to move to our third house in less than a year! But this little man wanted a cuddle...and love waits for no one! My boys always put a smile on my face

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Nearly a year since i lost my bear! And when all that is left is memories, look back, try not to cry, but smile. Because memories last a Lifetime. See you on the other side little man!

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Time to beef up a bit more!

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Fuck me Gumph..nearly 7 years...it still aint real right! You are coming home?...i miss you man! Heaven gained a hero, and that hero was my best friend..

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So

Today, hopefully, we should get to finally see the back of the hospital that saved my boys life! Hoping for good news! 3 month check, wheres that time gone!