I hope you're happy

Hi, I'm Rai, and I still don't know what I'm doing, but I hope you're happy. ^___^

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Phanfic Awards

Hey guys! So as some of you many know, nominations for the @phanficawards has been open for most of the year now, and voting officially beings November 1! 

Since I haven’t before, I wanted to take the moment to thank everyone who has nominated me in the many categories I’ve found myself to be in, and to also make the rest of you aware of those nominations in case you want to vote for me! I would be honored to win any award, but if I’m being honest, I’m even more honored just to be nominated, so thank you to everyone who loves my writing so much, and who have supported me while I’ve been in this fandom <3 

I’m not sure if nominations are still going or not, but if I find myself in any more categories, I will be adding them to this list. Make sure to vote for what you think most deserves it!

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Author Nominations:

Up for Best Author: 

@insanityplaysfics. THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH <3

Fic Nominations:

Up for both the Edge of the Seat Award & Best Collab

Immunity: It’s late 2015, and the world has succumbed to a virus that’s managed to wipe out the majority of the worlds population. Few have survived, and those who have, are either immune, or in danger of contracting the disease at any moment. When a vaccine is created, hope is restored, and Dan Howell desperately tries to get his sick friend Chris Kendall to help before it’s too late. Phil Lester, who wants nothing more than to be left alone, is dragged along for the ride, forced to journey back to Manchester despite the demons that plague his mind. However, something nefarious is going on in Manchester. Will they be able to stop it in time? | Phan | Teen and Up | Co-Written with notanannoyingfangirl​ | Character Death, Violence, Suicidal Thoughts | 20,997 Words (Complete) 

Up for both Best Storyline & Best Collab

Notifications:  Indie movie actor, Phil Lester hadn’t meant to get under Dan Howell’s skin. In fact, they both could never have even dreamed of meeting each other. So when a shitstorm erupts over twitter claiming that they’re a couple (who knows how that rumor started) and their agents desire to take advantage of the attention to launch a movie featuring the two of them… well they could both be happier. | Phan | Mature | Co-Written With notanannoyingfangirl |  Words 31,240 (Complete)

Up for Best Fic

Flirting With 2009:  Somehow, Dan finds himself pressed into the bed by 2009!Phil, but he’s not complaining. 2009!Philx2015!Dan based on this post (x) byphantheraglama. | Phan | Mature | Pre-smut, Teasing | 1,381 Words Currently

Up for Hardcore Smut Award

Bridging the Age Gap | Phil’s been doing everything he can to keep 2009!Dan off of him, disturbed by the hefty age difference between them, but there’s only so long he can hold out. Part of 2009x2015 Phan Series | Phan | Mature | Smut, Praise!Kink, Rimming, Masturbation|  4,124 Words

Up for Edge of the Seat Award

To Forget About the Stupid Little Things (TFASLT) | After Phil Lester is in an accident leading to the loss of his every memory of Dan - and just how badly they’ve ruined each other over the years - the two of them work to find out just who they are to each other. But is history doomed to repeat itself, or can Phil fix where he went wrong in the first place, even if he doesn’t remember it?  | Phan | Mature | Co-Written withnotanannoyingfangirl | Words: 28,361 (Complete)

Up for Emotional Wreck Award

The People We Meet at the End of the World ( TPWMATEOTW ) (1) (2) |  The year is 1934, and the Great Depression is in full swing. Seven years previously, Phil Lester’s family had come to America hoping to find their fortune; what they found instead was much worse. Forced to ride the rails in search of work, Phil meets up with Dan Howell. The two brits are alone in a foreign country, separated from their families after they lost their life savings in the stock market crash. Together, they decide to find work out west - but the west has problems of its own. The dust storms are raging, and every day has become a desperate struggle for survival. | Phan | Mature | Co-Written with @notanannoyingfangirl | Major Character Death, First time sex, heavy angst | Words: 19,116 (Complete)

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Phil trash number 1 😊

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insp +

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fingertips for DnP please. thank you. youre lovely.

Send me a “Fingertips”

Genre: fluff!! 

TWs: none!! 

(thank you friend!! you’re lovely too!! <3333) 

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Dan’s held plenty of people’s hands in his life, but holding Phil’s never fails to feel new and make his heart flip over ridiculously in his chest.

Dan had no idea what to do with his hands when they first met. He was just standing there, wringing them back and forth, and he’s really thankful Phil seemed to know what he was doing and grabbed onto his hand, twining their fingers up together like he’d been doing it forever. Phil was so confident and sure and Dan was so shy and cautious and he’s thankful that Phil took his hand because if he hadn’t, Dan’s not sure he would’ve ever gotten up the nerve to do it himself.

They’ve been holding hands for years now, but Dan still gets that fluttery feeling sometimes when Phil absentmindedly reaches out for him. Phil’s one of those people who plays with your fingers, he tugs on Dan’s pinkies and rubs his thumb over the top of Dan’s when they’re sitting in the backseat of a long car ride. He does a thing with his fingertips that Dan’s never really fully understood, but he doesn’t mind. He’ll walk his fingers down Dan’s leg, arm, stomach, whatever part of him is available when he’s bored. He tiptoes across Dan’s skin, featherlight and gentle, and it makes goosebumps pop up and a shiver run down the small of Dan’s back.

Phil’s touch is so delicate, the tips of his fingers make Dan crumble, and Dan’s amazed that, even after all this time, Phil manages to make him feel so shy, but so new and good all over again.

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Sketch of Dan and Phil’s hands based on this image

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to be hated by phil lester is to receive a cake-scented doughnut coin purse (x)

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premire shirts

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Meanwhile, at the shops…  

how i imagine Phil spotting a potential houseplant He probably ended up buying that one but who can stop him.

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I enjoy PJ’s puns.

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x

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dan version

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The d+p plushies in their apartment causes me great pain. I can’t sew so I can only draw what I want out and imagine/cry about it.

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Some illustration experiments with Dan’s new cute selfie

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youtube rewind to the future

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Phil + Pink