Amanduh.

[ilikeyapples]

When your boyfriend loves collecting all the crochet projects you make. 🤭🤭🤭 Happy Birthday honey! ❤️❤️❤️

[ilikeyapples]

Thank you for not giving me a hard time about spending time with my friends and family. Thank you for acknowledging how important it is to me and giving me the space to enjoy my time with them. I’m so excited that you’ll be meeting everyone this weekend. I know they’re going to love you just as much as I do. ❤️ especially my parents. 😊 thank you for being such an amazing boyfriend.

[ilikeyapples]

Two years, yet you still make sure I’m never walking on the side of the sidewalk that’s closest to the road. You hold the door open for me and make sure I’m always in front of you in crowded places. You love to try new foods with me but never complain when I want to eat the same thing two weeks in a row. Whenever I ask if I’m seeing you on my day off, you’d never tell me, “and do what?” You say, “yes. Idk what we’re going to do but I’ll figure something out. Just pick a place to eat.” I love it when we walk back to the car after date night and you’d randomly pick me up and carry me. 😁😊 You make time to call me every night and instead of playing video games by yourself you always send me an invite. Thank you for reassuring me that you love playing games with me even if I suck at it. I love that every new movie that comes out, you immediately purchase tickets so we can go see it together on my day off. I love that you will adjust your schedule to fit mine if I’m unable to move things around. You make life easy, Luis. You make loving you easy and for that I am truly grateful.

[ilikeyapples]

[what-iz-life]

I confuse people. i have a happy personality and a sad soul. i'm bold but shy. i love deeply but sometimes i feel heartless. i'm healing and hurting at the same time. i'm dedicated to growth, but i self sabotage

[ilikeyapples]

[ilikeyapples]

This is what I love about you when you’re holding my hand in the car. ❤️ never a dull moment with you. 🥰 I love the way you look at me when I least expect it. Your eyes are filled with so much joy and love when I look into them. I can see how much you love me and how you continue to choose to love me everyday no matter how difficult it might be. Thank you for always choosing me and allowing me to be right even when I am wrong. You are not afraid to correct me but you are gentle with it. You know I am an over thinker but never tell me I’m dramatic. You are patient and you are kind. You are an asshole to everyone but never to me. I love you so much for prioritizing me and letting me know that I will ALWAYS come first before anyone. ❤️ I love you.

[ilikeyapples]

You promised me consistency and stability. ❤️ You said, “Let me show you.” I really can’t imagine life without you at this point. You have been kind, loving, and full of surprises. But most importantly, you have been honest, consistent, and protective of me. I can see how hard you try everyday to make it work and how much you love me. I wanted that so much and you have worked so hard to give me everything I could have ever asked for. Even in moments when you are unsure of how to communicate/love me, you still try. I love you so much, LAE. I really do. My heart is so full. ❤️

[ilikeyapples]

Him: damn. Homie going ham on that pond water.

Me: He’s thirsty. Thirst quenched. 😂😂😂

Him: Good soup. 😂😂😂

Me: Hahaha. I love you so much.

[ilikeyapples]

Favorite feeling is when I get to see you after a super long week of work. How you hold onto me and pretend to munch on my ear by making chomping sounds. Then you let me cling onto you as my feet dangles off the bench. Long walks around the pond and then you pick me up and spin me around. Dancing across the field of a golf course. I miss and love you so much. Can’t wait to see you do big things and grow old with you. ❤️

[ilikeyapples]

Every couple of days, but it never gets old. It’s about to be 4 months of pure bliss with you. ❤️ I love you.

[ilikeyapples]

Him: I hope you like it. Now you can stop wearing that jankyass black bracelet I gotchu.

Me: Whatchu mean? I love that black bracelet. I’m going to keep wearing it.

Him: I gotchu something better. Something that suits you. I thought it was simple. Happy Birthday, my love.

Me: 🥹🥹🥹

[ilikeyapples]

I fall in love with you a little bit more everyday. Just when I didn’t think it was possible to love you as much as I already do, you find a way to sweep me off my feet. ❤️ You continue to surprise me in the littlest ways. I really did not expect to be able to end my week with you and a little gift that is making me smile like a kid in candy store. Our little inside jokes has become some of the most exciting and memorable moments in my life. Everything really got better with you in it. Life had a little more meaning, honey. I love you so much. I really do. 🥰 Can’t wait to do life with you. ❤️

[ilikeyapples]

Him: You came at a really weird time in my life. A really weird time, but you made it better. I remember waking up and was like, “Wtf am I doing? No good morning text. I really liked where things were going and I fucked it up.”

Me: I remember the day after, I was driving to work and I heard a text notification go off. I grabbed my phone, hoping it was you. It wasn’t. I was really disappointed.

Him: Then I texted you all that. Hoping you’d be mad at me and it sucked so bad. It really sucked because I gave you excuses and you weren’t even mad. You never got mad. I was like damn I fucked up bad.

Me: I couldn’t find a reason to be mad. I was really disappointed in you, but I knew everything you said was just an excuse. It didn’t make sense. Your words didn’t match your actions. I told you from the start, actions speak louder than words and I just knew you were hiding something.

Him: I’m really trying to not fuck things up this time around. I really am trying to do better because of you.

[ilikeyapples]

Him: You know I love you right? I’m not just saying it. I love you for you. I love everything about you. How funny you are. How caring, kind, gentle, and hardworking you are. I want to be better because of you. I love you. I truly do.

Me: You always seem to know the right things to say. You make me feel safe. It’s becoming like a security blanket and it’s kind of scary.

Him: Why is it scary?

Me: Because it’s showing stability. You are giving me stability and I’m scared that’s going to disappear. I have always been the person who brings stability to others, so it’s scary that I don’t have control over that. Omg, I’m crying.

Him: Well then cry on me. Let me show you stability and let me be the person to give it to you. I’m not going anywhere. I’m trying really hard. I don’t want to fuck it up with you. I really don’t. I love you. ❤️

[ilikeyapples]

I’m finally getting all the flowers. 😭 Flowers, just because. Birthday flowers. I miss you flowers. Valentines flowers. We’re on a date so Imma get you flowers, flowers. All the fucking flowers. ❤️🥰

“Why are you crying? I wanna spoil you. ❤️”

I love you so much. Happy Birthday to us!

Oh, and the piggyback rides. He complains about his back hurting but never lets me feel bad for anything! He still gives me all the piggyback rides I want. I’m spoiled rotten. Privileged and love by the sweetest human being ever.

[ilikeyapples]

Happy Birthday to Us! ❤️ The amount of Elvis references behind this stitch is so damn funny to me. I love it so much. The way you thought it was appropriate to get me a stitch squishmallow because of how everything started. Had I never given you the hint to my favorite song was in the movie Lilo and stitch, you would have never been able to guess it and lost your chance to talk to me. I was so high and dry with you but you never gave up. World’s most annoying boyfriend. You ARE the definition of, “If he wanted to he would.” The bare minimum is NOT the bare minimum at all with you. I love you so much LAE. I really do. 😘😊 I told you I had a really rough week last week and I was missing you so much, but I couldn’t speak up because I knew how swamped you were with work/school. I struggled so hard to be strong that week and it eventually led me breaking down on the sales floor with tears streaming down my face. I still hid it. You told me it stung that I kept it from you. You said, “I will make time! I will make all the time for you. It doesn’t matter. If one day isn’t enough I can make it two! I love you. Don’t hold it in. I love spending time with you and you’re not clingy if that’s where your head is going. You’re not clingy at all. Just tell me next time.” You are the most reassuring person I know. ❤️