ファンタジー

  I'm half living my life between the reality and fantasy. 

[illusionphase]

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a kuso-ka, 2017

[illusionphase]

Disturbeb

I’m feeling disappointed with you guys. totally disappointed. But I’m okay….. i’m just a bit disappointed. That’s all. Even though you guys are my friend, you guys don’t even care about my feelings though. I keep wait and be patient with all those ‘shit’ and ‘lies’ that you guys have made. I kept telling myself “chill lah” but end up I have to face the same feeling. The feeling of being disappointed 🌸

[illusionphase]

All about you is so freaking tired!

I hate myself. I'm so fucking hate myself because I'm loving you. It hurts. It hurts so much. How I wished that you know that.

[illusionphase]

Damn

This is not about "move on" things. This is about being nice with others, and if you be nice with me then I will be nice to you too. get it?

[blog-lisacollins]

[bozenavishnevetskaya]

[illusionphase]

Good & Bad

Do not expect anything from any aspect of me. Do not expect anything good from me because I’m probably going to be a bad person and do not even expect anything bad from me because maybe there will be something from my good side that will leave you stunned.

[thezealotsblindfold]

[discolor3d]

[endangerment-deactivated2014111]

[sk-eptic]

[fluerly]

she’s a little photo shy

[illusionphase]

Tears & Crying

I hate to cry but sometimes I can’t resist it. Yes I know there’s nothing wrong with crying but for me crying is mean you are weak, loser and you should be insulted. I don’t want people think that I’m a kind like that. I don’t like seem to be so weak in front of others. It’s totally feel sucks. People always said crying can make you feel relief but not for me. I don’t feel relief but at the same time when I’m crying I feel touched because I know there’s some people out there who really cares about me, willing to persuasive and appease me.

[heavyxhitter]

"I’m still not over my sad past and I don’t think I will ever be."

— Lana Del Rey (via verschluesselt)

[illusionphase]

I’m not a perfect human being. I know I’m not. None of us are. I sin. I make mistakes. But my mistakes and sins never hurt anybody else but me. In the end, I am the one that has to deal with it.

[bronsonsnelling]

[yeobae]