My Personal Problems

Looks like you've come upon this. Congrats. Try not to tell anyone else.And yeah, this is Allan.

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5/13

Ran into one of my middle school bullies while drunk I'm surprised I didn't let him have it

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5/13

My guilty pleasure playlist gets 90% of its material when I'm drunk

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3/21

Just checking in Recently I've felt different. Like I've actually got my shit together Like I'll actually succeed I can get used to this

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1/26

Haven't posted here in a bit Which is definitely a good thing I came here to say that I just realized the 2 year anniversary of my attempt has come and gone Last year it was a huge deal But I forgot about it this year I am in such a better place. Thank the lord

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1/12

Found a fb post where people I hadn't spoken to since at least my junior year of high school were making fun of me. Godammit. Not cool, people. Did it really have to be on fb where I could see it?

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12/16

What the fuck? How the fuck did Britt not get accepted into the school of music? That is complete and utter bullshit. Godammit

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11/23

The fact that I barely use this blog anymore shows that I’ve been in a good place.  Thank the lord for Beth coming into my life.

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11/14

Why the fuck did I have to be in statesmen the one year it was bad

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11/5

I really really really like Beth

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11/1

Screw it secret tumblr.  You’re supposed to be my sad place but right now I’m happy.  Beth likes me back, my grades are fine, I like my friends, and the papers I thought would be hell are suddenly a lot more manageable.  I’ll live

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10/27

I’m gonna ask out Beth tomorrow though, hold me to that tumblr.  We’ll see how it goes

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10/27

I’ve fallen into a fairly dangerous routine.  Life seems meaningless af to me right now.

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10/25

Talk Less, Smile More -Leslie Odom Jr.

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10/12

I need to die already

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10/11

I’m learning that my self-deprecative humor might be a cause of my sadness.  Half of my jokes are about how I suck at life and of course others join in because I started it.  I’m not blaming them.  But like if I keep telling myself that I suck out loud why the fuck should I actually expect anything different.

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10/3

That feel when you're working with somebody and you mutually hate eachother but you work well together on a professional basis so you just kinda are chill with eachother

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9/28

I need to start admitting to people that I’m honestly just a really really sad individual.