on the road.

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[immacyxx]

i can’t be in a relationship because i know i’m still not over him and the next guy will just be a rebound.

so to conclude, i just need a distraction

[immacyxx]

So sad because I’m not healed yet and if I let a guy pursue me, then they’re just a rebound.

Continuously healing but I miss you terribly.

[immacyxx]

i’m saying this for nth time, i need to move on.

but i also just want to love and be loved again.

[immacyxx]

hahahaha stupid of me to think about you and miss you when i know we won’t happen again

[immacyxx]

i need to get over you. we will not happen again. i need to get over that.

[immacyxx]

i want to be in love and i want to be loved

[immacyxx]

I don’t know when I’ll stop feeling sorry for myself.

I want to live and work in London, UK in the next 2 years.

[immacyxx]

telling someone i’m depressed but it’s not like i can expand on the biggest why. really unfortunate i can’t tell people why

[immacyxx]

i miss you. this is hard.

[immacyxx]

i want u for the rest of my life, near or far

[immacyxx]

stupid of me to think of a future with you.

[immacyxx]

he wants to retire at that age, i want to die at that age

[immacyxx]

I wish I just kept you as a happy crush. Can I say that I regret it even though you don’t? I regret pursuing you. If I didn’t, then I would be just fine. Bored out of my mind but at peace.

:)

[immacyxx]

Kapagod umintindi

[immacyxx]

lakas ng topak. mas malakas pa sakin.

[immacyxx]

starting a 4-year bachelor’s degree at 24 and finishing at 28 almost 29. this wasn’t the life i planned before but i hope everything works out…

[immacyxx]

Currently: you and you make me sad.

You because I’m like a lost puppy always waiting for you but you’ll never choose me. It was always like that: you get with another girl and it hurts but it’s fine, but then when time comes and you’re over, you come back for a minute to me then leave, because you never choose me. I would probably always be just the past time that you’ll never choose. I’ll always like you but it might just be better to keep you as a friend.

And you because you are hard to reach because you are in a committed relationship. I know my boundaries and I guess I like that you are my happy crush and I know it will never happen, but somehow, I keep thinking about the what if’s. This one is a bit easier to shrug off.