[imthebiggeststar]

[imthebiggeststar]

i wonder if he’s thinking about me right now

i think this thought all the time

[imthebiggeststar]

i’m at the chiropractor hunched over on my phone and then i remembered why i’m at the chiropractor’s office in the first place

[imthebiggeststar]

a year from now i’m going to look back on this month and i’m going to be so much happier than i am today

[imthebiggeststar]

confirmed midweek lunch outing with my friend soon :)

i haven’t spent time with anyone in a month this may genuinely save my life but they don’t need to know that

[gracieabrams]

[imthebiggeststar]

eating subway and ranking each 1975 album

i feel a bit sick to my stomach today but i’m going to ignore the feeling until i have to go to the hospital again

[imthebiggeststar]

i miss the miniature act of rebellion i’d partake in on the nights i would stay up with a book and flashlight under the covers

i think i’m going to do that again tonight but this time no one is here to yell at me so i will just look silly instead

[imthebiggeststar]

when i was 17, i used to fall asleep to Diary Of A Wimpy Kid audiobooks

since then, every couple months i re-realize that i accidentally pavlov’d myself into feeling drowsy whenever i hear Jeff Kinney‘s voice and now i can’t sleep without it

[imthebiggeststar]

i’m so tired of seeing men talk about me on the internet

[imthebiggeststar]

after letting it all out i still have so much pent up rage

[glowinasia]

[imthebiggeststar]

sometimes i get a bit panicked and send out every email that’s been sitting in my draft box

[imthebiggeststar]

today i held the door open for someone and saw them on campus 3 times in an hour. we got to talking in the bathroom and it turns out they sit right in front of me in class

funny how once you notice someone they’re everywhere

[imthebiggeststar]

existing in the world today feels so degrading

[imthebiggeststar]

there’s nothing more humiliating than knowing you’re drifting but having no idea why

[imthebiggeststar]

i believe in unicorns and i believe i can be loved (two lies i tell myself to keep me sane)