Last time that I checc'd

26. Las Vegas. Blunts, Fast cars, Thicc girls and, all the shit going on in my cranium. 18+ ONLY

[27ms]

my soul is so tired

[sixpenceee]

Skating on clear ice in Colorado | source                         

[thevikinggoddess]

Daddy can I sit on your face?🥺🖤

[internally-damned]

Please do Baby Girl 😈

[caitibby]

Yes please ✨😓🤷🏻‍♀️

[brokenflicker]

"You told me you'd always be here if I needed you, but now it's 2am and I needed you now more than ever but you're not here."

— I tried to reach out, but I wasn't going to beg you to stay

[iglovequotes]

https://iglovequotes.net/

[dxnnxvxl-girlaesth-deactivated2]

🥰🥰🥰🥰

[unsenttextsuggestion]

i really just hope you’re ok. i miss the calls and i just thought about you and worried for so long- there are time when i hear songs or pass certain streets i just hope that you are doing ok. and getting along well with your inner demons. i never want anything bad to happen to you ever. part of me will be with you forever

[internally-damned]

This is how I used to be... Now I don’t know what’s gonna happen or where we’re headed. That uncertainty is terrifying. I FOUGHT tooth and nail to get to where we are and it kills me that it’s all up in the air and we don’t have a clue where this painful wind will take us too.

Your note that you left me. I finally read it on the plane. I didn’t want to at first. But I did. It made my heart ache. It aches for you, for your pain, for your love. I want to take that pain from you, and make it my own. I want to make you feel better. I want my actions to make you the happiest woman in the world 🌎. I’m going to try to make this change. To try to make a drastic change to the way that I view this. And Ill work my ass off to get this accomplished.

I’m going to try to do enough good that we can both forget this terrible time In our life. This miserable pain that we’ve put each other through. The tears, that our words and actions, have caused each other to shed. If I can grab an eraser and erase all of the heartache we’ve felt, all the sleepless nights, or the nights crying ourselves to sleep alone; believe me, Love. I would.

Please, allow me this time to clear my head and adjust to this new way of thinking. I feel that we will make it through this, Love. If only we are patient with one another and accept that there will be highs and lows in this adventure. Maybe even heartache, but they won’t be caused by spiteful actions and harsh words, but rather by our daughter going to college, or our puppy living to an old age and passing... I want to make these memories with you. And we will, if you can be patient with me, then we can make it through this. I do love you. I always have. I always will. Don’t be scared love. Just let me crawl out of this abyss of misery on my own and only offer assistance if I ask you for it. Do this for me. So, I can do for you what you deserve💕 I love and cherish you. Now and for always, yours, Me💙

[stefaniamodel]

[internally-damned]

And this dress. Good lord

[stefaniamodel]

Midnight Blue

[internally-damned]

I’d like to see my Wife in this exact neglige? Is that what this is?

[internally-damned]

It’s over. I’m done. It’s time for me to move on and do something better with my life. And that something for sure doesn’t include you. So long, farewell. You don’t have to go home, but you have to get the fuck out of my life.

Okay so, the subs didn’t work. Weird as shit. I took two full strips and didn’t feel any better. So naturally like a bitch I went back to using. But now, I’m out of dope and I’m not going to spend another penny on it. I’ve got cottons from the last few weeks and I’m rinsing them to stay well. But those will be gone shortly as well. So I’m going to try to use them to “Taper” off but really when they’re gone I’m just gonna try cold turkey. Fuck it. I’m not using THAT much maybe .2 a day. So I just gotta man up and get through the uncomfortable feeling for a few days and move on with my life. Ok to bigger and better things. Its time to really start being the man I’m supposed to be. I’ve been half assing it and my girls don’t deserve that. So they’re gonna get my full potential. I don’t regret the relapse, because a lot of great life decisions were made while using; Starting my own business, buying junk cars fixing and selling them, and a few others. But now, I am tired of it. And I know my wife is. So, it’s time for me to move on. I’m done with you. You’ve stuck around too long and I can’t keep letting you back in.. its here on the internet, so I may as well stick to this. Even though none of you know me and can’t hardly hold me accountable, I know me. I can hold me accountable, and I know my wife will see this post and help me to do the same. She’s is an amazing woman and definitely deserves me at my best. And that’s what her and our little girl are going to get. 😃

[oikawas]

@theestallion: “FREAK” by @Tyga FT ME OUT TONIGHT 🔥🔥🔥

[internally-damned]

Have you guys met my wife? She’s definitely better than YOUR wife. And she's probably the greatest person in the universe. AND. She’s all mine and I don’t have to share her with nobody else in the world so 😝

[ladyfayzo]

[internally-damned]

For the Woman I LOVE, Adore, Cherish, and Worship.....

-💍Caitlin A. Aronson👸🏼

On everything. All I ask for in a relationship, is Honesty and loyalty. So if you’re not feeling me no more say that. We can go seperate directions. If you’re talking to other dudes l, DONT HIDE THAT SHIT!! Just tell me. Don’t tell me it’s the fucking neighbor after you LOOK AT HIS NAME AND PICTURE POP UP on the screen! Then when I see that it’s joy and ask to see what you’re talking about don’t ask me to just trust you and don’t look. Don’t “Pinky Promise” me that nothings going on, that you weren’t even talking to him and you don’t know why he was calling, and then come to find out you were talking to him ALL DAY!!! And what’s crazy is there were previous conversations in the inbox last week dating back a few years and THOSE ARE GONE... All I want is for you to be 💯 with me all the way. Don’t never lie. This all started with me finding out about Donovan... and it was lies and lies and FINALLY I got partial truth.. Thrn it was lies from both sides. I was so angry with you, I wanted to leave you. I wanted to hate you. I wanted to tell EVERYONE what you did to me.. But, I’m so fucking deep in love with you yhat I didn’t, I’ve done my best to make this work. And now that I’m actually ready to give my all. 1000% of my heart, mind, body and SOUL to you. You want to start talking to exes about marriage AFTER you date and flirting and the whole time you were doing this.... I was literally SCREAMING in pain in the bathroom. Hurting so badly that I couldn’t even see straight. And you only checked on me AFTER I called you because I needed something... I love you, Baby girl. But, this isn’t gonna fly. This end’s NOW. Either that. Or we do... and I don’t want that, I want to save for an ring and propose to you and Marry you. Buy a house, have another kid. Grow old sitting on our front porch talking shit about the fat people who think spandex is acceptable to wear when they’re jogging LMAO! I am in love with you. Deeply. Always and Forever. I’m yours baby. Until you give me another reason to believe that you don’t want me to be.... please don’t do this. If you can’t stop doing these little things, talking to exes, lying about it, hiding messages, then checking my phone after you get done hiding shit in your phone and taking EVERY LITTLE THING out of context and causing a fight telling me I’m doing something when I’m not... Babe then this is going to have to end.. as sad and depressing and MISERABLE as it’s already making me. That’s how it will have to be. And I’m not saying I have no fault in this. But I am going to do my part. Can you do yours? I surely hope so, Love... next ......... -Always Yours- 👑Christopher B. McNeill🤴🏼

[internally-damned]

Literally, I feel like the worlds biggest piece of shit... fuck.. all I wanted was you for so long. I mean you’re still all that I want, don’t get that confused. But with that shit that happened.... I’m working on it but I can see now that it’s tearing me and us apart.... I don’t want to hurt you anymore.... you deserve better than me but clearly you always think I’m trying to fight even when I’m not and I then get defensive which causes a fucking fight..... I DONT WANT TO FIGHT WITH YOU I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!! Jesus Christ please baby..... Please, try to see that I don’t want to fight with you. That you are my heart and soul. My light, my hope, my dream... Fuck I’m so sorry for doing this to you... I’m afraid if I leave you what it’ll do to you or me. But I’m also afraid of what will happen if I stay.... I can’t seem to make you happy..... I think I know what has to be done..:. I just don’t know if I’m strong enough to do it..... Just know that no matter what I love you. I’m IN love with you and there will never be anybody but you... fingers crossed this works Baby girl... Because I need you now more than ever.

[s-k-a-z-a]