Intimacy vs. Isolation

Gotta live through one crises to get to the other.

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How many times have I taken you back thinking you were a 'changed man'? Today I found out you haven't changed at all. You are still exactly the same. 

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Bunny Bennett is now streaming live art on SPG TV!

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Bunny you are so amazing!! 

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So I heard some of you want to know what I sleep in .

Lets just say I go full COMMANDO ~

Hot Right ? 

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I love the men of Tumblr …

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Which birth control should I use?

Well...there is the pill. Nothing better than paying 40-70 dollars a month and pumping my body full of chemicals! 

I was very much thinking of getting an IUD...but then I realized it'd cost me 400 dollars. No thanks. 

There's also getting my 'tubes tied' but then again maybe not. I heard it's almost impossible to reverse if I ever do decide to have children. 

Condoms? I've never met a guy that will wear a condom. How do those companies even make money? 

Spermicides....I'm sorry but no. 

There is also the sponge. Costs about 15 dollars for a package of three. What happens if you have sex three times a day? That's...105 dollars a week! 

There is also the pull out game. Risky. And the guy always complains he can't 'come inside'. 

So either way...getting a contraceptive is either dangerous due to chemicals (the pill) or far FAR too expensive to afford. Especially in an economy like this. Therefore I now realize how many people pull out, which leads to my realization why so many young people are pregnant these days. 

Plus no guy is going to get a vasectomy. If it's even mentioned they hold onto themselves like little boys that have to pee and cringe. 

I personally think that contraceptives should be free. Including ones for men. There are far too many teen pregnancies and unwanted pregnancies and god forbid if a girl wants to get an abortion. I'm sure if the pill or an IUD was free, girls would be getting them. Hell, I'd have an IUD right now if it was free. They are only free if you have health care...but sadly to say a lot of people don't have health care. 

So the only solution to this problem is make it free! Or people should just stop having sex- ha. ha. ha. 

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Cool! 

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Burberry Prorsum Menswear Autumn/Winter 2012 Runway Looks

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How about going to your Halloween Party as a Steampunk Predator?

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SO badass. 

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HNNNN I finally got a pair of steampunk goggles!!!! After all this time! 

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When you are trying to study and all of a sudden a random bug falls from the ceiling and lands right on your paper. Now I have bug guts all over my notes. 

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Just a small public service announcement

By 28 weeks a fetus' brain has produced approximately 100 billion neurons. That is about 400 000 neurons a second. When a mother smokes while she is pregnant, every minute that she is puffing a cigarette she is killing 1 200 000 neurons in the babies brain. 

Think about it.  

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I wish that when I fell in love, I didn't really fall in love. 

I'm not saying that I want to pretend I'm in love, or lie to a person that I love them.

No.

What I'm really saying is that I wish I didn't FALL. The moment I fall in love, all is lost. I've landed in a deep pit of feelings, and my mind is completely wrapped around that person. I plan my life around that person, and I run any of my decisions by that person to see how they feel. I include that person into my everyday life and that person is my everything. That person could destroy me and I'd let them. 

Sadly to say, that is usually what happens. They feel stagnant, they feel unfulfilled and I can see it coming. Every time I see it, I start to desperately climb out of that pit but the mud is too slippery and I keep sliding back down to the bottom. It isn't until they have finally walked out of my life and annihilated my heart that the mud begins to dry ever so slowly and I can attempt to climb back out again. But every time my body is covered in dark, icky, black mud, and it never washes off. So when I fall into that pit the next time, not only am I trapped once again but another layer of mud is added and begins to weigh me down even more. 

So maybe I should just stop this. I want to stop this. Yet every time I finally crawl out of the pit, I search for someone to push me back in again. 

I have no free will. I am searching for someone to cake the mud on so thick that I can no longer move.