ASPIRE TO INSPIRE

i just wanna put smiles back on people's faces.

[natureandbeauty]

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this is all so calming to look at

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IM SORRY GENERATIONS.

Dear Future Generations, Sorry for leaving yall with a messed up planet, sorry for noticing only our own doings to do something. We apologise that we listened to people making excuses to do 'nothing', see this whole pattern of apologises, aren't fixing the prodigies in which we believe we see sorry in. Trees, we breathe the air that they're creating, they clean up our pollution our carbon they store and purify water, provide us with medicine that cures our diseases, food that feeds us which is why we're sorry. For giving you the struggle of tomorrow to build up a firm infrastructure, to make sure that its create fast, and a range of options so that nobody fasts, or starve or die, because who is to blame on behalf? It is I, I do not want to be labelled as a mass murderer for not being able to help the Earth we're on & be responsible on deaths. I apologise from the bottom of my heart about the inability of the public to create a 'better' generation.

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FEELING OF WARMTH

he smelt so good, smelling him felt like I was close to home, the scent had me feeling secured & sealed like a steel metal door shut,

he grabbed me slowly but firmly from the waist, I felt mesmerised as butterflies had escaped my body, tall, dark, handsome, three combinations that had me wrapped around his finger, his mindset & personality had me on ropes.

i was being held by him like ropes, tight, firm & not being let go, i felt appreciated, as he leaned into kiss my lips, his soft touch on my face was a reassurance, i knew his intentions were good, his gentle pink lips intertwined with mine,

what was wrong with me?

why did i feel so open?

I've always had self worth & modesty, but what has gotten into me, i mean honestly, you should’ve heard, i was being spoken to by him ever so gently to persuade me into a chemical romance, he wanted more than just a gentle soft kiss and a handful of me, he wanted what i had to offer and nothing else, this feeling of warmth was a fantasy.

is this what its like to be in love?

[ill-matic]

the 3 amigos

[play6irl]

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TONIGHT

SO I HAD A MASSIVE MIND BLOCK TO WRITE SOMETHING SO A BEAUTIFUL FRIEND OF MINE HAD BLESSED ME WITH INSPO BY GIVING ME WORDS AND A SONG. THIS IS A VERY OPEN MINDED POEM, THINK AND FEEL WHAT YOU WANT OF IT.

tonight your love had taken a toll on me intoxicating my whole body,

 igniting a fire inside of my body, 

no self control, 

no recollection of how you made me feel, 

tempting me, claiming you were using fire to ignite small flames between us whilst kissing so sensually.

your soft breathes against my neck had hit me all so gently, but made me feel fireworks so beautifully.

grabbing my stomach to stop the feelings, i did not want to give over myself all so easily.

this youthful love, so corrupt with attention to detail lust rather than love, you’d rather take advantage of me so senselessly, than to caress me slowly and gently like your angel.

we had connected so deeply however, did you mistake love for lust tonight.

 and i will no matter what cherish you as my first tonight. 

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4.A.M.

this is a little something that I wrote whilst staying up at night.

why can't we appreciate such a peaceful time of day, one means when they hear the ringing of alarms & the lock screen appears as ‘4AM JUNE 3RD’ it wasn’t going to be a good day.

a peaceful time of day encourages us to have an admiration of beauty, birds chirping, soft sweet sounds of winds blowing against the window pane.

the soft fragrance of ‘fresh air’ once slightly jolting open the window, sounds of cats whimpering and crying at their families doors.

we appreciate the time of 4am the sheer beauty, we thank God for the creations we hold admirations, and we do not moan about it, one must learn to love the hated. 

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Remain Humble, Always.

So today I met a not so educated being today. Very ambitious though, a musician he had a great interest in what he does, however he is very self centred and cherishes time with himself rather than those whom support him. 

Though I had later learned that he struggles with social anxiety, his music did not prove this to be in that direction however, he seemed friendly within his presence, and easy going when it came down to the music video, this had made me realise you should never judge a book by its cover, it’s easy to look at people and make quick judgements about them, their present and their past, but you’d be amazed at the pain and tears a single brag or a ‘money’ lifestyle hides. What a person shows to the world is only one tiny facet of the iceberg hidden from sight. And more often than not, it’s lined with crack and scars that go all the way to the foundation of their soul, never judge, learn to respect and acknowledge the feelings of another. 

Remain Humble, Always. 

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