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𝄞living in shadows𝄞 ♱ 18 | 🇨🇿 ♱ scream in chords, bleed in words🦇 ☣︎

[itsvgrewings]

INFO / BYI / whatever i should call this

heya, here just to set up some points (that might make it actually easier to get to know me byi lol):

- call me itsu

- from czechia (🇨🇿)

- trans boy

- music producer

- bookworm - fantasy, lgbt, romcom stuff

- cartoons/anime fan

- (rarely active) movie fan

- scemo & emo admirer (really, y’all have the best fashion style) - plannin on buying a bunch of clothes & accs someday

- my fashion style: streetwear, sk8, opium?

- games i play: KCDII (im obssesed), genshin (farming 4 wrio), r6, roblox

- also learning russian

music i like:

tøp, linkin park, limp bizkit, black veil brides, three days grace, evanescence, mcr, skillet, yungblud, avril lavigne, hardstyle, nightcore, czech & russian rap

(open to recomms for more of emo/scene music)

DNI :

- ppl under 15

- basic dni criteria

- ig thats all

other sites:

spacehey instagram

[itsvgrewings]

anyone here who plays siege and has like >200h on it?

i desperately need some friends to play r6 with 

cause i dont have anyone to play custom matches with, and today (at like 3am) ive got the perfect idea on how to push into the site. and i´d be really sad if it´d need to stay as an idea only wah wah

my nickname: witsv_ 

add me!

[itsvgrewings]

i dont know what im doing wrong tbh.

today was another situation where i got declined from a part time job interview. i dont know what the fuck im doing wrong.

half of my applies dont get any answer (which i´ve got used to though its still annoying me that they cant even write a simple "sorry to disappoint you but.."). and when i DO get an answer, and get into an interview (where i really behave formally, kindly, etc.; just maybe nervous, but lets be honest who wouldnt be nervous?) then after them leaving me hanging for WEEKS with the reply, i have to dig for it myself just to get a "no, we´re not accepting you". 

and im applying for the ones where i know i could make it, not anything out of my league. all i´d need is just getting used to the system/place there, and maybe learn some smaller stuff that i dont usually do, but NOTHING FUCKING ELSE.

also my CV is pretty good i´d say (though not with much experience but what could i write there when i wasnt in a single job to gain experience from. all experience i´ve gained is from cooking at school and at home.) considering my starting point, but it just seems like its not good enough.

my bf volunteered to help me make the CV better, so im BEGGING THE UNIVERSE to make it work this time (then next part time job i´ll volunteer to).

im getting really helpless.

the fuck am i doing wrong???

[thesatanicmuse]

Daily Baphirmation #1: You're not obligated to debate your worth. Or anything else. 🤘🏾🖤

[itsvgrewings]

any recommendations for webs with spacehey (myspace) layouts?

cause the section for them (the whole profile ones) is highly dead there. and i really wanna upgrade my profile cause.. i mean, its good, but when im seeing other people´s layouts they just look cooler -_- (..while mine still stays the same).

im not much good with coding (for ex.: wouldn´t even know how to change fonts/add a section lol. im THAT much of an idiot) so i rather wanna rely on some premade ones, where i can just change subtle things.

any tips?

[mujinzzzzz]

i honestly don't have much on my account coding wise, but what i have done has been completely done by hand so i can send you a few lines for specific things you need !!! if you'd like to check out my (rather basic and only 11 day old) profile beforehand its here !! lots of it can be changed with just a simple url (like the blinkies and background :p) there are some insanely cool accounts on there though !

[itsvgrewings]

oh thank you, that would be appreciated!! (i´ve literally tried to look on a bunch of websites but they weren´t quite what i´d like lol) i love the contact icons on your profile, and the header gradient color (esp. the icons are so kewl), so please tell me how you did those :( hand me your wisdom, master! (loll)

[itsvgrewings]

okay so. idk whats happening with my hyperfixaitons lol but here we go

recently (like literally 4 days ago) i got into satanism. (and basically demons, devils, hell, lucifer, all the fun stuff. just later on i figured out that satanism exists)

and the way y´all think (i am my own god, therefore no need to submit myself to anyone) and basically "i care for myself. i behave the same as others behave to me. respect is earned" etc. - that is me for the past year and a half!! (after i successfully got out of the "people pleaser" phase in which i was my whole life), before i even figured out anything about satanism. and its crazy how much its resonating with me lol

today i bought myself the satan bible, and after reading a few chapters - this. is. exactly. my. mindset. and im literally so eager to study it further.

i need more satanist friends, i have so many questions for y´all, as im like a curious little fawn right now lmao

[itsvgrewings]

any recommendations for webs with spacehey (myspace) layouts?

cause the section for them (the whole profile ones) is highly dead there. and i really wanna upgrade my profile cause.. i mean, its good, but when im seeing other people´s layouts they just look cooler -_- (..while mine still stays the same).

im not much good with coding (for ex.: wouldn´t even know how to change fonts/add a section lol. im THAT much of an idiot) so i rather wanna rely on some premade ones, where i can just change subtle things.

any tips?

[itsvgrewings]

gonna have a job interview tomorrow (in gastro), recommended by my friend (that works there) 

she said that the staff there is really chill, so i hope that i´ll really experience it on my own... :,)

wish me luck guys.

[itsvgrewings]

well… i was supposed to be on my way by now but..

i got a fucking migraine (i’ve chronic ones). it’s hot outside as fuck (almost 30C) so im pretty sure i got it from that (the way home itself was pure hell).

so i moved it to thursday instead - where weather app shows it wouldn’t be that fucking hot anymore. so lets hope.

and i really fucking hope there wouldn’t be any issues anymore. even now i felt sm guilty for delaying it -_-“

[itsvgrewings]

gonna have a job interview tomorrow (in gastro), recommended by my friend (that works there) 

she said that the staff there is really chill, so i hope that i´ll really experience it on my own... :,)

wish me luck guys.

[itsvgrewings]

Item: Your ID Rarity: ⏶ Common

Do you have a username you always use in games?

Feed your dashboard by answering my question, blogger.

well, one username i chose was “itsuki”. (cause backthen i was really really into japan and anime. now i’m still, but not that obsessed).

and since “itsuki” later on started to sound to me like it’d be for those “super kawaii little boys” (im the complete opposite lol) then i shortened it to “itsu”.

and thats what i literally use also as my name by now :D since like.. 2021 ig.

[itsvgrewings]

guess who’s back. back again. ;)

well…partially.

a lot of bad shit is happening in my life since the last time i’ve been here, that i dont know where my head stands. (and im also lowkey forgetting about my profile here lulz).

tell me how you’ve been through this whole time, i wanna reunite with all of you here!!

(also i PROMISE that im gonna tell y’all about my bf, as i said in the last post. you just gotta remind me otherwise i’ll forget about it again LMAO also idk if someone still wants it ._.)

[itsvgrewings]

do y’all want to hear me yapping about my (very soon) boyfriend?

there’s a lot of things that happened and im so excited to tell literally everyone about it, cause from my past not-so-good relationship this is ABSOLUTE HEAVEN

[itsvgrewings]

im still alive guys!!!

just surviving day to day, and having literally mental swings (god knows if something like that exists lol) where im several days feeling as shit, then one day finally makes it up - and the day isn’t even over when it all fucks up again.

so yeah. im really looking forward to when i’ll have those “good days” for longer than just a fucking day. or not even that, a HALF of the day.

anyways, stay safe souls

-itsv

[itsvgrewings]

i successfully found earphones for my myphone (aka the button phone/cell phone, idk how to call it properly lolz) and they´re working only under certain ankle...my childhood is officially back, this hasn´t happened since god knows when WOHOO

[itsvgrewings]

i managed to dig out two button phones in my house…and you know what that meaaansss… B)

both of them are working fine, sadly only one of them has camera and music (the other one has a game though!), so im mainly using the camera one

also both of them required a memory card so i headed on turning the whole house upside down to find my old phone and take the card from there (i won)

so in the end i got into downloading a BUNCH of music to there and now im vibing my heart out to evanescence and skillet. sadly sending sms doesn’t work for me yet, i gotta figure that out (its very possible that i’ve been typing the numbers wrong since idk if i gotta use IDD to the numbers too)

[itsvgrewings]

today i managed to break my glasses..

like.. it happened in the night around 2am, so it was even worse, since today i had to go to work very early.

so now im here with taped glasses and i feel like absolute idiot LOL

[itsvgrewings]

okay superglue worked. well…halfway….

when i tried to clean lenses from the tape residue, i managed to tear them apart accidently again.

BUT…after pushing them back together with the old drip of glue still on, they’re holding on!!! (probably only with their own will already but ATLEAST THEY ARE)

[itsvgrewings]

today i managed to break my glasses..

like.. it happened in the night around 2am, so it was even worse, since today i had to go to work very early.

so now im here with taped glasses and i feel like absolute idiot LOL

[darlungs]

[itsvgrewings]

LOOOLLL

yeah this is exactly how i felt XD