3d

19, gw 45 kg

[iw4nttobethin]

just some information about me

sw 53 kg

gw 45 kg

ugw 40kg

cw 47.5 kg

lw 44 kg

height 155/160 cm

I just relapsed a bit ago, I missed being skinny so much, let's just hope i can keep going until i reach my goal weight

Active in march!!!!

[tiniestgemini]

I usually avoid tumblr out of shame after a binge but I wanted to make a list of all the negative feelings that come immediately after and things to remind myself next time

I feel so physically uncomfortable

I feel ugly

My clothes look ugly

Stomach cramps

Teeth feel fuzzy

Gassy

Guilt and self hate

I feel heavy and moving takes more effort

I’m bloated

I feel like a failure with no self respect or control

I feel lethargic

I’m now in a shit mood and taking it out on people around me

I feel sick

I wasted money on mid food when there are 5000 things I’d rather save money for

The short term satisfaction was not worth it. It felt good for literally the few seconds the food was in my mouth and now I hate myself

The cravings will pass

Feeling empty is so much better than feeling full

Idc if you’re on your period. Grow up

F4st1ng/r3strict1ng feels sooooo much more rewarding

However hungry you are right now, you can wait until you get home where there is plenty of healthy food that won’t make you feel guilt

No, you don’t need to buy the box of snacks just to have on hand because you can practise restraint and only have one. You will eat the whole box. Save your money, don’t even go into the shop

I’m further from my goals than I was this morning

I had come this far without binging and now I’ve ruined my progress and have to start again

I’m terrified to weigh myself tomorrow instead of excited to see how much I lost

The longer i go without a binge, the easier it gets

The post binge clarity has me stressing the fuck out but what’s done is done, all I can do now is try to be better.

[sparklingwaterbender]

This photo qualifies for free rent in my head and acres of land

[vmpsin]

“why are u so obsessed with calories” god forbid a woman has hobbies

[ednotsheeranaddict]

£d canon events

The obsession of weighting around 45kg

Being stuck at around the same weight despite doing everything the way you used to, which made you lose weight up until then

Wanting to rip the fat off of your body

A girl's relationship w her stomach, hips and/or thighs

Stretch marks and having to come to terms that they'll never fully go away

Having to eat around others

When a store doesn't have the sugar-free/lowcal version of a soda

The feeling of guilt when you eat, but also wanting to be able to function

The obsession with how many calories you burnt in a day

Step goal.

Comparing yourself with your friends

"If I'm gonna be sick, I gotta at least do it properly."

"You can always be thinner, better."

"Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels."

[boredafu]

[iw4nttobethin]

I'm hating this week I need to lock in again asap otherwise all the progress that I've made will be pointless

[abriellachibi]

Need >>>>

[iw4nttobethin]

working with kids and fasting has got to be one of the hardest thing I've ever experienced, they're so tiring

[iw4nttobethin]

Great goal weight.

thanks

[iw4nttobethin]

eating over 300 cals in a day has become so scary for me, idk how or when it happened but I'm not complaining

[light-daintyyy]

[dollsiescale]

body goals for the next year ♡

[thinnestinthefriendgroup]

i will never be the bitch who orders the biggest meal or eats the most of their food ever again

[kvsr-aa]

me when I gain even half a kilogram

[iw4nttobethin]

I've been giving away all the snacks in my house to my friends, best decision ever, even if I want to binge I'll only have fruits and vegetables to binge on

[rustedhe4rt]

i am not nearly skinny enough to be having these symptoms

⋆⁺₊⋆ ━━━━⊱༒︎ • ༒︎⊰━━━━ ⋆⁺₊⋆