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Height: 165 cm 54.85 kg —> 45 kg

[iwanttobe-skinny]

The last three days have been so good. Yesterday, however, I drank too much and only threw up all the time, which was somehow good because I couldn't eat anything today until now. I ate a dry slice of toast so that my metabolism is stimulated a little and I am no longer so sick. But now that I've eaten something, I feel like I have to throw up again because my stomach doesn't realise that there's food in it. I don't like the feeling of having anything in my stomach either.

[iwanttobe-skinny]

Sorry I haven't posted anything for so long but I've had to learn a lot lately and haven't had time for other things. In addition, I just ate more during this time because of stress, but I want to change that again now. I will also post more regularly again

Love you guys!!

[iwanttobe-skinny]

I wanna die

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I fucking hate my wide ribcage

I‘ll never look as skinny as other girls because of that fucking bullshit

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It hurts so much to know that I will never look as thin as others because of my bone structure

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I have been so depressed the last few days and have eaten so much. I'm so mad at myself

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54.85 kg —> next goal : 53 kg

Guys, I'm so happy. I lost all the weight I had gained again!! Now all I have to do is go further and lose more weight.

[iwanttobe-skinny]

Today it was quite ok. I didn't count calories and will fast tomorrow.

[iwanttobe-skinny]

Omg today was so terrible. I ate so many unhealthy things. Tomorrow I just won't eat anything.

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I just had dinner because I only vomited today and so I had to eat something. Unfortunately, I ate too much. So actually that was a normal meal but still it seemed so much to me

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Omg, I threw up twice now and it hurts so much. Drinking water yourself hurts. Today I definitely can't eat anything anymore.

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I drank way too much yesterday. I have a headache now and have just thrown up. I can't eat anything either because I'm so sick so it somehow has a small advantage.

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God I hate to think about food 24/7 so I guess I’ll just sleep the entire day on Monday so I won’t eat anything. Tomorrow I’ll meet my friends and we will probably eat so many unhealthy things it makes me sick to think about all the calories. But then on Monday when I just sleep during the day I can’t eat and in the evening I can’t make myself any food because my parents are asleep and I don’t want to wake them up so I guess that’s my plan for Monday.