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[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

Heartstopper Forever

I’ve been seeing a lot of edits about Nick and his dad…

NEW CHARACTER UNLOCKED BITCH— NICHOLAS NELSON YOU’VE GAINED A NEW COUSIN ACROSS THE FUCKIN POND.

TAG ME THEE FUCK IN COUSIN— I WILL HANDLE YOUR FUCKIN DAD. I’LL SHOW HIM HOW WE GET DOWN OVER HERE IN THE STATES DAWG. DON’T EVEN WORRY ABOUT IT.

STÉPHANE GET UP— I GOT A KNUCKLE SANDWICH WITH YOUR NAME ON IT DIPSHIT.

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

Carmen and Michael Berzatto

Their relationship crosses my mind often. I really do think at the end of the day, Carmy wanted to hear that Mikey was proud of him. I don’t think Mikey ever got the chance to say that out loud to Carmy’s face.

Oh man Carmy, if you only knew. You are who Mikey bragged about.

[hampdencollege]

Santos is one of the angriest people you are ever going to meet.

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

The way I feel about Trinity Santos is the way I feel about Eddie Diaz. THESE ARE NOT ANGRY PEOPLE!! YOU ARE CHOOSING TO MISUNDERSTAND THEM!!

Diaz and Santos are healers who have been through a lot of shit. They have their defense mechanisms and they have a lot of stuff of their minds. Just because their approach to things might not be the softest or the most gentle doesn’t make them mean or awful. Diaz and Santos are the types of people who will NEVER leave you behind and they will struggle to find the words to express that.

Trinity Santos and Eddie Diaz get behind me. QUICKLY.

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

Someone get in the lab and cook up a fanfic or something about Dennis Whitaker that has something to do with tornadoes. Idk what you could do with that but I know one of y’all can figure it out.

Speaking of tornadoes— it is now DAY 3 OF FAWKIN TORNADOES IN SOUTH WISCONSIN. THE SKY IS TRYING TO BLEND US LIKE A SMOOTHIE. I WENT 12 HOURS WITHOUT POWER IN 80°. was my dumbass sat by the window looking at the fucked up weather? Well yes of course. Did I enjoy the power outage? Absolutely not. Hope y’all are well.

[angiepolaski]

whitsantos mood

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

These are my children. They are going through a lot right now. I would die for them.

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

My thoughts on Beartown by Fredrik Backman

(I’m only on chapter 6 which is like page 38 so I am not that far into the book but I’m hooked and I’m a yapper so here we are 😝)

- the opening chapter is crazy— 10/10 no notes. That’s what prompted me to buy the book.

- the pov was kinda hard to follow at first but I got used to it very quickly. I have not read a lot of stories that are 3rd person omniscient.

- I do like that it’s written from 3PO cause it feels like I’m walking through the town with a camera. The style this story is written it reminds me a lot of The Pitt or The Bear because of the various characters you follow through out each chapter. Each chapter feels like a mini tv episode.

- I have a background in social studies (geography specifically) so I like how the narration helps you build a mental map of the town and gives a lot of insight into the social standards and folk culture of Beartown. I like that every road leads back to hockey— I think that is so interesting that in this town it’s not just a sport. It’s a means of survival.

- Kevin. Kiddo imma need you to run away as fast as you can. It’s not fair that an entire town is placing their means of survival on your shoulders. RUN KEV RUN!

- if you have ever wondering what living in a small town in the Midwest feels like— it’s pretty similar to this. Beartown is in Sweden but if you told me this was a small town in northern Wisconsin I’d believe you.

- My favorite character so far is Amat. He won my heart with the line— “Greatful, greatful, greatful. That’s the role of mothers. But the role of children is to dream. So her son dreams that his mother will one day be able to walk into a room without having to apologize.” (pg 21) SWEET ANGEL!! If something bad happens to him I will be inconsolable. Protect Amat at all costs.

- Peter needs 5 minutes where no one looks at him or talks to him. World’s most chaotic morning in a small town. Peter blink twice if you need help.

- I normally do not care about sports. The only sport I have like legitimately cares about in the last decade is Women’s Basketball. I like stories like this where a story that revolves around a sport you don’t really know a lot about or care about keeps you engaged and interested.

I’m obviously gonna keep reading but I’ve been itching to yap. I know it’s gonna get worse cause of what we are told in the first chapter— let me be delusional. 😼

[cbartonscoffee]

Fucking applause to The Pitt for showing that the ICE agent's reaction to being reprimanded by someone he couldn't belittle was to turn around and be violent and aggressive on people he did think were beneath him. What a piece of shit. And what a real and honest portrayal.

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

If Emma and Jesse don’t end up being okay in the end I will mcfricken lose it

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

Free Pranita and free Jesse!! FUCK ICE!! EMMA IS OKAY!! SHE AIN’T A QUITTER!! Dana dw pookie I didn’t see shit— you do you baddie.

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

If Emma and Jesse don’t end up being okay in the end I will mcfricken lose it

[creditscoreof120]

God the nurses of the Pitt are the FRONT LINES. And they are drowning because of it!!! Even without the burnout, between the nurses leaving because of ICE, Jesse getting arrested, and Emma being attacked, this show keeps telling us again and again how the people providing some of the most important care are also some of the most mistreated

[divorcedfranklangdon]

just a reminder that it's fuck ICE forever

[dr-whitaker]

The Pitt (2025–) S2x06 - 12:00 P.M.

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

I love the details they put into Whitaker’s background. They did their research about the Midwest !! Alcoholism and addiction are very common here especially in the rural/agricultural areas. It’s also generational here. A lot of us come from long lines of farmers, Catholics, or addicts (or all 3). It’s very sad but it’s the reality here. It’s a lot easier to get your hands on alcohol and hard drugs than therapy. Everyone here has lost someone to addiction or knows someone who has lost someone to addiction.

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

Whitaker Theory

Me n bestie got in the kitchen and started cooking 😝

We were talking right and I posed the question— “why is he homeless in Pennsylvania?” “Why not go home at that point?”— we got to thinking and we were like what if he can’t go home.

In our convo I stated that I feel like Whittaker’s mom is dead. He gives dead mom vibes. I also have a background in geography— he is from a small farming town in Nebraska. I feel like his mom might have taken her own life because that’s a common cause of death in agriculture. The suicide rate for farmers is astonishingly high. Especially in the Midwest.

Bestie was like yeah and the dad could be an alcoholic so that might be why he can’t go home. I was like yeah— He probably looks like his mom too.

Our theory is— Whittaker’s mom died from taking her own life and that profoundly impacted his home life. Whittaker also looks just like his mother. Whittaker’s dad is a possible alcoholic and tried to hurt/kill him because of how much he looks like his mother. Whittaker had to leave home and cannot return. That’s why he is homeless in Pennsylvania without a winter coat in the middle of his medical rotations. Homelessness is safer than return to the family farm.

Thank you for coming to our tedtalk

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

I do think Percy loved Luke

HEAR ME OUT PEOPLE CALM DOWN.

Percy very evidently loves his friends unconditionally and he considered Luke his friend. That’s why the betrayal cut so deep. I think he is genuinely sad and angry when he has to constantly state he doesn’t think Luke can be saved. I do think Percy loved Luke (platonically) and he is having a hard time seeing through the anger and grief.

(I am still in the beginning of book 2– no one say anything. I know how Luke’s story ends but I don’t know the middle y’all)

[manicpixiesnail]

written in the stars

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

Destroying The Arena: Haymitch vs Katniss

Something that really fucked me up in the parallels between Haymitch and Katniss was how they both went about destroying the arena in their Quarter Quell games.

Haymitch spent an entire Quarter Quell and lost SO MANY people trying to destroy the arena. He has an entire thought out plan with multiple moving parts. Despite the collective effort— this plot failed.

Katniss blew up the ceiling of the arena out of intense emotion and divine timing (or maybe Plutarch sent the lighting bolt on purpose— we don’t know) after thinking she lost one person. Katniss thought Peeta was killed and in that intense anger and grief she destroyed an arena with an arrow, a wire, and timing. As soon as she felt she lost Peeta any fucks she gave flew out the window.

That’s what hits so hard— Haymitch lost everything in trying to ignite resistance. Katniss ignited resistance through her suffering her losses with all eyes on her. Haymitch was beaten down into conformity. Katniss couldn’t confirm to save her life.

Haymitch fought back and suffered immense loss because of it. Katniss suffered immense loss and fought back. Everything Haymitch did was intentional. Everything Katniss did was out of compassion and emotion.

Haymitch never had a chance. Katniss was a chance.

Suzanne you will be hearing from my therapist :’)

[iwillseeyouinanother-life]

finally finishing s4 of The Bear

(I know— life happened)

(I’m on S4E9)

I never really noticed how quiet Carmy is outside of the restaurant. He always forfeits the power in the dynamic to the other person he is engaging with. When he is in the kitchen he maintains the power in the room and is very loud and rambunctious about it.

Carmy definitely struggles with control. He is addicted to the resturant lifestyle because everything is in his control. When he steps out of the kitchen he is at the mercy of everyone around him.

Carmy struggles to say no to his mother no matter how much he wants to. You can tell he is deeply uncomfortable when she is apologizing to him. He just sits there keeping his arms close to his face and his chest. I think he keeps his arms close to his chest because it’s the only thing he can do to feel like he is protecting himself.

I hope Carmy is able to take the necessary steps to build confidence in his sense of self outside of work. I really want him to establish and maintain healthy boundaries with his family and friends. I want him to find what he is looking for.