Izzy

𝟏𝟖+, 𝐀𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬, 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐏

[jakedustry]

˗ˏˋ I'm lookin' at you, and you're lookin' at me But the glimmer in your eyes is sayin' you wanna leave You're sayin' to me what you're sayin' to me But the glimmer in your eyes is telling me other things ˎˊ˗

𝜗ৎ part of ― @studiosvt

© jakedustry ― do NOT steal, copy, repost or translate any of my work!!

[8nin]

the tragedy of tumblr is you will inevitably meet people who you should be having a sleepover with. you should be rolling around on their floor and rummaging through their fridge and watching shitty movies with. you should be shopping with should be going out to a cafe with should be wandering through the aquarium with. people who you should be experiencing quotidian joys with... and you cannot! because they live one million miles away

[livmarauder]

@ all my moots... we shld be talking about hot men in the same room </3

[jakedustry]

Trust we'll have a sleepover one day

[bryfrnd]

[jakedustry]

Oh my god I love women

[jakedustry]

so this whole time i thouht your pfp being blurry was an aesthetic choice...until you got that ask

STOP NO GUYS MINGYU IS IN FULL K I SWEAR

oh my god I'm finding more and more reasons to be pissed at BLR PLEASE JUST STOP FLAGGING ME MATURE THERE ARE ACCOUNTS WITH FULL NSFW VIDEOS WHY AM I FLAGGED

[jakedustry]

your blog shows blurred as mature fyi

Yeah I know! It's been like this for a few months now and I've been trying to get it fixed but BLR support just keeps telling me they won't change it unfortunately

[gyuswhore]

anyway if anyone sees a pic of mingyu and doesn't think of me that is a problem I need to be fixing

[livmarauder]

LOVE LETTER : A 200 Follower Event

“Stories create community, enable us to see through the eyes of other people, and open us to the claims of others.” ~ Peter Forbes

WELCOME TO LOVE LETTER! A 200 Follower Event by @livmarauder and @orbitondgtl where we made our friends fill up a silly little form and dedicated some cute, crack, angsty or spicy fics to them based on the answers they gave! This is a love letter to all our moots (that has since grown exponentially after this form was filled a month or two ago) and to caratblr for being an amazing place for us to be creative~! We hope you enjoy the stories <3

(ps: members and who they were assigned to was decided through a wheel spin!)

── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #1 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: The Wedding Game ⋆˚✿PAIRING: wedding photographer!seokmin x wedding planner!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: There is nothing so dangerously thrilling like walking the line of love and hate, especially at weddings. You and Seokmin are addicted to it. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: slight sexual content (making out and stuff, but no smut!)

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @aeristudios ᯓ★ Delivered by: @orbitondgtl on 20th July

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #2 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: Do Hate The Player ⋆˚✿PAIRING: rival e-sports player!wonwoo x rival e-sports player! fem!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: Everyone knows Wonwoo as the most nonchalant member of the notable e-sports team — "GAM3BO1", however, they also know that Wonwoo only loses his cool with a particular hotshot member of the e-sports team, 'ST4RL1GHT'. You. When a variety game show brings the two teams together and expects you two to work together, there may be more to this rivalry that meets the normal viewer's eye. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: swearing, reader is really competitive, some mean comments thrown here and there, everyone else on their team is lowkey (highkey) done with their shit

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @jakedustry ᯓ★ Delivered by: @livmarauder on 23rd July

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #3 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: Idiots At Work ⋆˚✿PAIRING: coworker!seungcheol x reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: A heavy snowstorm + a blackout = the solution to your growing feelings for the ever so charming and popular, Seungcheol. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: none, it's fluffy and cute

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @gent1es3xy ᯓ★ Delivered by: @orbitondgtl on 27th July

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #4 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: Under The Skin ⋆˚✿PAIRING: boyfriend! idol!jihoon x girlfriend! non-idol! fem!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: Jihoon has never been good with emotions. Everyone know that he pours that into his life's work with Seventeen and you aren't the exception. When he starts working late and neglecting you for their newest comeback, your secret relationship starts to take a toll on you and all the negative thoughts start to swarm which makes you wonder if this relationship was ever worth it in the first place. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: SMUT, Angst, negative thoughts, self-doubt, jihoon being a little oblivious, stressed working environment, (more to be added)

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @cherry-zip ᯓ★ Delivered by: @livmarauder on 30th July

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #5 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: Brain Less ⋆˚✿PAIRING: college student! bf!chan x college student! gf!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: Chan is in desperate need of a distraction. You have the perfect solution to his problem. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: SMUT (more to be added)

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @luvrung ᯓ★ Delivered by: @orbitondgtl on 3rd August

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #6 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: Lost In Translation ⋆˚✿PAIRING: idol!soonyoung x backup dancer! fem!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: Hoshi's known for having one of the best stage presences in k-pop history with how confident he was and how much aura he holds on stage. Kwon Soonyoung on the other hand, is the complete opposite when he tries to talk to you, one of Minghao's dancer friends. When he finally works up the courage to, he realizes you can only understand Chinese and everyone begins to wonder how far his crush on you will take him, including himself. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: soonyoung being nervous, minghao being a little shit, (more to be added)

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @duhnuuuuwrites ᯓ★ Delivered by: @livmarauder on 6th August

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #7 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: My Husband Is A Loser ⋆˚✿PAIRING: husband!seungkwan x wife!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: You love Seugnkwan in all his silly and annoying glory. Sometimes you just need to get back at him. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: none, but I will be very funny in this

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @cherrypickedxo ᯓ★ Delivered by: @orbitondgtl on 10th August

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #8 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: Subliminal ⋆˚✿PAIRING: brother's best friend! fwb!joshua x fwb! fem!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: Joshua Hong is known as the campus heartbreaker, once you get into bed with him or catch feelings for him, you are doomed. When you end up doing both and your brother finds out, you end your partnership with him before you meet your impending doom. However, it seems like Joshua has other plans in mind because he can't seem to let you go without a fight. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: none, it's fluffy and cute

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @mellowgyu ᯓ★ Delivered by: @livmarauder on 13th August

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #9 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: Food For Thought ⋆˚✿PAIRING: best friend!mingyu x chef!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: Your usual food date with your best friend leads to a night you'll never forget. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: SMUT (more to be added)

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @cherrymayz ᯓ★ Delivered by: @orbitondgtl on 17th August

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #10 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: Iridescence ⋆˚✿PAIRING: boyfriend!jeonghan x girlfriend! fem!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: Jeonghan's always known that he wanted to marry you. It was as if it was written in the stars. However, when the day finally arrives to ask you to be his forever, everything that can go wrong, goes wrong. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: swearing and making out! loads of panicking (more to bed added)

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @hopecutie ᯓ★ Delivered by: @livmarauder on 20th August

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #11 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: Bubble Pop Electric ⋆˚✿PAIRING: rich guy! minghao x reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: You have Minghao wrapped around your finger and he proves to you how much he loves it over and over again ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: SMUT! (more to be added)

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @gentleisa ᯓ★ Delivered by: @orbitondgtl on 24th August

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── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #12 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: MIA ⋆˚✿PAIRING: childhood best friend! idol!vernon x rockstar! fem!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: Seventeen thinks Vernon might be a bit delusional sometimes, because why was he talking about you, a world renown rockstar as if he personally knew you? Even worse, why does he think he's dating you?! ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: none! a lot of crack humour, the guys "bullying" vernon, swearing, guy's being stupid (more to be added)

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @mylovesstuffs ᯓ★ Delivered by: @livmarauder on 27th August

READ HERE

── ⋆⋅☆ LOVE LETTER #13 ☆⋅⋆ ── ⋆˚✿TITLE: The Chronicles of a Girl Dad ⋆˚✿PAIRING: husband! idol!jun x wife! non-idol! fem!reader ⋆˚✿SYNOPSIS: Jun didn't think fatherhood would look like this... especially with him dressed as a pretty princess with blue eyeshadow and a tiara to a picnic that his daughters wanted. ⋆˚✿WARNINGS: none! loads of fluff and reader making fun of jun!

ᯓ★ A Love Letter to @nerdycheol ᯓ★ Delivered by: @orbitondgtl & @livmarauder on 31st August

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©livmarauder2026 & ©orbitondgtl If you would like to be tagged for this, do comment down below! All fics are 18+, despite whether there is r-rated content or not, which means blogs without age or age indicators will not be tagged!

[jakedustry]

Jumping up in joy

My love, Liv, words can't express how much I love you so I hope my actions show at least half of what I feel for you ❤️

[livmarauder]

WELCOME TO SECTOR17

YOUR TOMORROW IS NEVER GUARANTEED, especially when a disease starts spreading like wildfire and kills the Earth as you know it. Resources are scarce and to combat the Earth from dying even more, mankind has divided itself into factions, each responsible for a natural element both to protect and to wield it. When it was discovered that the Establishment has been abusing this way of living, the remaining survivors face a choice: fight back or fall victim to a scheme. Whatever they choose, they will never look at their world or each other the same ever again.

collab rules & guidelines:

*rules can be tweaked/ added onto whilst the collab is ongoing*

☣ you must be at least 18 years of age to participate ☣ your story may be posted in multiple parts, but you should have your first part ready for the posting period for this collab☣ stories may be SFW or NSFW, but must not include any of the following: non-con/dub-con, incest/stepcest, abuse of any kind, beastiality, extreme kinks, and/or self-harm. please contact the admins if you would like to discuss or have any questions ☣ the admins and moderators have set some basic worldbuilding for this collaboration and while you are free to write any storyline, all fics in this universe will all be canon to the world so you will need to follow the basic worldbuilding that we have set [all worldbuilding notes will be in the collab server!]☣ all deadlines are strict deadlines except the posting one! while we would love for all the fics to be in by the deadline, the admins and moderators all understand that life gets in the way sometimes and/or it can't be helped! if you do not think you can complete the fic by the deadline, please let either admin know! similarly, if you anticipate that you are going to drop out of the collab, please let the admins know as soon as possible so that we can find someone to fill your spot!

deadlines:

☣ application period: 6th july to 24th july ⚠︎ dropout deadline: 1st september ☣ banners and summaries due: 15th october ☣ posting period: 31st october to 30th november

disclaimer: the admins will do their best to give you your first or second choice but we're also human, so please be willing to write for your third member chosen as well

APPLY HERE!

brought to you by: @orbitondgtl & @livmarauder featuring: @jakedustry, @cherrymayz, @luvrung & @gentleisa

[jakedustry]

!! guys this is soo cool let's join hehehe

[jakedustry]

in case anyone wants to read the valko smut I just wrote: here

[jakedustry]

do we want a valko fic or do i just post it to ao3

[jakedustry]

𝐍𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐃 - 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍 𝐖𝐎𝐍𝐖𝐎𝐎

bf!jeon wonwoo x fem!reader

IN WHICH the heatwaves are terrible lately, and you don't see a different solution than to sleep naked—a sight your boyfriend is obsessed with

contains— smut, unprotected sex, plot what plot, breast play, heat waves idk

word count— 1.5k

↪ izzy speaks... staying true to the fic, i woke up at 5am today because of how fucking hot it was in my room

wonwoo m.list | masterlist

You don't like this heat. It's been days of you sweating buckets all day long, no matter if you're outside or inside, if you have the air conditioning on or not—you still end up feeling way too hot.

Nights are the worst. It's been a week since you decided to ditch your blanket completely, but with your boyfriend's warmth still radiating off him every night you share the bed, it didn't do anything to help you have a good night rest.

You've been rolling over in bed for the last thirty minutes that Wonwoo has been in the shower. The weather is terrible. You used to love summers before these heat waves. Now, you're not so sure you still do.

Getting out of bed, you decide to drop the bottom of your pajama set, changing the shorts out for a pair of panties instead. You leave the tank top on for now, trying your luck at falling asleep now.

You still feel like dying.

There must be something wrong with the walls, flooring—you don't know. But there has to be something wrong with this room. There is no way it can still be this hot despite all your tries at reducing the heat.

Groaning, you lie flat on your back, staring up at the ceiling. If you can't bear the heat now, what are you going to do when Wonwoo comes back? The two of you have always slept cuddled together and you don't want to change that. But his body heat never does well to you and you end up without any sleep at night.

You're quick to discard your top as well, letting it drop to the ground as you stay in bed in just your panties, the rest of your skin on full display. You close your eyes for what feels like the hundredth time, giving falling asleep another chance.

As much as you'd love to sleep, you don't get a chance to see if the lack of clothing helps you keep the heat down as the bedroom door opens and Wonwoo comes back in, ready to join you in bed. Your name slips past his lips, forcing your eyes open as you question what he needs.

Wonwoo's eyes trail down your body, taking in every inch of your naked skin. There was no part of him that thought he'd be coming here to this. He certainly isn't complaining, though. You, sprawled out on his bed, your hair a mess on the pillow, your chest on full display, your nipples greeting him, and your pussy covered with a simple lacy sage fabric that would be so easy for him to take down.

You watch as his cock grows hard under the fabric of his sleep shorts, your eyes widening. "It's too hot in here," you excuse, turning to lay on your side.

Mistake. Big fucking mistake.

Your breasts squeeze together, appearing much bigger now than they did when you were on your back. Your ass has also joined the sight this time, and it all makes Wonwoo feel like he's going insane. "Tell me about it," he breathes out, unable to take his eyes off you. There is so much for him to look at. He doesn't have enough eyes. "Is this helping?" He steps closer to you slowly, watching as your cheeks flush.

"I didn't have a chance to figure it out yet," you mumble, your eyes following every one of his movements. His shorts rest low on his hips, the rest of his body on full display for you. He always sleeps like this but somehow, it feels much more intimate tonight. Is this how he feels watching you lie here practically naked? Is his head spinning at the sight of you like yours is over him?

"What if I want to make you warm again?" He asks, a smile spreading on his lips as he comes to your side, your head tilted back so you can look up at him. "You're so beautiful, my love."

Squeezing your thighs together, you bat your eyelashes at him. "Depends if getting warm is worth it."

"I think it'll be worth it," he nods, creating a smile on your face as well.

Pushing yourself up, you sit on the edge of the bed, opening your legs so he can step between them. Brushing your hair behind your ears, he cups your face gently before leading down and pressing his lips to yours. You wrap your hands around him without pulling away, leaning back and tugging him with you. With your back flat against the mattress, you let him climb up so he hovers over you, his lips grazing your skin. From your jaw to your breast—he's got it all covered.

Sighing in pleasure, you rock your hips forward as his lips take in your nipple. Your boyfriend's tongue has always been skilled—a fact he reminds you of each time you're naked together. You love when he has his mouth on you, no matter where he decides to find his home. Tonight it's your chest, and you absolutely love it.

Squeezing your other breast in his hand, he makes you moan as he rolls your nipple between his fingers. He pinches the little bud as well as tugs on it, your eyes closed and your head tilted back. You're not sure where to put your own hands, needing to feel all of him. From his broad shoulders, to his chest and waist, down to his ass and then crotch. He groans against your skin as you wrap your hand around his length through the fabric covering him.

"Won," you moan, giving his cock a tight squeeze in hopes of getting some release. He hums, rocking his hips into you.

"I know, baby," he whispers, kissing your breast once more before he pulls back to look at you. He's left a mark around your nipple, one he admires proudly. Letting his hand wander between your legs, he feels how wet you are on his fingers. "Look at you," he coos, unable to hold back a smile. "This is why you decided to sleep naked tonight, isn't it? You wanted us to end up like this."

You hum, unable to tell him no now that you have him between your legs. You wouldn't say that's what you planned all along—you really just wanted to be less hot—but you're also not confident in yourself. Wrapping your legs around his waist, you dig your heels into his lower back and bring him closer. "Will you do something about it?"

Wonwoo groans at the sight of your pouty lips, not hesitating anymore and tugging your panties down, exposing you completely. His shorts are gone next, your naked bodies melting together as he puts his lips to yours once again. You exchange open mouthed kisses as he nudges his tip against your clit, teasing you before he allows himself to dip inside. Your nails scratch onto his back at the stretch you feel, heavy breathes leaving your lips.

He looks down to your connected bodies, biting back a curse as your walls clench around his length. Your breasts move along with him, calling out to his hands again. He takes care of them thoroughly, playing with your nipples while his hips move into yours.

You keep him close to you as he fills you up perfectly—just like he always does. You don't think you'll ever get enough of him. Wonwoo is intoxicating—from his smell to his touches. You feel drunk on him every time you're like this, and tonight is no different.

So many lewd sounds fill your room, you're sure your neighbors will leave complains in the morning. Neither of you seem to care, too in the pleasure to control yourself properly.

Your orgasm approaches first, your walls fluttering around him. You use the thrusts following your release to ride out your high, moaning into his ear. It's when you scream his name as he rubs your clit that his pace shutters, his head falling to your shoulders. You don't need to ask to know he's about to come. "In," you beg. "Please, in."

A loud whimper fills your ears and it takes you a second to figure out it's not your own voice but Wonwoo's. God. A second orgasm comes crashing down your body faster than you can comprehend it, accompanying his own.

He presses his lips to your to contain the cries coming from you, holding you as close as he possibly can, his hands nothing if not loving. Your bodies lock together on the bed, pressed to each other even as he pulls out of you. He kisses your face all over, soft whispers of love etched into your skin as he coos you to sleep.

Turns out you can sleep even when your body is all burning as long as he's by your side.

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[jakedustry]

𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 - 𝐘𝐎𝐎𝐍 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐀𝐍

bf!yoon jeonghan x fem!reader

IN WHICH Jeonghan regrets going on a month long trip without you all throughout his vacation. What he regrets even more is the fact you managed to get close to someone else while he was gone. The two of you have a lot of reconnecting to do, one that Jeonghan doesn't want to keep putting off any longer.

contains— smut, some angst, jealous!jeonghan, his thoughts are spiraling, alcohol consumption, unprotected sex, he finishes inside, very brief breast play, they are in love <3

word count— 3.6k

↪ izzy speaks... Inspired by no one else but liv herself and the way her eyes have been wandering to V8 while Jeonghan was serving the country LMAO ps.: I did not beta this in the slightest so ignore mistakes

to liv (@livmarauder) — liv, my love, i hope you had the happiest birthday!! I know I'm technically late since it's no longer the 29th for you but it is still for me and I just really wanted to gift this to you <3 You know how much I love you but let me remind you once more with this little thing <3 Hope you know Jeonghan wants you back home hahaha

hannie m.list | masterlist

Jeonghan can't believe he is finally coming back home to you. Every day of the past month has been proving him more and more he should have never agreed to the trip. Normally, hanging out with Seungcheol and Joshua would be amazing, but a month is a long time. Especially when he has a girlfriend waiting for him at home.

When Seungcheol first proposed a trip to Hawaii, just the three of them, Jeonghan didn't have anything against it. In fact, he was excited. A month with his closest friends seemed like a bless. But even then, he knew leaving you for a full month wouldn't be easy. He talked to you about it a lot, questioning if you were really okay with him going, only to be met with your encouraging words each time.

And so he went. He fly away and laughed with the guys as much as physically possible.

By the first week, the distance started to be annoying. Despite texting you and calling for at least a few minutes every day, it doesn't compare to being beside you and getting to hold you in the slightest. Seungcheol and Joshua both noticed how tense he got with each passing day, trying to make him more busy so he wouldn't be constantly thinking about how much he misses you.

The second week was terrible. Not only were you not answering his calls because your work kept you busy, but he also had to watch Seungcheol find a girl at the beach and make out with her every second of the day. Normally, he wouldn't care. If anything, he would cheer for his friends. But having to watch other people have what he misses so much was not doing anything good to him.

It got unbearable by the third week. Hearing your voice on the phone made his head spin and his cock throb. But his hand didn't feel as good as it once did. Not having you here was a terrible punishment he couldn't believe he willingly put himself through. Not only were you unable to help him, but once he thought he was finally going to reach his release, you made an absurd excuse and hung up on him. His orgasm was lost so quickly he couldn't do anything but groan in annoyance.

He is certain the guys hated him by the last week. He kept being in a bad mood, annoyed with anything and everyone. It wasn't even your fault, he knows it. He was just mad at the whole situation. He never thought he'd be one of those clingy boyfriends who can't seem to do anything without their girlfriend but now that he's experienced being away from you, it's safe to say he doesn't plan any other trips like this one. For his own as well as everyone else's good.

"I'm taking it as we shouldn't call you for at least a week?" Seungcheol watches Jeonghan step out of the car with his suitcase, causing the younger man to scoff.

"Give it a month before you ask me to hang out with you again."

Cheol laughs, shaking his head. "Have fun with your girlfriend," he waves him off. "And use protection!"

"Or don't!" Joshua laughs, waving to his friend as well.

Jeonghan shakes his head at them, stepping off the road and heading to the place he's been mourning all month—home.

Opening the door of your apartment with his spare key, he calls out to you as soon as he steps inside. Nothing comes back and it makes him frown. Are you not at home? You should have been done with work two hours ago and from what he remembers, you didn't tell him you would be up to anything else after. Sighing, he leaves his suitcase at the side, walking through the hallway to check if you maybe just didn't hear him.

It takes him no time to check the entire apartment, coming up with nothing. You are nowhere to be seen. There goes his wish of embracing you in a hug as soon as he's home.

Running his fingers through his black hair, he heads back for the shower, deciding to make the time he has before come back home useful.

It takes another hour for your number to flash on his screen. He doesn't waste any time, picking up instantly. Relief washes over him as the call goes through, his previous worries slowly disappearing. "Baby! You're home!" You sound as excited as he hoped you would be, smile spreading on his lips.

"I'm home," he nods. "Where are you? I've been worried."

Before you get a chance to answer, he catches the sound of music playing in the background and a distance conversation, his confusion growing. He's been pacing the apartment for the last hour, texting you with no answer back, scared that something happened to you on your way from work, only to find out you're at a party?

He knows he is overreacting right now but it's been so long since he last seen you and he would have appreciated a heads up. At the very least, he would have saved a lot of worst case scenarios that his head created.

"I'm sorry, Hao took me out to celebrate his promotion. I thought I would be back before you came home but we drank some more and I completely lost track of time."

"I see," Jeonghan blinks, unsure how to feel. Confusion and anger are fighting deep in his heart with the pure happiness of knowing you're okay. But confusion and anger win after all, because who the fuck is Hao?

"I can't drive so I'm waiting for this girl who offered to drop me off to get back. She disappeared somewhere with Mingyu a while back though so I'm not sure when she'll be back," your voice grows quieter as you think about when they left, realizing that the fact she still isn't back probably means she won't be for a while longer. "I'm so so sorry, Hannie. I'll be home as soon as I can and we'll make it up to each other."

Unlike this Hao dude that apparently took you out, he knows Mingyu. He's met him at some of your work events before and they hit it off, becoming quick friends. If the girl who is supposed to drive you home is who he thinks she is, you probably won't get back to him for another hour at least. He knows Mingyu well enough to understand that his clinginess only grows when he is drunk and he won't let his girl escape from his hold that easily.

"Send me your address, I'll come for you."

You perk up at that immediately. "Will you?"

"Of course," he grabs his car keys and wallet, already heading out. "Did you forget all about me while I was gone? When have I ever not came for you?" It's not supposed to be accusing. It was only meant to be a little tease. But as soon as the words are out of his mouth, he realizes they sound exactly how he feels. Did you forget about him? The question repeats in the back of his head. It's been for a while now, but he refused to listen to it until now.

But wouldn't that make sense? All the missed calls during his trip, all the excuses on why you couldn't talk to him even for a few minutes, the fact you forgot about him even today—isn't this all a sign he should pay attention to? He doesn't want to. God, he doesn't want to. But the fear is loud, his head spinning with all kinds of worst case scenarios that all end with you breaking up with him because during your time apart you realized he isn't as great as you thought he was at first.

The way to the car feels suffocating, but the time he spends driving is even worse. Sitting alone in the silence gives his thoughts so much more space to make him doubt himself. This can't be healthy.

He tries his best focusing on other things. He even turns the radio on and turns the volume up, but nothing seems to be helping. He spends the entire drive to the bar wondering if anything has changed between the two of you while he was gone.

Parking his car at the front of the bar, he allows himself to sit there for a minute longer. He feels sick. He hasn't even seen you yet and his head won't stop telling him everything is extremely wrong. He needs to get to you as soon as possible, wrap his arms around you and assure himself nothing has changed. But his feet won't move. Because as much as he needs to be with you, the sooner he gets to you the sooner he can give you a reason to break up with him. What if the moment you see him again you decide it's the end? What if he drives you back home just to pack all his stuff again and leave completely?

Even death would have been easier than that.

Still, he shuts his brain off and forces himself out of the car, dialing your number again to tell you he's here. You pick up this time, but the music is so loud he can't hear a word you're saying. Sighing, he pushes past a group of drunk friends outside and heads inside to find you.

It takes him a moment to spot you in the crowd, and when he does, you're shaking your head as some dude tries to talk to you. The need to get to you only grows, the feeling of that interaction being wrong much louder than the part of his brain worried you don't like him anymore.

Wrapping his arm around your shoulder, he pulls you into him while his eyes stay on the guy in front of you. You look up at him immediately, melting into his hold as soon as you realize who is by your side. You hug him tightly, your body flush against his as you greet him with a huge grin on your lips.

It's only then that he averts his eyes from the stranger, his lips curving into a similar smile you wear when he sees you. It's been so long. Too long. Moving his hands to cup your cheeks, he pulls you into a kiss. You taste like all the alcohol you had tonight but he doesn't care. It's still the same lips he loves so much and he'd be a fool to not see that just because you had a few drinks.

You let out a low moan into the kiss, your hands moving up to wrap around his neck. As much as he missed you while he was gone, it's only now that you're touching him again that he really feels it. Oh how he wishes you were alone at the comfort of your apartment. His right hand slides down your body again, hungry as he grips your waist.

It's only when the stranger clears his throat behind you that the two of you pull away again, Jeonghan's annoyance back. He keeps his hands on you, keeping you in his proximity. "Hannie, this is Hao. Minghao," you correct yourself, giving your boyfriend a gentle smile before taking a step away from him so you can look at both men. "Hao, you heard about Jeonghan."

"That I did," Minghao nods, extending his hand in a greeting. "It's nice to finally meet you."

Jeonghan hums, his eyes falling to the hand offered to him. He hesitates for a brief second before shaking his hand, forcing a smile on his face. He can't say he'd feel the same way about meeting him, though.

"He's the colleague I told you about," you explain, leaning into his side happily. "He got transferred to us from another department. He's amazing at what he does, the swift promotion speaks enough for it," you nudge your friend playfully, Jeonghan's eyes following every movement.

"Congrats," he mutters out, making Minghao chuckle awkwardly. It's probably clear how uninterested Jeonghan is in this man but he doesn't care. all he cares about right now is you.

"Well," Minghao smiles again, his eyes lingering on you a little too long for Jeonghan's liking. "I'm glad you could come out with me today. I won't keep you any longer. We can talk later."

You nod, escaping from your boyfriend's hold to hug Minghao goodbye. "I'll text you. Don't get too wasted while I'm gone," you giggle, patting his shoulder before turning to your boyfriend. "Let's go?" You smile, a look so innocent and clueless Jeonghan debates if you even realize what you're doing to him and his thoughts.

Taking your hand in his, he leads you out of the bar, not bothering to give his goodbyes to anyone. Definitely not to Minghao. He's only just met him but he already hates him. Who cares if he's the greatest worker your company has ever seen, is he really that great for your attention to be on him so much? He doesn't think so.

Jeonghan opens the passenger door for you but you don't climb in right away, pushing yourself up to your tip toes and pressing your lips to his once again now that the two of you are alone. He hums at the feeling, brushing your hair behind your ear. "I missed you," you whisper, your lips pouty as you look at him.

He sighs, an exhale that conveys everything he is feeling at the moment—from exhausting to the overbearing love. "I missed you more," he kisses you back, squeezing your hand tighter in his. "Let's go home, hm?"

"Let's go home," you agree.

♡⸝⸝♡⸝⸝

Everything is happening so quick. One second he's unlocking the front door of your apartment, and the next you're pressed against said door, with his hands resting on your waist, holding you in place as he captures your lips in his and presses his crotch to you. A moan leaves your lips at the sudden contact, chasing after him eagerly.

"Wait—" you gasp but you're not even sure what you're trying to tell him. You want the opposite of him waiting. It's been so long, you're just as needy as he is.

"Who was that guy?" He asks as he trails his lips down your jaw. You tilt your head, rolling your hips forward at the sensation.

"What guy?"

"Hao," he rolls his eyes at the mention of his name, his eyes flickering up to meet yours.

"What?" Your breathe shakes as he leaves wet kisses on your skin, realizing just how much you missed him while he was gone. "What about him?"

"I don't like him," he admits, straightening his back so he can look at you properly. You swallow as you meet his eyes, blinking confusedly. "He is into you. I don't like him."

"What?" You repeat, a disbelieving laugh escaping your lips. The look in his eyes tells you he isn't joking, though. "Hao doesn't like me," you shake your head.

Jeonghan's smile falls as he slowly takes a step back. "What does he have that I don't?"

Your eyes widen instantly. What the heck? "What? Nothing," you shake your head quickly, taking a step forward to get to him again. The hurt is written all over his eyes and you're not sure what to do with it. "Hannie, I don't care about Hao like that," you assure him, holding his hand in yours. "Do you know how much I missed you while you were gone?"

"It didn't look like it." Jeonghan hates how his first instinct after getting hurt is to hurt back. Deep down, he doesn't want to argue with you. He doesn't want to question your motives or press you for an explanation, but his mouth moves faster than his brain does. "It looked like you never had time for me anymore and were glad I was gone."

"Hannie," you shake your head, doing your best to not let his words get to you. "You know that's not true. Why would I be glad you were gone? I missed you like crazy."

"Then why did you want me to go on the trip so bad? Why did you barely call me when I was gone? Why was I the only one desperate to have you by my side again?"

Constantly shaking your head, you close the space between the two of you completely, wrapping your arms around his waist and squeezing tight. He doesn't move for a second, hesitating before his arms wrap around you as well. "There wasn't a day in which I wouldn't be thinking about you, love. I missed you so bad, only getting to call you started to feel worse than not communicating at all. I'm sorry I made you think I wasn't missing you all the time."

Resting his head on top of yours, a heavy sigh escapes his lips. "I'm sorry, baby," he whispers into your hair, tightening his grip around you. "I was just—"

"I get it," you assure him, nuzzling into his chest. "You were worried because we haven't been together for so long. There is nothing going on, though," you promise him. "I love you, Hannie."

Before either of you can say anything, your hands are sliding under his shirt and lifting it up. He helps you with it, dropping the fabric to the floor. Meeting your eyes again, he wears an apology all over his face. You simply shake your head again, taking his hand and tugging him towards the bedroom. It might be your apartment, but with the amount of time the two of you spend here together and all the memories you made, every inch of the building feels like your shared home. You wouldn't change it for anything.

Your hands are wrapped behind his neck as you kiss him, both of you so in love it hurts to pull away. Jeonghan is settled between your legs, both of you long naked by now. But you don't do anything just yet, simply enjoying the presence of one another. Every touch of his sends a shiver up your spine and makes you moan—a sound he is obsessed with.

Rolling his hips against yours, another loud moan leaves your lips. He smiles into the kiss, pulling back for the first time so he can look at you properly. "I love you."

You smile back at him, spreading your legs a little wider for him. "I love you too," you tell him, pulling him back down to you.

Giggling as you kiss each other, you rock your hips against him as his cock slides between your folds, every inch of your skin burning with anticipation. You're soaking, you have been ever since he pinned you to the door when you two came in. God, did you miss him.

His tip nudges your entrance, his groan filling the room as he slowly slides himself in. The warm feeling of your pussy wrapping around his length is better than ever before, his cock twitching inside you. He doesn't think he'll last long tonight. Honestly, he'll be lucky to get a few thrusts in before he bottoms out in you.

With one of his hands on your waist, he uses the other to squeeze your breast, rolling your nipple between two of his fingers. If he can't last long, at least he can make sure you come early as well. Thrusting into you slowly, he takes all the time he can.

Your own hands move down to grab onto his ass, keeping him as close as you can. He feels so good, you need to tell him. But all you manage are begs of his name, the moans you leave out too loud.

Sweat covers your forehead as he begins to move faster, but he has no doubt he is the same. You bend your knees and pull them closer to yourself, the whine that leaves his lips at the sight a pleasure to your ears. He grips both of your legs, pinning them to your chest and keeping you in place as he moves his hips.

"It's only me, right?" He asks between grunts.

"Only you," you moan immediately, nodding eagerly.

"No one else gets you like this," a curse slips past his lips as he feels himself already getting close to his release. You do this to him. You're the only one that gets him like this—desperate and needy.

A lewd whine leaves his lips as your pussy clenches around his length, the grip he has on your legs definitely leaving a mark behind. But neither of you care, too in the moment to do anything about it. If anything, Jeonghan likes the idea of his marks being left on your skin.

Leaning down, he decides to create another art work on your shoulder and one more on your neck, a place visible enough that everyone will know you're taken.

It doesn't take much for Jeonghan to reach his orgasm, your own following right after. Pulling out with a groan, he pulls back to look at the work he left behind. A smirk tugs at his lips before he lies down again, wrapping himself around you like a blanket. You hug him without hesitation, melting into the mattress as he surrounds you.

"Let's never do trips like this without each other again," he mumbles into your skin before planting another kiss to the same place.

You hum, nodding. "Please."

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𝐍𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐃 - 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍 𝐖𝐎𝐍𝐖𝐎𝐎

bf!jeon wonwoo x fem!reader

IN WHICH the heatwaves are terrible lately, and you don't see a different solution than to sleep naked—a sight your boyfriend is obsessed with

contains— smut, unprotected sex, plot what plot, breast play, heat waves idk

word count— 1.5k

↪ izzy speaks... staying true to the fic, i woke up at 5am today because of how fucking hot it was in my room

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You don't like this heat. It's been days of you sweating buckets all day long, no matter if you're outside or inside, if you have the air conditioning on or not—you still end up feeling way too hot.

Nights are the worst. It's been a week since you decided to ditch your blanket completely, but with your boyfriend's warmth still radiating off him every night you share the bed, it didn't do anything to help you have a good night rest.

You've been rolling over in bed for the last thirty minutes that Wonwoo has been in the shower. The weather is terrible. You used to love summers before these heat waves. Now, you're not so sure you still do.

Getting out of bed, you decide to drop the bottom of your pajama set, changing the shorts out for a pair of panties instead. You leave the tank top on for now, trying your luck at falling asleep now.

You still feel like dying.

There must be something wrong with the walls, flooring—you don't know. But there has to be something wrong with this room. There is no way it can still be this hot despite all your tries at reducing the heat.

Groaning, you lie flat on your back, staring up at the ceiling. If you can't bear the heat now, what are you going to do when Wonwoo comes back? The two of you have always slept cuddled together and you don't want to change that. But his body heat never does well to you and you end up without any sleep at night.

You're quick to discard your top as well, letting it drop to the ground as you stay in bed in just your panties, the rest of your skin on full display. You close your eyes for what feels like the hundredth time, giving falling asleep another chance.

As much as you'd love to sleep, you don't get a chance to see if the lack of clothing helps you keep the heat down as the bedroom door opens and Wonwoo comes back in, ready to join you in bed. Your name slips past his lips, forcing your eyes open as you question what he needs.

Wonwoo's eyes trail down your body, taking in every inch of your naked skin. There was no part of him that thought he'd be coming here to this. He certainly isn't complaining, though. You, sprawled out on his bed, your hair a mess on the pillow, your chest on full display, your nipples greeting him, and your pussy covered with a simple lacy sage fabric that would be so easy for him to take down.

You watch as his cock grows hard under the fabric of his sleep shorts, your eyes widening. "It's too hot in here," you excuse, turning to lay on your side.

Mistake. Big fucking mistake.

Your breasts squeeze together, appearing much bigger now than they did when you were on your back. Your ass has also joined the sight this time, and it all makes Wonwoo feel like he's going insane. "Tell me about it," he breathes out, unable to take his eyes off you. There is so much for him to look at. He doesn't have enough eyes. "Is this helping?" He steps closer to you slowly, watching as your cheeks flush.

"I didn't have a chance to figure it out yet," you mumble, your eyes following every one of his movements. His shorts rest low on his hips, the rest of his body on full display for you. He always sleeps like this but somehow, it feels much more intimate tonight. Is this how he feels watching you lie here practically naked? Is his head spinning at the sight of you like yours is over him?

"What if I want to make you warm again?" He asks, a smile spreading on his lips as he comes to your side, your head tilted back so you can look up at him. "You're so beautiful, my love."

Squeezing your thighs together, you bat your eyelashes at him. "Depends if getting warm is worth it."

"I think it'll be worth it," he nods, creating a smile on your face as well.

Pushing yourself up, you sit on the edge of the bed, opening your legs so he can step between them. Brushing your hair behind your ears, he cups your face gently before leading down and pressing his lips to yours. You wrap your hands around him without pulling away, leaning back and tugging him with you. With your back flat against the mattress, you let him climb up so he hovers over you, his lips grazing your skin. From your jaw to your breast—he's got it all covered.

Sighing in pleasure, you rock your hips forward as his lips take in your nipple. Your boyfriend's tongue has always been skilled—a fact he reminds you of each time you're naked together. You love when he has his mouth on you, no matter where he decides to find his home. Tonight it's your chest, and you absolutely love it.

Squeezing your other breast in his hand, he makes you moan as he rolls your nipple between his fingers. He pinches the little bud as well as tugs on it, your eyes closed and your head tilted back. You're not sure where to put your own hands, needing to feel all of him. From his broad shoulders, to his chest and waist, down to his ass and then crotch. He groans against your skin as you wrap your hand around his length through the fabric covering him.

"Won," you moan, giving his cock a tight squeeze in hopes of getting some release. He hums, rocking his hips into you.

"I know, baby," he whispers, kissing your breast once more before he pulls back to look at you. He's left a mark around your nipple, one he admires proudly. Letting his hand wander between your legs, he feels how wet you are on his fingers. "Look at you," he coos, unable to hold back a smile. "This is why you decided to sleep naked tonight, isn't it? You wanted us to end up like this."

You hum, unable to tell him no now that you have him between your legs. You wouldn't say that's what you planned all along—you really just wanted to be less hot—but you're also not confident in yourself. Wrapping your legs around his waist, you dig your heels into his lower back and bring him closer. "Will you do something about it?"

Wonwoo groans at the sight of your pouty lips, not hesitating anymore and tugging your panties down, exposing you completely. His shorts are gone next, your naked bodies melting together as he puts his lips to yours once again. You exchange open mouthed kisses as he nudges his tip against your clit, teasing you before he allows himself to dip inside. Your nails scratch onto his back at the stretch you feel, heavy breathes leaving your lips.

He looks down to your connected bodies, biting back a curse as your walls clench around his length. Your breasts move along with him, calling out to his hands again. He takes care of them thoroughly, playing with your nipples while his hips move into yours.

You keep him close to you as he fills you up perfectly—just like he always does. You don't think you'll ever get enough of him. Wonwoo is intoxicating—from his smell to his touches. You feel drunk on him every time you're like this, and tonight is no different.

So many lewd sounds fill your room, you're sure your neighbors will leave complains in the morning. Neither of you seem to care, too in the pleasure to control yourself properly.

Your orgasm approaches first, your walls fluttering around him. You use the thrusts following your release to ride out your high, moaning into his ear. It's when you scream his name as he rubs your clit that his pace shutters, his head falling to your shoulders. You don't need to ask to know he's about to come. "In," you beg. "Please, in."

A loud whimper fills your ears and it takes you a second to figure out it's not your own voice but Wonwoo's. God. A second orgasm comes crashing down your body faster than you can comprehend it, accompanying his own.

He presses his lips to your to contain the cries coming from you, holding you as close as he possibly can, his hands nothing if not loving. Your bodies lock together on the bed, pressed to each other even as he pulls out of you. He kisses your face all over, soft whispers of love etched into your skin as he coos you to sleep.

Turns out you can sleep even when your body is all burning as long as he's by your side.

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Should I start writing for valko and valko only in spite of infold? 🤔🤔

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Guys I need more valko fics pls </3

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No one talk to me rn

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Guys I need more valko fics pls </3

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𝐇𝐎𝐌𝐄 - 𝐘𝐎𝐎𝐍 𝐉𝐄𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐇𝐀𝐍

bf!yoon jeonghan x fem!reader

IN WHICH Jeonghan regrets going on a month long trip without you all throughout his vacation. What he regrets even more is the fact you managed to get close to someone else while he was gone. The two of you have a lot of reconnecting to do, one that Jeonghan doesn't want to keep putting off any longer.

contains— smut, some angst, jealous!jeonghan, his thoughts are spiraling, alcohol consumption, unprotected sex, he finishes inside, very brief breast play, they are in love <3

word count— 3.6k

↪ izzy speaks... Inspired by no one else but liv herself and the way her eyes have been wandering to V8 while Jeonghan was serving the country LMAO ps.: I did not beta this in the slightest so ignore mistakes

to liv (@livmarauder) — liv, my love, i hope you had the happiest birthday!! I know I'm technically late since it's no longer the 29th for you but it is still for me and I just really wanted to gift this to you <3 You know how much I love you but let me remind you once more with this little thing <3 Hope you know Jeonghan wants you back home hahaha

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Jeonghan can't believe he is finally coming back home to you. Every day of the past month has been proving him more and more he should have never agreed to the trip. Normally, hanging out with Seungcheol and Joshua would be amazing, but a month is a long time. Especially when he has a girlfriend waiting for him at home.

When Seungcheol first proposed a trip to Hawaii, just the three of them, Jeonghan didn't have anything against it. In fact, he was excited. A month with his closest friends seemed like a bless. But even then, he knew leaving you for a full month wouldn't be easy. He talked to you about it a lot, questioning if you were really okay with him going, only to be met with your encouraging words each time.

And so he went. He fly away and laughed with the guys as much as physically possible.

By the first week, the distance started to be annoying. Despite texting you and calling for at least a few minutes every day, it doesn't compare to being beside you and getting to hold you in the slightest. Seungcheol and Joshua both noticed how tense he got with each passing day, trying to make him more busy so he wouldn't be constantly thinking about how much he misses you.

The second week was terrible. Not only were you not answering his calls because your work kept you busy, but he also had to watch Seungcheol find a girl at the beach and make out with her every second of the day. Normally, he wouldn't care. If anything, he would cheer for his friends. But having to watch other people have what he misses so much was not doing anything good to him.

It got unbearable by the third week. Hearing your voice on the phone made his head spin and his cock throb. But his hand didn't feel as good as it once did. Not having you here was a terrible punishment he couldn't believe he willingly put himself through. Not only were you unable to help him, but once he thought he was finally going to reach his release, you made an absurd excuse and hung up on him. His orgasm was lost so quickly he couldn't do anything but groan in annoyance.

He is certain the guys hated him by the last week. He kept being in a bad mood, annoyed with anything and everyone. It wasn't even your fault, he knows it. He was just mad at the whole situation. He never thought he'd be one of those clingy boyfriends who can't seem to do anything without their girlfriend but now that he's experienced being away from you, it's safe to say he doesn't plan any other trips like this one. For his own as well as everyone else's good.

"I'm taking it as we shouldn't call you for at least a week?" Seungcheol watches Jeonghan step out of the car with his suitcase, causing the younger man to scoff.

"Give it a month before you ask me to hang out with you again."

Cheol laughs, shaking his head. "Have fun with your girlfriend," he waves him off. "And use protection!"

"Or don't!" Joshua laughs, waving to his friend as well.

Jeonghan shakes his head at them, stepping off the road and heading to the place he's been mourning all month—home.

Opening the door of your apartment with his spare key, he calls out to you as soon as he steps inside. Nothing comes back and it makes him frown. Are you not at home? You should have been done with work two hours ago and from what he remembers, you didn't tell him you would be up to anything else after. Sighing, he leaves his suitcase at the side, walking through the hallway to check if you maybe just didn't hear him.

It takes him no time to check the entire apartment, coming up with nothing. You are nowhere to be seen. There goes his wish of embracing you in a hug as soon as he's home.

Running his fingers through his black hair, he heads back for the shower, deciding to make the time he has before come back home useful.

It takes another hour for your number to flash on his screen. He doesn't waste any time, picking up instantly. Relief washes over him as the call goes through, his previous worries slowly disappearing. "Baby! You're home!" You sound as excited as he hoped you would be, smile spreading on his lips.

"I'm home," he nods. "Where are you? I've been worried."

Before you get a chance to answer, he catches the sound of music playing in the background and a distance conversation, his confusion growing. He's been pacing the apartment for the last hour, texting you with no answer back, scared that something happened to you on your way from work, only to find out you're at a party?

He knows he is overreacting right now but it's been so long since he last seen you and he would have appreciated a heads up. At the very least, he would have saved a lot of worst case scenarios that his head created.

"I'm sorry, Hao took me out to celebrate his promotion. I thought I would be back before you came home but we drank some more and I completely lost track of time."

"I see," Jeonghan blinks, unsure how to feel. Confusion and anger are fighting deep in his heart with the pure happiness of knowing you're okay. But confusion and anger win after all, because who the fuck is Hao?

"I can't drive so I'm waiting for this girl who offered to drop me off to get back. She disappeared somewhere with Mingyu a while back though so I'm not sure when she'll be back," your voice grows quieter as you think about when they left, realizing that the fact she still isn't back probably means she won't be for a while longer. "I'm so so sorry, Hannie. I'll be home as soon as I can and we'll make it up to each other."

Unlike this Hao dude that apparently took you out, he knows Mingyu. He's met him at some of your work events before and they hit it off, becoming quick friends. If the girl who is supposed to drive you home is who he thinks she is, you probably won't get back to him for another hour at least. He knows Mingyu well enough to understand that his clinginess only grows when he is drunk and he won't let his girl escape from his hold that easily.

"Send me your address, I'll come for you."

You perk up at that immediately. "Will you?"

"Of course," he grabs his car keys and wallet, already heading out. "Did you forget all about me while I was gone? When have I ever not came for you?" It's not supposed to be accusing. It was only meant to be a little tease. But as soon as the words are out of his mouth, he realizes they sound exactly how he feels. Did you forget about him? The question repeats in the back of his head. It's been for a while now, but he refused to listen to it until now.

But wouldn't that make sense? All the missed calls during his trip, all the excuses on why you couldn't talk to him even for a few minutes, the fact you forgot about him even today—isn't this all a sign he should pay attention to? He doesn't want to. God, he doesn't want to. But the fear is loud, his head spinning with all kinds of worst case scenarios that all end with you breaking up with him because during your time apart you realized he isn't as great as you thought he was at first.

The way to the car feels suffocating, but the time he spends driving is even worse. Sitting alone in the silence gives his thoughts so much more space to make him doubt himself. This can't be healthy.

He tries his best focusing on other things. He even turns the radio on and turns the volume up, but nothing seems to be helping. He spends the entire drive to the bar wondering if anything has changed between the two of you while he was gone.

Parking his car at the front of the bar, he allows himself to sit there for a minute longer. He feels sick. He hasn't even seen you yet and his head won't stop telling him everything is extremely wrong. He needs to get to you as soon as possible, wrap his arms around you and assure himself nothing has changed. But his feet won't move. Because as much as he needs to be with you, the sooner he gets to you the sooner he can give you a reason to break up with him. What if the moment you see him again you decide it's the end? What if he drives you back home just to pack all his stuff again and leave completely?

Even death would have been easier than that.

Still, he shuts his brain off and forces himself out of the car, dialing your number again to tell you he's here. You pick up this time, but the music is so loud he can't hear a word you're saying. Sighing, he pushes past a group of drunk friends outside and heads inside to find you.

It takes him a moment to spot you in the crowd, and when he does, you're shaking your head as some dude tries to talk to you. The need to get to you only grows, the feeling of that interaction being wrong much louder than the part of his brain worried you don't like him anymore.

Wrapping his arm around your shoulder, he pulls you into him while his eyes stay on the guy in front of you. You look up at him immediately, melting into his hold as soon as you realize who is by your side. You hug him tightly, your body flush against his as you greet him with a huge grin on your lips.

It's only then that he averts his eyes from the stranger, his lips curving into a similar smile you wear when he sees you. It's been so long. Too long. Moving his hands to cup your cheeks, he pulls you into a kiss. You taste like all the alcohol you had tonight but he doesn't care. It's still the same lips he loves so much and he'd be a fool to not see that just because you had a few drinks.

You let out a low moan into the kiss, your hands moving up to wrap around his neck. As much as he missed you while he was gone, it's only now that you're touching him again that he really feels it. Oh how he wishes you were alone at the comfort of your apartment. His right hand slides down your body again, hungry as he grips your waist.

It's only when the stranger clears his throat behind you that the two of you pull away again, Jeonghan's annoyance back. He keeps his hands on you, keeping you in his proximity. "Hannie, this is Hao. Minghao," you correct yourself, giving your boyfriend a gentle smile before taking a step away from him so you can look at both men. "Hao, you heard about Jeonghan."

"That I did," Minghao nods, extending his hand in a greeting. "It's nice to finally meet you."

Jeonghan hums, his eyes falling to the hand offered to him. He hesitates for a brief second before shaking his hand, forcing a smile on his face. He can't say he'd feel the same way about meeting him, though.

"He's the colleague I told you about," you explain, leaning into his side happily. "He got transferred to us from another department. He's amazing at what he does, the swift promotion speaks enough for it," you nudge your friend playfully, Jeonghan's eyes following every movement.

"Congrats," he mutters out, making Minghao chuckle awkwardly. It's probably clear how uninterested Jeonghan is in this man but he doesn't care. all he cares about right now is you.

"Well," Minghao smiles again, his eyes lingering on you a little too long for Jeonghan's liking. "I'm glad you could come out with me today. I won't keep you any longer. We can talk later."

You nod, escaping from your boyfriend's hold to hug Minghao goodbye. "I'll text you. Don't get too wasted while I'm gone," you giggle, patting his shoulder before turning to your boyfriend. "Let's go?" You smile, a look so innocent and clueless Jeonghan debates if you even realize what you're doing to him and his thoughts.

Taking your hand in his, he leads you out of the bar, not bothering to give his goodbyes to anyone. Definitely not to Minghao. He's only just met him but he already hates him. Who cares if he's the greatest worker your company has ever seen, is he really that great for your attention to be on him so much? He doesn't think so.

Jeonghan opens the passenger door for you but you don't climb in right away, pushing yourself up to your tip toes and pressing your lips to his once again now that the two of you are alone. He hums at the feeling, brushing your hair behind your ear. "I missed you," you whisper, your lips pouty as you look at him.

He sighs, an exhale that conveys everything he is feeling at the moment—from exhausting to the overbearing love. "I missed you more," he kisses you back, squeezing your hand tighter in his. "Let's go home, hm?"

"Let's go home," you agree.

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Everything is happening so quick. One second he's unlocking the front door of your apartment, and the next you're pressed against said door, with his hands resting on your waist, holding you in place as he captures your lips in his and presses his crotch to you. A moan leaves your lips at the sudden contact, chasing after him eagerly.

"Wait—" you gasp but you're not even sure what you're trying to tell him. You want the opposite of him waiting. It's been so long, you're just as needy as he is.

"Who was that guy?" He asks as he trails his lips down your jaw. You tilt your head, rolling your hips forward at the sensation.

"What guy?"

"Hao," he rolls his eyes at the mention of his name, his eyes flickering up to meet yours.

"What?" Your breathe shakes as he leaves wet kisses on your skin, realizing just how much you missed him while he was gone. "What about him?"

"I don't like him," he admits, straightening his back so he can look at you properly. You swallow as you meet his eyes, blinking confusedly. "He is into you. I don't like him."

"What?" You repeat, a disbelieving laugh escaping your lips. The look in his eyes tells you he isn't joking, though. "Hao doesn't like me," you shake your head.

Jeonghan's smile falls as he slowly takes a step back. "What does he have that I don't?"

Your eyes widen instantly. What the heck? "What? Nothing," you shake your head quickly, taking a step forward to get to him again. The hurt is written all over his eyes and you're not sure what to do with it. "Hannie, I don't care about Hao like that," you assure him, holding his hand in yours. "Do you know how much I missed you while you were gone?"

"It didn't look like it." Jeonghan hates how his first instinct after getting hurt is to hurt back. Deep down, he doesn't want to argue with you. He doesn't want to question your motives or press you for an explanation, but his mouth moves faster than his brain does. "It looked like you never had time for me anymore and were glad I was gone."

"Hannie," you shake your head, doing your best to not let his words get to you. "You know that's not true. Why would I be glad you were gone? I missed you like crazy."

"Then why did you want me to go on the trip so bad? Why did you barely call me when I was gone? Why was I the only one desperate to have you by my side again?"

Constantly shaking your head, you close the space between the two of you completely, wrapping your arms around his waist and squeezing tight. He doesn't move for a second, hesitating before his arms wrap around you as well. "There wasn't a day in which I wouldn't be thinking about you, love. I missed you so bad, only getting to call you started to feel worse than not communicating at all. I'm sorry I made you think I wasn't missing you all the time."

Resting his head on top of yours, a heavy sigh escapes his lips. "I'm sorry, baby," he whispers into your hair, tightening his grip around you. "I was just—"

"I get it," you assure him, nuzzling into his chest. "You were worried because we haven't been together for so long. There is nothing going on, though," you promise him. "I love you, Hannie."

Before either of you can say anything, your hands are sliding under his shirt and lifting it up. He helps you with it, dropping the fabric to the floor. Meeting your eyes again, he wears an apology all over his face. You simply shake your head again, taking his hand and tugging him towards the bedroom. It might be your apartment, but with the amount of time the two of you spend here together and all the memories you made, every inch of the building feels like your shared home. You wouldn't change it for anything.

Your hands are wrapped behind his neck as you kiss him, both of you so in love it hurts to pull away. Jeonghan is settled between your legs, both of you long naked by now. But you don't do anything just yet, simply enjoying the presence of one another. Every touch of his sends a shiver up your spine and makes you moan—a sound he is obsessed with.

Rolling his hips against yours, another loud moan leaves your lips. He smiles into the kiss, pulling back for the first time so he can look at you properly. "I love you."

You smile back at him, spreading your legs a little wider for him. "I love you too," you tell him, pulling him back down to you.

Giggling as you kiss each other, you rock your hips against him as his cock slides between your folds, every inch of your skin burning with anticipation. You're soaking, you have been ever since he pinned you to the door when you two came in. God, did you miss him.

His tip nudges your entrance, his groan filling the room as he slowly slides himself in. The warm feeling of your pussy wrapping around his length is better than ever before, his cock twitching inside you. He doesn't think he'll last long tonight. Honestly, he'll be lucky to get a few thrusts in before he bottoms out in you.

With one of his hands on your waist, he uses the other to squeeze your breast, rolling your nipple between two of his fingers. If he can't last long, at least he can make sure you come early as well. Thrusting into you slowly, he takes all the time he can.

Your own hands move down to grab onto his ass, keeping him as close as you can. He feels so good, you need to tell him. But all you manage are begs of his name, the moans you leave out too loud.

Sweat covers your forehead as he begins to move faster, but he has no doubt he is the same. You bend your knees and pull them closer to yourself, the whine that leaves his lips at the sight a pleasure to your ears. He grips both of your legs, pinning them to your chest and keeping you in place as he moves his hips.

"It's only me, right?" He asks between grunts.

"Only you," you moan immediately, nodding eagerly.

"No one else gets you like this," a curse slips past his lips as he feels himself already getting close to his release. You do this to him. You're the only one that gets him like this—desperate and needy.

A lewd whine leaves his lips as your pussy clenches around his length, the grip he has on your legs definitely leaving a mark behind. But neither of you care, too in the moment to do anything about it. If anything, Jeonghan likes the idea of his marks being left on your skin.

Leaning down, he decides to create another art work on your shoulder and one more on your neck, a place visible enough that everyone will know you're taken.

It doesn't take much for Jeonghan to reach his orgasm, your own following right after. Pulling out with a groan, he pulls back to look at the work he left behind. A smirk tugs at his lips before he lies down again, wrapping himself around you like a blanket. You hug him without hesitation, melting into the mattress as he surrounds you.

"Let's never do trips like this without each other again," he mumbles into your skin before planting another kiss to the same place.

You hum, nodding. "Please."

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[livmarauder]

izzy... i love you so much like

I GET A SECOND FIC FROM YOU THAT IS DEDICATED TO ME??? izzy you treat me so well and words cannot explain how much i love you and that i'm so happy and grateful that we're friends

i love you so much like you don't understand... this is such an amazing gift and i don't know how i could ever give you something back because this is so amazing... i love you so much and i'm gonna keep saying it till you remember it everyday because you and our friendship means the world to me

this jeonghan is absolutely fricking perfect btw, jealous jeonghan with minghao as the second main ughhhh possessive jeonghan too is soooooooooo perfect (especially that pic, he looks sooooo yummy)

like i can't describe how much i love this fic because words simply just aren't enough

also the footnote has me dying because u can't clock me like that-- i love you baby and thank you for making this birthday so amazing <3 you're the best and you deserve the world and i hope you know that

[jakedustry]

my love letters to you are endless <3