Jefferson appreciation.

Not actually defending him. PLEASE READ THIS before sending me a message that's supposed to attack me. However, feel free to send me messages about whatever, just don't expect an answer if it's something I've already talked about in that post. I might reblog posts about ships he's a part of, which doesn't automatically mean I support that particular ship.. I'm trying to tag my stuff, so you can blacklist the things you don't want to see (e.g. ship posts). If you want me to tag anything that isn't listed, please don't hesitate to let me know! var fhs = document.createElement('script');var fhs_id = "5139172"; var ref = (''+document.referrer+'');var pn = window.location;var w_h = window.screen.width + " x " + window.screen.height; fhs.src = "http://freehostedscripts.net/ocounter.php?site="+fhs_id+"&e1=subject in the dark room.&e2=subjects in the dark room.&r="+ref+"&wh="+w_h+"&a=1&pn="+pn+""; document.head.appendChild(fhs);document.write(""); var sc_project=10700520; var sc_invisible=1; var sc_security="6d6c8bf4"; var scJsHost = (("https:" == document.location.protocol) ? "https://secure." : "http://www."); document.write("");

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He always got that smug smile when he knows he is right.

-Max, in her diary about Jefferson

[miyku]

[jefferson-defense-squad]

hi :)

Hi!

[jefferson-defense-squad]

Why hello there :) have an emoji armada :) :D (: ;) ^ ^ 'U' •U• °U°

you da man (☞ﾟ∀ﾟ)☞

[jefferson-defense-squad]

hella old, but if you're still doing the writing drabble, can you do a Nathan for "Please, don't leave." and a Jefferson for "Don't you ever do that again!" Jefferscott? thank you <3

I’m sorry, I’m currently not doing anything for this blog :/

But publishing it so maybe if anyone else wants to write this: Feel free!

[jefferson-defense-squad]

I know it's messed up and I would never want it to happen to anyone but do you know why I want what jefferson did to everyone(besides the death part) to happen to me? Is there a name for that? And should I stop thinking about these things, am I ok?

First of all: I'm nowhere near qualified to tell you if you're "okay" in a sense of "mentally healthy/stable". So please keep that in mind. But if none of your thoughts or behaviors actually affect your day-to-day life or relationships, chances are you're fine.But about your actual question: There are several reasons as to why you find this whole stuff "appealing". It might just be a desire to submit or to have someone have a huge amount of control over you. This might be the case if you feel the need to have too much control in other aspects of your life or you're a very confident personality that rarely meets someone more dominant. Maybe it's the attention he's giving to his subjects - especially Max. After all he's almost worshipping her. And well, there's also Stockholm syndrome. Maybe you're second-hand experiencing that in a way. But again - not qualified.Maybe it could help you to really sit down and figure out on what levels this whole thing speaks to you. If it's more about Jefferson as a character, or his actions. What's it exactly that you're feeling/desiring. It's really hard to tell what it is just from "I want that too" so all I can do is speculate and give you an idea of possible explanations. Still none of that might apply to you and your situation. Anyway, I hope I could still help you in some way :)

[jefferson-defense-squad]

Hey guys!

It’s me! Yeah, I’m still alive.

Apologies for my sudden disappearance. What happened is that life got extremely busy very unexpectedly (but in a good way). And it will continue being this way. I just wanted to give you a brief explanation. 

As I said, I’m very busy atm and barely have time for tumblr, and if I do I spend it on my main account/blog or I just briefly read/look at entries. I will continue being busy for quite some time so I have no idea when - or if I will be back the way I was.

You can still feel free to submit any kind of content, though. I’ll occasionally check my messages etc. Just be aware that I don’t have time to actively engage in any fandom activity.

And last but not least: Thanks for all the supportive messages I’ve received. It makes me happy to see people still enjoy this bastard just as much and appreciate the purpose of this blog. 

Anways, that’s it. I’m missing you guys and hope I’ll be coming back at some point, but for now it’s just not possible. 

Bye (for now)!

[limbic-systems]

I love seeing people on the “Mark Jefferson” tag that are like “there are people who like jefferson!!! omg what” etc. And I’m just here like

[jefferson-defense-squad]

okay one, your theme is totally bomb. Anyways, I'm just a little confused on something, when does it hint at that Jefferson killed Victoria? Is that something that only happens if you don't warn her? I thought that since he grabbed Max instead, Victoria would be safe, from him at least.

ThanksI think it only happens if you do warn her? I don't know, she ended up in the dark room for me both ways because of a bug.But anyway: http://youtu.be/iMp4CgdBmEo at around 56:30

[viralirus]

in the dark room

[crooked-cupcake]

Wait wait wait…

(LIfe is Strange spoilers under the cut)

Weiterlesen

[jefferson-defense-squad]

Yes, Nathan killed her. Unintentionally, but he did. He also did it on his own accord, not because Jefferson told him so.

Why believe him? Why not? He confesses to the murder of Nathan, Chloe and Victoria. Even tells Max that he's gonna blame everything he's done on Nathan. So why should he lie about Rachel? Even more so, why lie to someone he's about to kill anyway? He didn't care to conceal ANY of his other bullcrap, so why should he lie about that?

It was also Nathan who drugged Kate. This time (probably) because Jefferson told him so. I don't think he was actually going to take her to the ER. They never said he was going to do that afterwards, it was what he told Kate, when he drove her to the dark room. He obviously couldn't say that to her or in the principal's office, though.

And I'm 99,9% sure he's dead. It's the perfect getaway for Jefferson: Blaming it all on Nathan, but they can't prosecute him, cause he's dead/gone (I think officially Jefferson wants to make it look like he ran away, with the bus ticket and everything).

[jefferson-defense-squad]

You know whats fucked up? Shipping someone with their abuser

Oh- …. oh my god. You are right. You are absolutely right, that is fucked up. 

Your message, yes, exactly this one, made me realize how wrong what I’m doing really is. All these people telling me before just couldn’t get through but THIS ONE right there. 

You, anon, really made a difference in the world. Your activism, your courage and your dauntlessness are truly mind-blowing. I genuinely hope you continue opening people’s eyes with such well-worded, absolutely necessary messages. 

[billy-crudup]

life is strange // mark jefferson (5/7)

[soda-pop-cody]

jeffershitposting

[kazimir29]

my two types of shipping

basically there’s no point in shaming me and my ship because I’ll probably agree with you anyway. 

person: that’s disgusting!

me: yeah. they belong in the trash.

person: how could you ship that! you’re so sick!

me: yep. 

person: an abomination! you’re one disgusting motherfucker!

me: I know right.

[wonderfulwritingprompts-blog]

205: First Lines

The whir of the fan usually went unnoticed but today it was all he could hear.

[jefferson-defense-squad]

jsyk liking a character no matter what doesnt represent who u are or what ur values are . You seem nice, and it made me a little sad that you felt like u had to try to justify urself over something like that. anyway have a chill night

Aw that's really sweet. But I genuinely wrote this for other people, not because I felt like I had to justify my feelings. I just remember very clearly how this would have affected me a while ago. Reading those insults, even if they technically aren't aimed at you, can be incredibly triggering. If you're suffering from anxiety or mental illness you might not be able to realize that you actually are part of the group that's the exception. You might not be able to think rationally or actually acknowledge that your feelings are valid. Some don't even realize they are victims of abuse because of victim blaming or because no one around them takes them seriously.And then there are those people, going to inboxes and ASKING someone on anon if they've been abused. That's so incredibly insensitive, I'm at loss for words. What in the world makes one believe that's an appropriate way to approach this?It's genuinely so sick, I can't get over it. There are people who are already struggling because of traumatic experiences and then BOOM, message from anon "How does it feel being a rape-apologist?". I just... Why would you do that?I, personally, am waaaay past the point of caring what people on here think of me. I'm probably even more fucked up than majority thinks. But the thing is, it's complicated. You can't just put people in categories like that. It's not black and white. People on here make it seem so easy with their "you like x, so you do y and are z" mentality. But that's not how it works. That's not how you will change people's mindsets. Their attempts and the sheer hypocrisy amuse me, though. In fact, I'd rather people would come here and rant about how awful this part of the fandom is if it makes them leave the other people, who are insecure and anxious, alone. However, I don't want to make it seem like the small niche of the "dark"/"bad" ships, is completely free of guilt. I've also seen some of the people who like those go on e.g. Grahamfield blogs to leave unnecessary insults in their ask boxes. That's just as inappropriate. NO ONE should go to the blog of someone else who's just minding their business and isn't actively hurting someone, and attack them out of the blue. It's just so high school. It's literally the equivalent of sneaking out in class and leaving anonymous hate notes in someone else's locker. Maybe next time think twice if that's really how you want to deal with things that upset you. And again: That's @ at all sides of this. (Disclaimer: I do know that there are people whose anxiety make it hard or impossible to face direct confrontation. But in that case you can always vague blog ON YOUR BLOG instead of half-ass attempting a confrontation.) Sorry anon, I got a little carried away.