jenny and her new blog

i am jenny and want to be me

[jennyistrans]

hay guys i know i said i would be back soon but i tryed as best i can. so my bfs bday is comeing up its tomarow acily and i forgot.i told him i am bad with dates in advanced i can barly rember my own bday and so we got to talking and im in a realy bad place rn im acily about to end my own life and i dont want any simpoty or to be talked out i just want everyone to know that i chose this i was semi forsed hear but not compleatly im a trans girl as you can figer by the name of my acount i am male to female pre surgary and i hate the part i have and i feal like i am no good for him and i just wish i could be better so more than likely this will be my last post if i do live ile probly be in the hospitle or the rope snaped before eather if the rope snaps and no doctors i will respond once i feal a bit better if i do go to the doctors talk to you as soon as posable and if neather you know ware i am so i gess bye

[jennyistrans]

sorry i was gone for so long

yea sorry i have just realy been trying to work some thangs out i am geting maried in about 4 to 5 years and realy want to make thangs look right for the weding. well i am happy to report i am passing all my clases my dispora is going on vacation most of the time other than right now ware i am geting a huge case of it but not as bad as it could be wich is a good thang. i started waring lipstick at school and no one says anythang. i also started to ware a tale broke a guys anckle over it but worth it. im waring my tail for my therian and he is loveing it if you dont know what a therian is go to www.therian-guide.com it will explane it better than i can and i realy hope to grow as a purson hear so bye and talk to you soon

[jennyistrans]

my week

hellow my one falower and wellcome back so this week has had its ups and down one of my frends died a wile back and i cont go to the furnal this week one of my multie pursinalitys hasint talked to her bf in over a month becaus he hates her and i dont realy have alot of pepole to turn to i tryed to ware lipsick got made fun of and cryed in the boys bathroom whean i wanted to be in the girls and cryed alll day in thare and came out eyes red and hit it very well i pulled up my feet so no one could se me and just cryed all day but i know my bf loves me even if he dosin tlike what i want but he is my love and he loves me no matter what

[jennyistrans]

My first post

hi my name is jenny and i am new to bloging and i realy want to try to do someting that will help me vent some so i gess i should get thangs off my chest or lack of. ever sinse i was a kid i knew someting was “wrong” and i dint know i was ”wrong” most pepole say “wrong” becaus i dont like what i have down stares i want to be waht i realy am. so as i was saying i knew i was difrint from a young age insted of bowing i would curtsy and insted of picking the boy toys i wanted the girl ones but say my mom face wehan she said it was ment for girls and i qwicly put it down so yea never realy got what i wanted so i grew up knowing noting i did was “right” but i just started reading her and finding out what to get so i am stuck as a guy for now but hoping i can change that