This World Will Remember Me

Jesse St. James. I'm a future star. If you haven't heard of me, then I don't know if I really want the 'pleasure' of getting to know you. I'm a graduate from Carmel High and previously a student of the University of California Los Angeles. I'm currently waiting until the summer, when I'll head off to New York City to begin my career that will eventually lead to multiple Tony Awards.

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I think so, too. I love you.

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I love you too.

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Yeah.. Well, i’m glad I gave you that something so you didn’t have to be completely miserable. And I don’t think we should really get into where I would have been if we hadn’t met, because honestly it would probably involve me not even being here.

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I don't like to think about it like that... I think we should both be glad that we have each other and that we've learned so much from each other since we met.

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I’m not going to complain about it either, I think we should probably just be glad that we found each other when we did.

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I am glad about it. I'd probably still be in LA, miserable, if we hadn't met, as I wouldn't have had anything I would have wanted to come home to in Ohio.

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Damn, how did we both get so lucky?

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I don't know, but I'm not going to question it, nor am I going to complain about it.

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I must have just hit the jackpot then.

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It seems as though we both did.

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How do you always know exactly what to say?

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I am not only incredibly handsome and talented, but I'm also rather intelligent. It's a triple threat.

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Good.. I know we would be, Clyde. It’s just.. sometimes I think that the reason we’ve never actually had a legitimate arguement is because we hardly spend time with each other. What’s going to happen when we’re actually living together and we have to deal with each others shit all the time? This is a first time thing for the both of us, so how are we going to know how to fix it if we start to fight all the time? I don’t want us to turn into one of those couples, Jesse. It means a lot that I give you something to be proud of, mostly because I never thought anyone would be proud of anything i’ve done. We’ve come a long way.. and we still have even further to go, baby.

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We've never really had an argument because we tend to be of the same opinion of things. We've never really had any need to argue, save for the few times when I've fucked up. We'll do what all couples do and we'll appreciate each other for what we are - all of our shit and everything. It won't be a problem, Bonnie, I promise. We won't turn into one of 'those' couples. We've got a long way to go, but I know that we're going to be happy.

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I know.. but you’re important to me, too. Yeah, we made it work for a few months, but what happens when it becomes longer than that? I’m not worried about you leaving.. not anymore at least. I mean, I was for the first few months until I learned just how strong our relationship is. I’m worrying for nothing, but I love you too and I was serious when I told you that you’re the only one I can see myself with in the future. And no matter what you do, you know that i’m so, so proud of you, right?

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I know, and I wish we could spend more time together. That's why Saturday can be our day. Then we'll continue to make it work. If I were still in LA right now then we would still be making it work, I promise. I don't think either of us are willing to give up on this relationship just like that. I know, and I'm incredibly proud of you, as well as being incredibly proud of the two of us together. We've done so much in the past eight months - both seperatly and together - and I'm proud of how far we've both come.

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Yeah.. I know. And the whole being busy thing is kind of freaking me out a little. Mostly because it makes me nervous to wonder what’s going to happen when we get to New York and you’ll be auditioning for roles and i’ll be in classes. It’s obviously inevitable that you’re going to get a role eventually, and.. I guess i’m just worried about not having time for each other.

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We're busy doing important things, though, so there's nothing to be freaking out over. That's never going to happen - we made a long distance relationship work, and we can make a relationship with two very busy lives work. I'll always have the time for you, whether I'm still searching for a job or I'm the lead in a huge Broadway production. I love you and I wouldn't leave you just like that.

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Saturday sounds perfect. I miss you like fuckin’ crazy, so.

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I know, Bonnie. We've both been pretty busy, but I promise that we can spend all day together Saturday.

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Whenever you want, babe.

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How about this weekend? I'm not working Saturday.

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I never realized how hard it was to shop for teenage girls.

Sabrina's turning fourteen in a week and I still have no idea what to get her. You would think the fact that she is my sister would make the whole situation easier, but it doesn't. What do fourteen year old girls even like, other than mediocre boy bands? 

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Also a true statement.

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So, Bonnie, when should we perform this duet?

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I’m glad we’re on the same page.

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It's not very often that we disagree.

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I wouldn’t be opposed to that one bit. I’m thinking we should give ‘This Never Happened Before’ a shot.

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I'm thinking that you're right.

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I know. I’m thinking something from Bonnie and Clyde would fit the best, but I haven’t decided just what song.

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Would you be opposed to making it a duet?

The show has many great songs featuring both Bonnie and Clyde.

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It's been a rough week.

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Well… she has a lot of people around her that love her to pieces, so there’s that much.

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She's definitely loved, there's no arguing that. She's a lucky kid.