Sparklin

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Deliriously Elysian

Do not be daunted

For it is this squall

That rests like an anchor inside your bones;

It whispers when you soften

Tugs you when vulnerable

It makes every cell inside you

dance among the scintillating stars on the darkest night;

The wildfire that echos wisdom

And breathes magic into the mundane

The gentle nudge and the forceful ache

Those empyrean pieces of your heart

Tucked into a universe of different perceptions

That hurl you into the abyss

Burning edges and dreamlike surrender.

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Bliss

There's something I've found which is cure to my anxiety , calm to the storm within me, soothe to my soul .

It makes every cell of my body dance with happiness, the scintillating star on my darkest nights and serenity to my exhaustion.

Something to make me smile , no matter even if I'm falling apart .

It's the peices of my heart, tucked into the words , that I could never say out loud.

Perhaps the most beautiful energy I feel.

It's his voice.

It's him.

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Empyrean

He isn't a prince charming riding a white horse.. like my Empyrean childhood dream. He is different. His hypnotic eyes speak a thousand unsaid words, and scintillate immense loyalty, which is something that always melts me. There is something about the way he speaks about life, it is my home and adventure; all at once. His voice is my eternal my bliss, something that makes every cell of my body dance with happiness. He's manliest man I've ever been with, carries himself with great humility and chivalry. His mother is his world, the reason that makes him pull himself harder, every single day, and this, THIS is where I know, that this is what I want.. this is where my heart belongs .. There's nothing .. absolutely nothing more beautiful and stunning to watch a man, complete and achieve the goals he's set, keep the promises he's made..

No one's perfect, neither can they be. But he's perfect with his imperfections, I love everything that comprises of him. And I never ever want to let him go.. this life and probably the next one's as well if they're written. Even if life has carved just a small infinity for me, I'd still be happy to hear him breathe for the rest of the life .

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Explore

Explore not just destinations but people as well. Open your realm of emotions to people and you will eventually realise that this world is not really as bad as you think. We all are made up of the same cells on a deeper level; we all seek love, respect, happiness and support - things that make every ounce of this spectacular journey worth. I've learned that it's brave to love, to give lay your heart out bare and it's the most beautiful feeling , it's worth a thousand miseries and the only salvation to them . That kind of love, deep down into the bones , once in a lifetime.

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The storm

And we finally walked off that place. The huge crowd outside was significant of the indifference the world carries within. Downpours, both outside in the sky and deep within us. Something tugged us, like an anchor, and it felt like sinking for a while. Vision got blurred, and breathing heavy, it felt burning sensation in the mind and flames beckoned through the eyes. We both looked at each other for a moment , words gave up on voices and tears sneaked out. But we did not restrict, for it was a storm that was coming out which kept us sinking all the while. He held my hand tight and I knew that I have him, my strength and my world. And I'd be his sword , come whatever may.

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Face it

What are we scared of..

The failures that only the next sun might see

Or the success that the moon promises you of,

The tussle of time and destiny

Or the epitome of mutiny

The war between your head and heart

Or the road where the consciences depart

Flames of redundant power

Or the ashes that ruined memories empower

If the fire is beckoning you so hard;

Be the unconquerable phoenix whom even the Storm cannot retard.

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Raw

Do you know that feeling?

That something inside is missing.. as if there's the whole ocean of water.. but still it feels like a desert inside.. that something has died.. a part of us is left behind in the sands of time..

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Encore

Some would think of her as cold, but I knew better..

Wrath and her.. two friends who always felt the loudest yet the loneliest in the crowd of this tormenting and unsympathetic world... And when both broke down.. Poignancy was the only place to be..

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Unconquerable

She has broken wings and yet has the spirit to chase the lightning.. for she knows the fire around her can't kill the fire inside her..

She has reached a point from where the sea of poignancy seems much more beautiful than the elusive butterfly of happiness .. for the sea doesn't betray what it establishes.. but the butterfly smudges its "true" colours when captured..

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Drötening

She was to rock hard yet had the heart of a princess... She built a wall around herself.. anyone who wanted to get to the kingdom had to climb the wall.. because she was saving what remained inside.. For when the heart was layed out.. It barely survived..

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All of 'H'im

He says he moved on....

Little did the world knew that seeing her photograph still soothed his heart to the extent words can't capture..

Blocked her number ,

Yet couldn't erase the beautiful moments they shared together.

They both don't talk anymore.. cause she's occupied with her present and he's taken cherishing the resplendent past.

They say he's weird.. or maybe too hard to give a damn..

Ever seen him around her? Probably the epitome of chivalry

Some say he's too cold or maybe too selfish,

But his earnest eyes while he spoke about her, said it all..

He met a lot of girls ; but none of them really stroke him.. cause he laid his heart miles before that, somewhere where time and tide still wait.

He says that she's changed.. probably has.. but that doesn't affect his feelings by a tiny speck ; because love for him was never binding the other person, it was spiritual freedom that set his soul free from the rational reasoning of this practical world.

And still whenever someone asks him about her.. he lives those thousand enthralling memories in a blink... And with a wistful smile.. says , " I moved on"; and his heart skips a beat.

Cause All of Him.. loved All of Her .