( YOUR SKIN DOESN’T FEEL YOURS ANYMORE , not since that event . underneath , there's a ravenous beast dwelling . dive deeper , reach the core . it's rotten , it's tainted , it's shattered ! an undying seal , just as a daily reminder you're not a human being . you've never indentified yourself so anyway , not since the incident . not since your life has turned upside down . trauma , trauma , trauma , trauma , trauma , trauma . . . don't stare at your hands , they're not what they used to be . they're silver , they're corroded , they seek to rip hearts out ! hold your eyes on the ground , keep cowering for good , don't view your wretched body . trauma , trauma , trauma , trauma , trauma , trauma . . . --- your ears , they can perceive the dulcet melody of HIS words . he , who has always had his back . he , his atlas , his light , his salvation . sometimes so naive , sometimes so forgiving , self sacrificing all the time for you . oh , this annoys you ! snap in mild anger freakish boy ! )
❛ WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS !? i don't deserve your pardon , i don't deserve any of your compassion !!! don't you see i could've fucking slaughtered ya' !!!!! why are you so blind , why can't you fucking acknowledge i'm a fucking monster !!! ❜ ( YOUR EYES HAVE HALTED focusing on the wooden surface , now all you have ahead your eyes is HIM . a simple sight , a glance , it's so powerful . the mere memory of your beloved being covered in blood , all bitten , all worn , it wrecks you ! all because of your inability to tame this abomination you must live with for the rest of your miserable life ! why are you shaking , why are you on the edge of a breakdown - nevermind . a tear is already falling down your cheek . and glistening hues , all watery , filled in fear ! shouting has molded into your responsive tone , your mouth is shaddering , your face is collapsing upon a deluge . you just can't lose him , otherwise you'll be lonely again . otherwise the spirit will win you over . lusus naturae , damnatio in aeternum ! )
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