heathens
@ravbaek
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âoh,â the hufflepuff mused as he sets the stick between his lips once more. âi didnât know that you play quidditch â and a seeker for that matter.â itâs only smoke that separates them, only drinks that keep them warm. the more the boy talked, no matter how trivial everything sounded, the more jongdae found himself smiling wider and listening better than he normally would. was it because of the alcohol? he wasnât sure. âyour family ââ his thoughts trail off to a memory he doesnât want to remember; of a house thatâs not a home and a family that he never heard of six years later. the recollection sends unwanted shivers â his eyes closing forcefully and hands gripping a little tighter on his glass. ââsorry.â he comes back to his senses, now immensely embarrassed over getting triggered in-between drinking sessions. âitâs the whiskey. fucking head hurts.â but it doesnât and he finishes his glass in one go.
âyou know, youâre not really boring.â jongdae drags the last bit of his cigarette before crushing the end on the wooden floorboard, his mouth feeling irritatingly dry from the nicotineâs aftertaste. âin fact, you got me a little surprised when you said that you smoke.â he pulls out his pack and offers one to the other. âseems like we have something good in common, after all.â this time, he mimics the otherâs gesture â another glass of whiskey and his back against the same wall so that theyâre not exactly facing each other anymore.
âhmm?â he looks at his glass and swirls the liquid with the flick of his wrist. âwhat do you want to know?â the question didnât need to have any answers, not when jongdae foretold details of his miserable life one by one. âthis is probably common knowledge by now, iâm not even surprised.â the smile became a little crooked, and his eyes were fixed upon his drink. âa boy from a prominent slytherin family â sorted in hufflepuff. a fucking disgrace in the whiole âkimâ family line.â the contents of his glass are diminished by the time silence swept their conversation.
ââbut thatâs alright. iâm over it.â itâs rather astonishing to have jongdae this calm. âlike i said, weâre a little the same. after i graduate, i donât have anywhere else to go. iâm just lost like you.â
but it turns out that he wasnât as calm as he thoughtâthe grip of his hand caused his glass to break. the tension was all over the place, âfuck.â his hand is blooming crimson and it hurts so fucking bad. âthere should be a couple of bandages left on top of the cupboard.â jongdae winces as he tries to tend to his injury. âfucking hate it when this happens.â














