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last updated: 24 May. 2023

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Time for me to be indulgent and malicious and target you specifically ehehheheheh

How about a wooyoung drabble with lots of impreg kink, breeding kink, like the whole nine yards. I want to see this man fill reader up all full iykwim

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FINALLY- finally got to this *eye twitch* had a bit of a mind fart trying to figure out what to write at first but,, oh boy. I'm a little unsure about the dialogue tbh but my brain is not braining anymore and I kinda just wanna get this out already T-T... (pls consider this your birthday present if i don't get around to writing you a fic on time mwah) happy reading!!!~

pairing: jung wooyoung x afab!reader

w.c.: 1.3k

tags: smut, unprotected sex (👎), breeding/impreg kink, creampie kink, hints of cockwarming, use of nicknames/pet names, VERY possessive woo, he just wants you to be his forever ><

nsfw under cut—minors dni!

You knew something was off. The minute Wooyoung strolled into the kitchen with purposeful strides, bare feet padding across the floorboards and stopping behind you, veiny arms wrapping around your middle to inhale his own scent off the shirt draped over your figure. He peppered open-mouthed kisses along the side of your face, down to your neck and jaw, tucking himself close to your body until his chest was flush to your back. Nuzzling his nose into your shoulder, he brushed away the remnants of his dream, thoughts about waking up to an empty bed, a home barren of your presence, sending a shiver down his spine.

The silence was off-putting, clear droplets hanging on to Wooyoung’s eyelashes when you craned your neck to peek at him, “Woo? Darling, what’s wrong?”

“Mine,” he muttered, eyes fixed on yours, pupils quivering while he bent you over the counter, one hand turning the stove off while the other slid up your spine, bunching his shirt around your waist. “You're not leaving me... are you?”

Still looking back at him, your eyes softened at the vulnerability breaking his voice, “Never, my love. ”

You allowed him to manhandle you, biting down on your bottom lip in anticipation as he rid you of your panties, feeling him stand back to watch them fall to your feet, relief easing the crushing weight off his chest at your words. The tension in his stance gradually dissolving, he ran his fingertips through your folds, teasing one of his digits around your hole—still soft and stretched-out from last night, heaving chests and pretty whimpers still fresh in his mind.

You could see lingering traces of insecurity clouding his unfocused eyes while they took in the way your pussy swallowed his fingers with ease, relaxing your upper body onto the cold marble while he made sure your cunt was still moulded to his shape. “I promise, Woo. I’m all yours.”

He snapped his head up, reaching for your hand and plastering himself to your back in the process, tangling your fingers until the metal encircling them clacked against each other—wedding bands reflecting the morning light. You weren’t sure when he’d rid himself of his bottoms, or when he’d pulled his digits out of you, but his cock was now pushing past your entrance, and you couldn’t seem to care anymore.

“Mine,” his palm landed on your ass, grabbing a handful of the flesh as he bottomed out, “all mine.” One hand in yours, the other obsessing over your backside, Wooyoung drove his cock into you with desperation you’d rarely seen pour out of him. “’Gonna fuck you dumb.”

“Woo-”

“Gonna make sure everyone knows that too,” he tucked his head into the crook of your neck, “have your husband’s cum dripping out of your pretty pussy. Fuck, please, can I stuff my baby full?”

You shivered under him, reaching back to cup his hip, “Show them I’m yours, Woo, ‘wanna be so full of you.”

“Oh, darling, ‘gonna give you everything I have,” his fingers tightened around your skin, spitting out broken moans every time you squeezed around his base, your cunt begging him not to go, “until you’re all pretty and swollen with my babies.”

Growling into your clothed shoulder, he slid his hand over the slope of your ass and up your spine, pounding his cock into you with fervor, your balance wavering as he jerked your body forward with every forceful thrust. With your fingers still locked together, he brought them down to your other hip, holding you still while he used your cunt as a cocksleeve, but his lips remained gentle, peppering tender kisses over the exposed skin of your name, smiling against the goosebumps raised at the gesture.

“Close,” you mumbled, drool pooling over the countertop as Wooyoung’s cockhead continuously grazed over your g-spot, and you no longer had the energy to look back at him. “Please, ‘m so close.”

You missed the way his face contorted—eyes lidded and brimming with lust, skin tinted with a pretty shade of pink while he drew shallow breaths into his lungs. He throbbed within you at the way your cunt stretched open to allow him access, cock buried deep within your walls with beads of precum blended with your arousal seeping out of you every time he pushed back inside. You squirmed under him, and he could feel you pulsing around him with the dire need to be touched, your clit demanding attention while he split you open on his cock.

“You can do it, baby,” he clicked his tongue at the frantic shake of your head. “You know you can. You’ve done it before, remember? Youngie fucked you so good you squirted all over his cock.”

“Please, I-”

“Shhh,” he folded himself over you, pressing his lips to your nape, the hand on your back now clutching the edge of the counter. “You can do it.”

His hips picked up their pace, hammering into you in deep thrusts, as though he couldn’t bear not being sheathed within your tight heat. That, paired with the stunted moans flowing into your ears, had black dots dancing around in your blurred vision, thighs trembling as you attempted to hold yourself up while tumbling over the edge. Broken repetitions of his name rolled off your tongue, fingers tightening around his while he fucked you through it, a possessive arm now snug around your waist to take some of the weight off your legs.

“So fucking good for me,” he planted kisses over your sweat-covered skin, exhaling hot air from his nose while his chest heaved over your back, “here it comes, sweetheart.”

Standing still, his hips flush to yours as he fed you every last inch of his cock, Wooyoung painted your walls in burning ropes of white, languidly grinding his length impossibly deeper to fuck his seed into your womb. You spasmed with every brush against your g-spot, your cheek smushed onto the warmed marble while you took Wooyoung’s cum, leaving him to ride out his orgasm at his own pace, using your body yet treading his fingers over its slopes in awe. Soft grunts reverberated in his throat, his forehead pressed to your shoulder blade as he milked out the last of his load, raising his head to hook his chin over your shoulder. His cock remained encased within your fluttering, drenched walls, a line of milky liquid seeping past the stretched rim and down your inner thighs.

He studied your face as though it was his first time laying eyes on you, eyes dancing over the tranquillity cast over your features, drool glimmering on the countertop, your tongue peeking out to moisten the cracks decorating the plush of your lips. He leaned forward—groaning when you squeezed around his softening length—to press a kiss to your jaw, nuzzling his nose into the warmed skin while he dug his fingers into your lower back, easing the tension he’d caused.

You stared back at him, hoping the insecurity and fear he’d woke up drowning in had been erased, gone with no trace. You hoped that your words, your presence, and a cunt full of his cum were enough reassurance that a long life with Wooyoung was all you wanted. Just as you were about to speak, the scorched odour of pancakes that’d been sitting on a hot pan for too long reached your nostrils, grimacing while slowly turning your head to face Wooyoung properly, narrowing your eyes at him while he looked to the side in faux innocence.

“You really couldn’t wait until I was done with breakfast?”

Glancing at the nearly-empty bowl of batter, followed by the charred bottom of the pancake peeking back at him from the pan, a coy smile curled the corners of his lips, moving his attention back at you as he tucked himself closer to your drained form.

“I figured those pancakes could use a little cream.”

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in our world || j.wy

synopsis: yn is tired of everything, and one person can make her feel okay. 

nextdoorneighbor!wooyoung x student fem reader [third pov]

contains: childhood friends to strangers to friends to lover, mention of ed, depression, health issues, broken home, unrealistic expectations, just really sad, fluff, comfort for reader. 

[See authors note at the end for notice]

The semester was exhausting; exams after exams, labs after labs. Not to mention the stress for academic success for y/n’s parents. “College will be easier” “you’ll have more freedom!” “You won’t have to stress about classes, you choose them.” all the things people say about college, yet never warn what comes with it. Never choose a 9 am class unless you don’t want to sleep, stress will always be there, you have to have a certain gpa to get into certain majors. Not to mention that if your scholarship doesn’t cover everything, book prices will be the death of you, and student debt..don’t get started on those. Those will follow you until you finish whatever you’re majoring in or if you drop out. 

Y/n was part of the medical field major, choosing it as a way to be helpful around the world and be able to take care of her parents, but here she is, in her dorm room, crying over grades and how life is turning out. “Can’t you take a break?” y/n’s best friend friend, Ningning, asked, a pout on her lips. Y/n shook her head and lift up her head from her desk, “Sorry Ning…I have to finish this essay. It’s the final project for Dr. Han’s class.” “You’re always working!” Ningning cried out, but understood what y/n was going through, “just make sure to eat and drink water. Please?” she practically begged her best friend. Y/n nodded, not wanting to promise something she knew she won’t be able to keep. Ningning sighed and left the dormitory with her other friends. Y/n was determined to finish the essay, and since this was her last assignment of the semester, she sat up and cracked her aching back, starting on the eight page essay that was assigned.

Several hours later

Y/n finally finished her essay, although it wasn’t the best she could have done, but she was tired. Tired wasn’t the right word, it was more burn out, she didn’t have any more motivations to try harder in her classes. But now that she was finished, she could finally eat and pack. Students had three days to pack before the campus shuts down for the summer, so there was much to do. Pushing her chair out of the desk, feeling light headed and semi dizzy, she headed towards her shared kitchen with her roomates. The fridge didn’t have much, some apple juice and slices of cheese, leftover salads and some of Ningning’s leftover burgers from her party. Y/n sighed and took one of the leftover burgers and went to heat it up in the microwave, grabbing a glass to drink some water. The day flew by fast as she was busy writing, and by the time she sat down, Ningning walked through the door with a small smile. “Hey Y’n! Glad to see you out of the room, do you want some?” Ningning asked, bringing a bag of store bought snacks. Y/n stomach growled with hunger seeing it, but she refused. “No thanks Ning. I’m eating one of the leftover hamburgers from your party. I’m on that diet before seeing my family remember?” “Ah..right..sorry.” Ning whispered, sitting down next to her best friend. “Would you be alright by yourself?” Ning asked. “I’ll work through it, don’t worry.” Y/n smiled sadly, Ningning has been her best friend for years, so she knew how Y/n’s family was. The expectations they pushed their daughter on was unhealthy, but what can Ningning do when y/n was raised to be a certain way and not be able to speak her own mind? “Well..you know you can always call me and I’ll drive those god forsaken 5 hours back and forth for you.” She smiled at her best friend. Y/n chuckled at her best friend and hugged her, “thank you.” she simple whispered. Ning just hugged her back and gave her a squeeze. “Let’s get packed then.” 

Ningning helped Y/n pack her things and suddenly it was the morning of the next day to where they needed to separate ways to go back to their families or whatever vacation they had planned for summer. “Thanks for the help Ning~ get back home safe, and enjoy your trip to Thailand!” Y/n cheered happily, Ning gave her a smile and hugged y/n again, “thanks y/n! I’ll send you pictures, text me when you get home ok? And don’t forget to drink water and eat on the drive home!”Y/n nodded her head and giggled. Watching Ningning get into her car and drive off, Y/n did the same. The anxiety once again rising inside her as she was by herself again. 

The drive back home wasn’t horrible. It was more of the fact she had to face her family again and stay with them for the couple months that her parents forced her to stay due to activities they “needed” to do together. An hour (more or less)  was left until she reached her destination, her anxiety rising again, feeling the sweat form on her hands gripping the wheels. “Do I look okay?” “Will they talk about my weight again?” “Are they going to ask for my grades?” “Do I have to do things around the house again?” many thoughts and insecurities coming back, it made her afraid, she never really did like going back home, and yet she went back every year. Something was wrong with her. 

Looking away from the road as it was a long stretch of just highways, she looked at her gas meter. It was halfway, but better safe than sorry, she decided to go towards an exit for gas. Luckily where she use to live was a market that had gat on its property, kinda like a costco in some ways. Pulling into a free space, she turned off her car and got out, locking her doors and walking into the market. Browsing for small snacks that won’t make her feel bloat, she ran into a much rather taller build. “Oh I’m so sorry.” she replied, looking up at who she bumped into. “Y/n?” the stranger asked, y/n tilted her head, “yes? Who are you?” she questioned. “Oh my god! I haven’t seen you since I moved, it’s me Wooyoung!” He cheered, happily hugging Y/n. It took her a few seconds to realize why the name sounded so familiar, “Oh my god, Woo..” she said, shocked, but happy. “Are you visiting home?” he questioned, Y/n nodded, not wanting to say much, after all she finally saw one of her childhood friends again after a while. “Same here, just finished my semester at University. What are you majoring?” “Ah..I’m doing medical.” “Smart girl” Wooyoung giggled, making Y/n’s heart skip a beat, “I’m majoring in music, dancing to be specific, but you know my vocals are top notch as well.” This caused y/n to laugh quietly, she forgot how cheery Wooyoung was, it made her feel like a kid again. Oh how she wish she can go back to being a kid, with no worries, a better life.. “Y/n?” Wooyoung asked, waving his hand front of her face, “sorry?” she mumbled. “I was asking if I can visit you later, can I have your number again?” Wooyoung asked, his face turning into a worried look as he never seen his childhood friend space out so much. “Oh..oh yeah of course! Sorry.” Y/n said scrambling to give her number to Wooyoung. Y/n looked at the time and slightly gasped at how late it was getting, her parents were going to kill her. “Sorry Wooyoung, I gotta go. Text me later ok?” She said dropping the snacks she picked up and running to the cashier to ask for gas. Wooyoung didn’t get to say goodbye as she was already out of the store and pulling out of the market parking lot. He looked down at the snacks she had in her basket and frowned. He picked up the basket and took it to the cashier, buying the snacks she didn’t get. 

Y/n was scared, She was late. Her parents always yelled at her when she didn’t do anything correctly. She felt like she was 12 years old again, getting scolded for hurting herself on the pavement instead of being reassured. Y/n eyes getting hazy by the second, tears threatening to come out. When her GPS announced she reached the destination, she wanted to turn around and leave, but she knew she couldn’t. She parked her car and prepared herself for whatever her parents had to say, so as she walked up and shakily knocked on the door, it was quickly opened by her mother. “You’re late.” she simple said, deadpan eyes. “Y-Yes I know, I’m sorry. I was getting gas-” “I don’t want to hear it. Dinner already started, go ahead and put your things away and get whatever is left.” her mother said walking away. Y/n just huffed and carried her suitcase up the stairs, avoiding seeing anyone else until she had to go into the dining room. “Oh you’re here.” Y/n’s brother said, getting up from his seat and leaving the room. “You can clean up my plate, thanks.” Y/n wanted to roll her eyes, “still a brat.” and turned her attention to the table. “Your sister won’t be here, she’s busy.” Her mom said, getting up from her seat. Y/n’s dad grumbled, “there’s a few leftovers. Don’t eat too much, you’re fat as ii is.” he commented before leaving as well. 

Less than 5 minutes and she was already pushed around and degraded, she was so tired of it. Y/n just nodded and cleaned whatever mess they made, having no energy to argue with her own parents. Going to her parents saying she wasn’t hungry anymore (she lied), she told them she’ll be in her room. They gave no attention, just a okay and went back to watching their more important tv shows. As she went into her old room, she collapsed onto her bed, just tired and wished time moved faster. She didn’t want to be here. She sat up, seeing the night sky and stars, the moon was pretty. She decided to get up and open her window, carefully climbing out to walk to the rooftop. As she sat there, she watched the sky and listened to the night life, the moon shining so beautifully. She wondered what it would feel like to become the air, or the stars. To not be on the planet as a human, but as something else. 

A bag being placed next to her startled her, making her jump. She looked and saw Wooyoung holding a goofy grin on his face. “How did you get up here?” She questioned. “We’re neighbors, i know how to climb ladders.’he joked, Y/n gave him a small smile and looked at the bag he brought, “oh you left these.” He smiled, pulling out the snacks she dropped. Her smile faded, “ah you didn’t have to waste your money on me. I’m sorry. How much was it?” Y/n rambled on, “Y/n. It’s okay, I bought it for you, don’t worry.” Wooyoung said, kinda sad as to why his friend was acting like this. She use to love eating the snacks in the bags, he remembers her clearly “begging” him to get her some of the chips she likes. But now as he stares at her, she looked like she was afraid of the food. 

“Is everything okay y/n?” he whispered, sitting closer to her. Y/n bit her lip, on one hand, she wanted to tell someone what she was thinking, feeling, and let it all out, but on the other hand, she didn’t want to be a bother, use someone for her own use. But the look Wooyoung gave her, full of worry, it made her heart ping with hurt. Something about his aura made her feel safe and okay to express what she kept to herself for the past years of her youth. So, she decided to answer truthfully.

“No..” y/n mumbled, before Wooyoung could ask what was wrong, y/n continued what she wanted to say. “Wooyoung, I’m so tired of living. It’s so hard. I keep failing my parents, they make me feel like I’m such a burden all the time, I’m not successful like my sister or brother, university is just so hard. I barely have friends, I mainly have Ningning, but that’s it. Every time I think something positive about myself, I have nothing. I’m ugly, I’m fat. I’m not smart, I can’t even lose weight by dieting, I keep gaining and gaining, even if i eat and throw up, nothing helps, I can’t even make the people around me happy; I just make everyone worry and for what? I just want to be perfect, but I can’t and it’s killing me.” Y/n let out, not everything being mentioned, but enough to make herself feel better. “I’m just so tired of living and not being acknowledge. I mean I’m working so hard, but why can’t anyone else see it?” she cried softly, tears flowing onto her cheeks. She hasn’t vent to someone like this before, not even Ningning, because she didn’t want to be a bother to anyone, and here she is, dumping it onto Wooyoung. 

Wooyoung was silent, and all y/n can think about how bad she messed up everything. What she didn’t expect was Wooyoung to hug her tightly. He didn’t say anything, because he knew sometimes listening was better than saying anything. Y/n cried into his chest, his shirt being sightly damped but he didn’t care. He was worried for his friend, and he felt like he needed to protect her and tell her that she wasn’t ugly, nor fat. That she grew into a beautiful woman and he fell in love with again. “I know what I say won’t stick, but you’re amazing, smart, beautiful and perfect in your own ways. Don’t be someone else because other people demand you to be.” He whispers. The two of them stayed in the moon lit night together until the sun was coming up. 

The cycle repeated each day until it became part of their routine. The two stayed by each others side for the couple months that were there, and now they had one month left. One month left to be with each other, one month left with y/n’s toxic family. Y/n wanted the time to go by, but at the same time, not really. Wooyoung’s company has helped her in so many ways. When her family degraded her and forced her to basically starve, Wooyoung would text and come over in the middle of the night to give her small meals he made, knowing that big amounts still scared her, but she was slowly recovering. She started to find happiness in small things again, like walking around in the park, meeting other dogs and cats on the street and petting them. It was unbelievable to Ningning when she called Y/n to ask her what day and time she would be arriving back to the campus. “You’ve changed so much.” Ningning smiled through the facetime call, “Who do I need to thank for this?” Ning laughed, before y/n could answer, Wooyoung took her phone and smiled, “Me. You need to be thanking me.” he laughed. Ningning laughed and joked around. “Well thank you handsome sir, make sure she gets back to campus safely!” Y/n blushed at Ning’s comment and told her to hand up as a joke. The three talked until Ningning had to go, so it was the two of them again watching the sunset on the rooftop.

“I enjoyed your company. You made it bearable.” Y/n whispered, sad that the time to leave was coming closer. Wooyoung nudged her on the shoulder and smiled at her sadly, “Hey no worries, you’ll still have me by your side.” He grinned. Y/n nodded but she knew the truth, she would be alone again because once she goes back to the campus, she’ll be in a hole of just study , study, study, and work, work, work. Wooyoung pulled Y/n into a hug, his face snuggled into her neck. 

“Spending the last couple months had me thinking..” he whispered. He moved his face in front of Y/n so they had eye-to-eye contact. He used a finger to lift her chin and cupped her cheeks, “Had me thinking about us. About you. My sweet darling, my princess y/n. The last few months with you have been incredible, and I have seen the changes you’ve made on your own. You’re strong and I believe in you. You’re going to succeed in your classes, you’re going to make yourself proud. If your family doesn’t see how intelligent you are, and how much you have been trying, excuse my language, but fuck them. And I know recovering is hard, but keep going, for me, for Ningning, for yourself okay? Your body is perfect the way it is, you’re not fat, and you’re not skinny either, you're you, the perfect weight that you were created for. I love you for who you are, and I’m forever proud of you.” He spoke, his words hitting Y/n’s heart, his words comforting her because no one has spoke to her in some way. 

Y/n teared up and hugged Wooyoung tightly, “Thank you Wooyoung, I truly appreciate it. You mean so much to me, and I know we reconnected for only a few months, but you make me feel so safe. I love you so much.” “And I love you too my princess.” he softly smiled, giving y/n a small kiss on her lips. It was just the two of them in their own world, with the comfort of each other.

authors note - hey everyone, long time no see. it's admin stacy, i haven't written in a long time, and I have not been in a good place mentally, I won't go into details on what I've been going through, but I guess I wrote this for some comfort since I don't receive the words that y/n gets in this story. But I just want to say, thank you for reading, and if you're struggling, just know it's okay. everyone's pace is different, and you're trying your hardest. Me and every idol group you love are so proud of you. Please take care of yourself, I love you

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Dreamers - P.SH

⇴ pairing: incubus!park seonghwa x f!reader

⇴ genre: horror, smut

⇴ words: 1.8k

⇴ warnings: somewhat scary content, unprotected sex, stalking, dubious consent, oral sex, little nipple play

⇴ a/n: please reblog!! this app runs on reblogs, not likes. don’t forget to check out my masterlist!

⇴ tags: @hyuckilstan @star1117-archives @whatudowhennooneseesyou @jwnghyuns

You were walking down your hallway, down to your bedroom. The creaking of the floorboards filled your ears. The power was out, because as soon as you tried to flip the hallway light on, nothing happened. It was complete silence.

You continued to your room before reaching for the handle. Everything was in slow motion. Slowly, you turned the handle, trying not to make any noise. Your breathing was heavy, chest pounding. The door cracked open, moonlight lighting up the room slightly. You could see a little. Everything seemed normal, nothing out of place.

You stepped into the cold room, eyes searching for something out of the ordinary. Your feet slowly carried you into the room, making sure to be cautious. There was an eerie feeling. Something isn’t right.

“Hello?”, you whispered out, hoping there won’t be an answer. And there wasn’t. The silence was deafening.

You walk forward, quickly, and jump into your bed. Your hands immediately pull the blanket up, and over your, acting as some sort of protection. Not that it helps. Not that it makes you feel any safer. Why can’t the light work?

Suddenly, you heard a creak from under your bed. It was quiet, but audible. Your heartbeat quickened, fright radiating all over your body. “Hello?”, you asked, louder than the last time. Still nothing. There was another creak from under you, this time louder as well.

Something took over you, a bit of bravery, that made you crawl over to the side of your bed. You turned onto your stomach and hung your head over the side. You peered into the darkness under your bed and waited. Silence sat heavy over the room.

You whispered a soft, “Hello?”, one more time, still hoping for no answer so you can go to bed. But as you lay there for a moment, there’s a little shuffle from under there, and then you hear it, loud and clear…

“Boo”

You shot up from the bed, neck straining to get away from the deep and frightening sound. Fear takes over as you scramble out of the sheets, off the bed, and to the door. The shuffling gets louder as you rip the door open and run down the hallway. Whatever that thing was, you couldn’t hear it coming, but you kept running anyway.

When you got to the end of the hallway, right before your front door, you tripped, falling face first onto the floor. You quickly looked up to see a dark and tall figure looming over you. The sickening smirk on his dark face made your stomach drop. You couldn’t move. You could barely breathe. At that moment, you didn’t know what to do.

Suddenly the lights to the hallway turned on, due to the power coming back. But it was gone.

You shot up from your bed, the light shining through the curtains. Sweat pools over your chest, face and hands. That had to be the scariest nightmare ever. You decided to get up and make some coffee, hoping the memory of the dream would go away soon.

You went about your Saturday as normal, making some breakfast, watching the news before getting started on your English paper. It was a research paper on climate change, something that could easily be accomplished within the next few days.

To be honest, you couldn’t get the memory of its smirk out of your mind. Its face was hidden behind the shadows, so there was nothing to go on other than its joyous appearance. Just thinking about it made you shiver in fear. It was like your worst fears were brought to life. It’s like the creature was feeding off your fear.

By the time it was bedtime, you were quite worried about tonight’s dreams. You can’t have the same dream two nights in a row, right? You giggle, shaking your head at how silly the thought was. You did some skincare, washed up and put on a silky nightgown for bed. You got the feeling you were being watched, but shook it off as just jitters.

You shut the light off and jumped into bed, trying your hardest to act like everything is normal. It was just a dream, you told yourself over and over again. You got comfortable before drifting off to sleep. But it lasted for a good twenty minutes.

You woke up to a slight tickle on your arm. You scratched at it, thinking it was just the sheets rubbing you. But within seconds you felt it again, on your leg this time. Your eyes drift open from your deep sleep, only to see it. The large creature looming over you once again. You feel the strong urge to scream but nothing comes out. Once again, you can’t say or do anything. Your eyes were wide, heartbeat pounding in your chest.

This time you could see it better. You could see him better. It was a man, tall and extremely pale. You would consider him to be quite beautiful if not for the constant evil smirk. His hand came up to your face, making you flinch with how freezing cold they were.

You eyes traveled down his body, quickly finding out that he had no shirt on. His bare chest exposed to you, practically making you drool on sight. No, you thought to yourself, he’s a stranger in your room. But something told you he wasn’t just a stranger. You could tell he wasn’t even human. Something about his aura gave it away, he felt unreal. Like a fever dream.

His hand traveled lightly up your arm, making you fight off a shiver. The feeling made you want to squirm, maybe in fear, maybe in lust. You couldn’t tell. Something about him was so alluring. The way he stared into your eyes, making you want him for some strange reason. His hand stopped once it reached the thin strap of your sheer nightgown.

“Can I remove this?”, his deep voice fills your ears through the quiet night. You can’t help but nod your head, silently begging for more. He lifts up the strap before letting go, making it slap against your skin. You flinch at the feeling. You lift your arms as his hands come down to lift the gown over your head. Your breasts were now exposed, moonlight shining right on them. Part of you wanted to cover up, but the bigger part wanted him to see.

His smirk grew wider at the sight, before sitting down on the bed next to you. He pushed you back onto the sheets, you complying without a single thought. You’d think there would be so much running through your mind, but nothing. Your mind was blank. It’s like you were possessed, but honestly you didn’t care. You just let him do what he wanted to do.

His lips came down to your breasts, wrapping around your left nipple. The sensation left you moaning immediately, hand coming up to grab his light brown hair. His right hand came up to roughly grab your other breast, fingers swirling around the bud. His lips felt amazing, sucking and licking, making you more and more needy.

He trailed kisses down your stomach, to your navel, before stopping in front of your panties. He didn’t need to ask permission, knowing he already had you wrapped around his finger. He yanked them down roughly and stuffing them into his pants pocket.

“Sir, please”, you begged, hoping he would get the message. He just stared at your leaking cunt for a good second, before looking up at you. “Call me Seonghwa, babygirl”, he demanded before diving right in. His tongue swirling around your bud and face practically in your pussy. You couldn’t help but moan his name.

You’ve never been able to cum so fast in your life, only taking a solid minute before your juices come pouring out. He laps that up too, before the sensitivity kicks in and you’re pushing him away. But he’s not done with you yet. He pulls off his pants, his large, angry cock springing out. You weren’t surprised to say the least. If this man was that good with his tongue, he must’ve been packing down there.

You could tell he was confident in himself, making sure to let you stare at it, before crawling back on the bed. His broad shoulders covered yours completely, a small detail you noticed right before he slammed his dick inside you. It stung a little, but was quickly replaced by pleasure. Seonghwa knew exactly what he was doing, and how to do it.

You couldn’t help but reach your hands around to his back, holding on tight. With every slap of skin, your finger nails dug deeper into his skin. His grunting got much louder, pain and pleasure mixing throughout his body. He didn’t slow down though, managing to keep a punishing pace. It’s like stamina wasn’t a problem for him, repeatedly slamming into you.

You loved it though, eyes rolling back into your head with every thrust, his cock reaching places no toy of yours could ever reach. You could tell he was getting closer, but before you could even reach down to get yourself there, he did it for you. His fingers rubbing in tight circles around you clit building up your orgasm at an alarming rate. It wasn’t long before you came, eyes shutting tightly closed.

The feeling of his cum shooting deep inside you didn’t bother you, almost feeling like he was claiming you. Though you know that is too good to be true. You lie there for a few minutes, panting, before your breathing turns smooth. You soon drift off to sleep, not even thinking about the man who just fucked you so good.

By the time you wake up, looking over to your clock, it’s about 7 am. You sit up, thinking about the night before, until you realize your clothes are on. Did he dress you? Then you realize there’s nothing out of the ordinary. You rip your blanket off of you, checking the sheets for cum stains. Nothing. Not a single trace of the man or the mind-blowing sex you swear he gave you.

Then you remember the dream you had, of the person under your bed. You take a look under there, inspecting every inch, before realizing nothing is there. Was it a dream? A figure of your imagination? You’re not sure. Everything felt so real. You even reached down to check yourself, but you were dry as a bone. You can’t help but sigh in frustration. It was so real. It couldn’t have been a dream.

You take a deep breath, before starting the new day. A small chuckle fills your ears, but you don’t think anything of it, probably just a neighbor. The man, or rather, thing, watched you from above. Little did you know that the thing that haunted your dreams would be back soon enough. Next time though, he would want more than just sex. He wanted blood.

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[joongwooclub]

Someone's Jealous ~ K. HJ.

synopsis: you're dating kim hongjoong from ateez, everything was fine until a small little comment was made.

warnings: smut, degradation, arguments, cussing, foul language, voyeurism

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“Yunho, please leave me alone. I have a headache and I don’t feel well”, you said while laying on the couch backstage. You were chilling backstage with the members and your boyfriend, Hongjoong. You have been dating Hongjoong for about four years so you have known Ateez for some time but you were never close with Yunho. You dont know why but it was always a thing to where you would hang out with all of the other members besides Yunho. You decided to change that when Guerrilla promotions came around to where you started to hang out with Yunho more and more just to get to know him more. But now, its the worst time for Yunho to try to bother you.

Hongjoong wanted to play a “game” with you, so you had a bluetooth vibrator inside you while he had the remote, controlling it whenever he chooses. You had at least been with them all day with it inside you and had been denied your release at least four times. You were getting tired and exhausted from the pleasure leaving your body and coming back every time Hongjoong wanted to turn off and on the vibrator and you just wanted to cum at least one good time. The only ones who were the room with you now is only Hongjoong and Yunho due to the boys getting ready and socializing with other idols that are doing their promotions. Hongjoong saw Yunho bothering you and was slowly getting jealous that Yunho was hanging around you this whole time. He has been jealous of you hanging out with Yunho and the fact Yunho has been close with you has been infuriating. He knows how some of members think of you, but Yunho probably has the dirtiest mind when it comes to you, but Yunho knows not say anything……well, almost knows.

He never said anything to you about it but, you know Hongjoong long enough to know that he was jealous. Yunho finally caught on that you were not in the mood to be bothered by him and turned around to walk out the room to get ready for the next stage when he notice something in Hongjoong’s hand. Something small but a bright red, color resembling a remote. Yunho put two and two together and realized what Hongjoong was doing to you. “Hyung”, Yunho said getting Hongjoong’s attention. “Lets get ready to go”. Hongjoong nodded his way and walked over to you, kissed your forehead and walked out of the room. As both of them leave the room, Hongjoong finally turned off the vibrator right when it was harder to hold back the moans that were gonna coming from the back of your throat.

After letting out a breath that you did not know that you were holding in, you were finally let your body calm down from the pleasure that was rushing through it. You were able to stand up without wobbling of course as you walk to the side of the stage to watch the boys perform. Well…. more so watching Hongjoong, just in a trance due to his stage presence and watching his facial expressions. You can see why Atinys put him with Sannie and Hwa in demon line, because of the many reasons you have fallen for that man was that. His energy and the passion he has on stage every time he steps on it drives you crazy. It put a bundle of nerves in your stomach when he makes eye contact with you and smirks at you while perform as you rub your thighs to apply some pressure to your heat.

Time Skip

After the performance, everyone headed backstage and started to clean everything up so they could go back to the dorms and enjoy the rest of the day off. You were helping put their makeup and outfits up with the makeup artists and wardrobe people until you started to hear shouting and yelling down the hall. You immediately dropped everything to see what the hell was happening. At first, you thought it could have Woosan picking a fight with each other, but when you got to everyone, it was Hongjoong and Yunho beating on each other like animals. Despite Hongjoong’s size compared to Yunho, Hongjoong was able to pin down the larger male on the ground and continuous throwing punches. “stop Joongie”, you yelled. While the members were pulling Hongjoong off of Yunho, it was like a switch in his brain as soon as he heard your voice. It was like it brought him back to reality. As soon as he snapped out of whatever trance he was in, he was able to push the boys off of him and ran up to you. He immediately hugged you and dragged you away outside to one of their vans and asked the driver to take you guys to your apartment. Usually Hongjoong would stay at your apartment since you guys cant live together due to the boys need to be together for schedules and such. The driver nodded and then asked, “wait what about the other members, Mr. Kim?” “They have the other two vans. They have a way of getting home, now please drive.” You have never seen Hongjoong like this before. You have seen him agitated when it comes to work or even him being mad at a company when comes to performances or even awards, but never with his members especially beating them to a damn pulp. You guys have finally got to your apartment, thanked the driver and walked to your front door with Hongjoong covering his face with a mask and hat due to wanting to hide his face from any photos that might be taken without his permission.

As soon as you guys got in your apartment, you immediately pulled Hongjoong into the nearest bathroom and had him sit down on the stool while you grabbed a first aid kit and started to bandage his knuckles and started to clean his bloody lip. “Hiss”, Hongjoong said after you take a small cotton swab with hydrogen peroxide. “Sorry love, now will you explain to your girlfriend why the fuck you were beating the shit out of Yunho? Like what the fuck did he do to deserve it?” Hongjoong looked at you with a little anger behind his eyes. “baby can you please tell me what is going on”, you said wrapping his fingers. “So Yunho made a comment and I did not like the way he said nor the comment itself, so I slightly got mad and well you saw what happened”, he said in a low tone. Your curiosity got the better of you as the next question slipped from your lips. “What was Yunho’s comment”? Immediately Hongjoong’s aura changed to a calm one to where he was tensed and you could see it right when it changed, right down to the look in his eye. You were about to tell him to not tell you then he sighed and spoke. “He said that he saw me with the vibrator remote and was wondering if he could join in. I said no calmly but, then that motherfucker turned and said “aww I’m upset now, I know she would have looked so pretty trembling on my dick.” After that, I fucking lost it”. Your face was in utter shocked when you heard this. You had never thought that Yunho or just any of the other members would have thought of you like that or even tell Hongjoong about it. You finished bandaging his knuckles and putting a little ointment on his lip before kissing him on the cheek. You could see his body relax after your action, just confirming something small to him. “Love, you know I don’t look at the members that way and I just shocked that he would say something like that”, you said holding both of his hands in yours and just gently rubbing the back of his hands. “I know baby, its just the fact he has been looking at you like that, when you belong to me. That’s why I got so fucking mad. You belong to me and them thinking they could fuck that pretty pussy of yours makes me shake in anger. No one can touch you the way I do. No one can kiss you the way I do and no one can claim you the way I do”, he said this while getting off the stool he was sitting on, slowly walking and pinning you between the wall and himself.

“Joongie”, you said whining, thinking about what he just said and let your body indulge in the warmness that was spreading due to his words and how he’s looking at you. The look he has is a lustful one but, almost a devilish look, similar to the one he has on stage when he performs. “Fuck baby, you have had me horny all fucking day. Knowing you had been holding back with that vibrator and then with Yunho’s comment. Just makes me want to mark you up and show them that you only are mine and they can’t fucking touch you”. Hongjoong immediately pushes you against the wall and starts to kiss you. The taste of strawberries was from some candy he had in the van on the way here on his lips made you feel weak in your knees where you started to moan softly. “Jump baby”, he whispered in your ear as he picked you and wrapped your legs around his waist. He moved from your lips and started to lightly kiss your neck as you moan his name, wanting more in this moment. “See they can’t hear your pretty little moans but, I might let them hear you scream my name, knowing that its only me that can make you feel this way”, he said kissing my neck and collarbone. He stopped kissing you and looked at you dead in your eyes. His smile that appeared on his face made fall more in love with him as he kissed you more one time on the lips before carry you into your bedroom and softly placing you on the bed. “Now lets take care of my babygirl since we couldn’t do anything earlier”, he said hovering over you and smirking.

He started to strip you out your top as he kissed your chest and all over your collarbone. “Daddy…”, you started to whine louder, craving him more and more to where you were slightly grinding on him. “Slow down babygirl. I still wanna have a little fun”, he said smirking, taking off your bra and throwing it somewhere in the room. All you feel is Joongie start to suck on your nipple on one of your breast while massaging the other. He is slowly realizing that you are getting louder while he was sucking. You could feel his hands glide over your body where he stopped at the band of your shorts. “Please daddy, I needed you all day and I want you so bad”, you said whining and begging him. “Ok babygirl, let me give what you want since you have a good little girl today”. He kissed your lips again before taking off his own shirt and his pants while licking his lips. “Babygirl, you just keep looking better and more sexier”, he said with a smirk on his face, crawling over you and slowly sliding down your shorts and underwear to the floor. He pulled you closer, kissed your lips one moe time before moving down between your legs. “Now hold still princess so I can enjoy my meal”. He immediately started to kiss the inside of your thigh and slowly stated to licked your clit. “Ahh please”, you started to beg more for Hongjoong to go faster. You could feel him smirk and started to suck faster and slowly push one of his fingers, then another finger inside of you. You moaned louder as you enjoyed the feeling of his fingers hitting your g-spot. “fuck daddy im… gonna….”, you said not letting the words come to you as your brain not letting you thinking about anything besides how Hongjoong’s fingers feel in you and his mouth and tongue on your clit. “Go on baby, cum on my fingers for me”. As soon as he said that, you feel a wave of pleasure shot through your body as you moan his name as loud as possible. He looks at you and smirking, guiding the two fingers that were in you into your mouth as you suck them. “See baby, now you know how good you taste”.

A thought snuck into Hongjoong’s mind as he reached over you and grab his phone. “Daddy what are……..”? “Watch and see baby”. He started to smirk as he clicked something on his phone before you heard the facetime ringtone dial from the device. He smiled and put his finger to his lips in a shushing move to tell you that you better not make a sound. You slowly nodded, watching him yell whoever was on the opposite line. “Hyung, where in the hell are you”, the voice you recognized as Mingi said. “Yah where’s everyone”, Hongjoong said while looking at you in the state that left you. You were softly whimpering as he slowly rubs the tip of his dick against your heat. He gave you a warning look as he called for Mingi to go get the rest of the members besides Seonghwa in a room in the dorm where they can all hear and look at the phone. Mingi was able to get everyone in a room while you hear Seonghwa say that he was leaving and not coming until later. “Call me from one of the laptops”, Hongjoong said as he started to smirk. The only thing is that I was the only one to see his face before Mingi hung up. A few seconds later, you heard the ringtone meaning Mingi was calling back. Hongjoong answered to see everyone without the eldest member there. “Now where are you, hyung”, Wooyoung asked. “You guys will see in a little bit, but I do want to say one thing. We share everything in that goddamn dorm. I refuse to share whats mine”. As soon as he finished saying that, he flipped the camera and immediately pushed himself to you. “Baby, you have to let them know who you belong to”, he said smirking. “Tell them how you are my dirty little slut and how you will be my little slave”. He was slowly speeding up with thrusting into you as you started to moan his name. “Daddy……”, you said losing your mind as he keep hitting your g spot harder and harder. “You like that babygirl? You want me to got faster?” You quickly nod as he started to go faster as he propped the phone on the dresser next to both of you so the boys could see you and visa versa. You could tell Hongjoong was finding this amusing as the other boys started talking and saying little comments about you and how Hongjoong was fucking you. “Yall see how she obeys and behaves so well for me and only me. You guys can watch and listen all yall want, but just know that you will never know how her pussy feel when she is about to cum or how tight she is or even hearing her moan and scream your name. That all belongs to me”. He started to go faster to where your brain couldn’t keep up and you just screaming his name as he holds you down in missionary as he watches himself go in and out of you. “Thats it baby, cum for me. Let them hear you what I do to you”. You felt the pressure building up in your stomach as you cum all over his dick. He slowed down a little as he cum into you. “Fuckkkk….”, you both said coming down from the highs and he pulls out of you, a small whine comes from you as you already missed the feeling of being full and filled up by Joongie. You turned your head to the right to see the phone sitting there with shocked faces from Mingi and Yunho, Wooyoung and San gone, and Yeosang and Jongho sitting there in silent with bloodshot red faces.

“I hope you boys enjoyed the show, but I’m gonna go and finish spending quality time with my love”, Hongjoong said as he reached over to grab the phone and hung it up. He put the phone back down and leaned over you to kiss you once more. “I think I like this possesive Joongie a little bit”, you said giggling as you pecked his lips. He chuckled and kissed you more one time as he slowly got up and walked to the bathroom to start running the shower. He came back in the room to find slowly falling asleep. “Come on baby, lets get you nice and clean and then we can go get some rest”, he said picking you and having you straddle his torso as he carried you to the shower. “I love you Joongie”, you said in a low voice, but loud enough for him to hear. “I love you too my love”, he said kissing the side of your head, placing you down and climbing into the shower with you . He washed your body and massaged your shoulders and legs as he cleans you, remembering to be very gentle as you were still sensitive. Hongjoong dried the both of you off and changed into some clothes that you keep for him when he stays over. He dresses with over sized t-shirt with no shorts or underwear to let your body breathe and rest. He carried you into the bed, crawling next to you and cuddling you as you fall back to sleep. “Sleep well my future wife. I will forever be with you”, he said smiling at you and falling asleep as well.

[xuseokgyu]

Much needed appreciation post for Yunho wearing Caps © Season’s Greetings from @dearmingki on twitter

[joongwooclub]

Tour Request Part 2:

synopsis: here is part two of tour request ~ K. HJ. , part one here

tags: gnder x Hongjoong, insecure reader, idol au, second pov, fluff with a slight angst

The way you had woken to is a bright light shining on your face and noises coming from around the apartment. You jumped slightly, not thinking about who or what could be making the noises obviously, then you remembered that Joongie got home late and you felt his presence walking around the apartment, but your body was too tired to get up and go look for him. You slowly turn over and reach for your phone that was next to you on the bed stand. You unlocked your phone and immediately took your phone off of do not disturb and the flood of messages and notifications blowing up. You didn't realize what all these notifications were until a headline from an article that your best friend sent.

KIM HONGJOONG HAS ANNOUNCED HIS RELATIONSHIP ON VLIVE TO ATINY

Your eyes got wide, shot up from the bed, and ran downstairs and started yelling for Hongjoong. “Babe, where are you?”, you hear him yell back from the studio you guys put together in the apartment for him to work from time to time when he has a day off. You quickly walked to the door of the studio to see his side profile, messing around with his mixing board. He turned his head to see you and smiled and told you to come in. You walked to the couch as Joongie turned and sat in front of you. “babe I know what you came for and I am sorry that I didn’t say anything to you first, but I got approval from KQ and they said it would be best if I said something before the tour and I wanted to do a vlive since we were scheduled for last night”. You couldn’t say anything due to you both having discussed revealing you guys relationship, but you never thought he would do this soon. “I just wished you had told me before announcing it. I wanted to tell at least some friends so they wouldn’t figure it out with the rest of the world.” You sighed as you put your head in your hands. From the side of you, you could see Joongie sigh and lean towards you. He pulled your hands down from your face and used his hand to pull your chin up so you could look at him. “Just know whatever is happening in that beautiful head of yours, I am here to help you through every step of the way”, he said, kissing your cheek. You softly smiled as a few tears fell from your face. The only thoughts going through your head is how you ended up with this man that was sitting a few inches from you. You kissed his cheeks and then his lips. It was soft and loving, showing the vulnerability between yourself and him. “I am so sorry, and I wish I would have said something earlier, but I wanted to not hide you anymore and I wanted to show the world that I love you and that Atinys and everyone else will accept you and guess what, if they don’t, then fuck them. They have to accept us together or neither of us at all”, he said softly, kissing the sides of your face. You smiled at him, understanding him and kiss him one more time. He stood up, pulling you up with him and into a hug to where he just wanted to hold you. “Ok how about we stay home today? I am off the whole day and we can watch movies or order food or anything you want”, Hongjoong said smiling down at you. You pretended to think long and hard before just telling him that you just wanted to cuddle and rest. “That we can do”, he said kissing the top of your head and grabbing your hand, guiding to you guys bedroom to lay down. You both got comfortable into each other’s arms. As you startd to fall asleep, you heard him whisper something into your ear before kissing your cheek and snuggling into you more.

authors note: hi everyone! I will try to start to post more, I am currently busy with university and work, but please do expect more to come! thank you for being interested in my fics and i hope yall will enjoy the most of it ~ admin maya &lt;3

[joongwooclub]

fated || j. yh.

pairing: fem!reader x jeong yunho

tags/warnings: childhood friends to strangers to friends to lovers, fluff, smut near end, dilf yunho, yunho’s child likes fem!reader a lot. [aged up reader and yunho]

word count: 6.0K

✩: authors note - this was a quick (not to quick) brainrot, so please know this may contain grammar inaccuracies + misspells and I haven't had time to revise due to university.

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Jeong Yunho has been my best friend since childhood, we went through every single small and big situation I can imagine. I didn’t know when it happened but I had feelings for him. Maybe it was his golden retriever personality, or his tall body portion with his long delicate fingers that caressed your face. Shaking my head to get the perverted thoughts away from my mind, I looked at the boy next to me. His side profile was perfect as always as he laughed at a comment a fellow classmate said. It was a late Friday night, sitting in the bar with a small group of friends from my last year classes. It was bizarre to think that it was the last year of college and after this, everyone will be on their way to their own life. “Yunho-ah, what will you be doing after finishing the last year?” Mina asked, her eyes fluttering in a way to send flirtatious signals. Yunho gave her a smile, and it made my stomach turn. Was I jealous? Very much, but I couldn’t do anything since Yunho wasn’t my boyfriend. Just a crush. “Well hopefully I’ll level up soon at my workplace, I want to do business once I finish here.” He answered, a hand on his lap as his legs were crossed, like a true gentleman, I bit my lip as the group spoke. 

My energy slowly runs out to communicate. Yunho glanced over at me and rubbed my arm softly, “Hey..you tired?” I nodded slowly, “Let’s go back home?” He whispers, my cheeks grew with blush as he was so attentive to my energy, but as well as he said ‘home’ like we lived together. I nodded and got up, “It’s getting late so me and y/n will be heading back. You guys stay safe.” Yunho smiled before handing some money to another friend to pay for his and my drink. “Yuyu, I can pay for my own drink.” I pouted. He just poked my cheek and shook his head, “nope~ I got it.” He didn’t even let me finish my new sentence as he took my hand and walked me out of the bar. Luckily we didn’t drive, so we were able to just grab a taxi and even more luckily, we lived a few blocks from each other. As the taxi took us back to my house, I looked out of the window, the night view flew by. I sighed, Yunho looked over at me. “What’s up sweetheart?” he questioned, I looked at him and smiled softly, “Just wondering how we would be once we graduate.” I spoke softly. Yunho awed and took my hand into his, his warmth warming my cold hands, “Well, we will have each other no matter what.” “promise?” “promise.”

[ 4  years later ]

That night with Yunho felt like it was a day ago. The promise of staying together soon broke as graduation happened and life became busy. Last thing I knew was that Yunho was now a CEO of a business, while I currently work at a small (not so quiet) preschool as a teacher. All those years for a teaching degree and I still landed a job to work with small kids. Could it be the baby fever? Maybe, but the thought of one day having a family was nice, but definitely not now. I mean, I am only 25 years old, almost 26 now. It was normal to think about family now since it was my mid-20’s but, no one ever caught my eye–not since yunho at least. “Ms. Y/L/N~” A small child called my last name, I turned around and smiled as my eyes landed on one of my favorite students, “Hi nina~ how are you.” I cooed softly crouching down to be eye level with her. Her brown eyes shined brightly as she was a naturally giggly, happy child. “Ma dada ist picking me..” she said. I tilted my head smiling at her, knowing she was still young so developing her speaking skills was something we wanted to work on. “Your daddy is what sweetheart?” I asked. “Picking me..um..up! Like sky!”  she said excitedly. “Oh, picking you up! How nice~ what about mama?” I asked. “Mama don’t live with us. She went away.” she spoke naturally. I was shocked. I knew her mother, she wasn’t the best but she was trying as a young mom, around my age, so I didn’t have the right to judge. As Nina said that, she went back to playing with the other kids outside, the giggling and lively screaming of the kids echoing through the small playground. I stood up and started to clean up around the table area, glancing at the clock outside and notice the time they were about to be picked up. As soon as the clock hit 5pm, our alarm to come inside rang. Some kids ran inside, while others put away their toys from the playground back into the outside box and went inside. I gave them small smiles as we helped put on their shoes if they couldn’t do it themselves. One by one each parent came to pick up their child. Nina waited in the corner, tippy toeing to look out the small child level window. I cleaned up the remaining trash and watched for every parent and child that left. 

Almost a full 30 minutes went by and Nina was still here. “Nina sweetheart, where’s daddy?” I asked, sitting down next to her crisscrossed. “Works late…he come..” Nina mumbles sadly. Her head tilted down and I saw her fumble with her hands, I bit my lip, feeling sorry, Nina’s mom was always a few minutes late, but not like this. So I took her tiny hands into mine and gave her a smile. “How about we play princesses?” I suggested. “Yay!! Princesses!! Will you be princess too?” I giggled at her half full sentences; I nodded and she smiled ear to ear. I rumbled through the toy box near us and pulled out some dolls. Nina finally sat down across from me and started playing, immediately forgetting about her late father. It was some minutes after when the door opened. Nina looked up and gleamed with happiness as she rushed to get up and run to whoever came in. I stood up and patted down my work jeans and looked at the figure. He had black hair, broad shoulders, he was clearly tall despite the fact he was bending down to kiss his daughters forehead. The obvious sweating told me that he rushed here as quickly as he could. “I’m terribly sorry for being late, please forgiv-..y/n?” his sentence stopped and I stared back. “Yunho?” I was shocked. His eyes turned from shock to the smile he gave in college, “daddy you know ms. Y/L/N?” Nina asked, looking between us. “Yes baby, we went to school together.” Yunho smiled, squatting down to his daughter. “HOW?! You look old, she’s pretty!!” Nina screeched. I held back my giggle as she said, “Nina sweetheart, don’t call your dad old.” I chuckled. 

Yunho laughed and patted his daughter’s head, “come on baby, let’s go home.” He stood up and held Nina’s hand. He gave me a sweet smile, “I really am sorry that I’m late. Even though I’m a boss at my own company, it’s so much harder to leave. Was she okay?” Yunho asked, I nodded. “Of course, Nina is one of my favorite students.” I smiled, walking back to the dolls on the ground to put them away, “Nina told me about her mother not being able to pick her up anymore?” I mentioned. Yunho’s face turned pale, “y-yeah..c-can we talk about it outside?” He asked. I simply nodded and made sure everything was cleaned, grabbed my tote bag, and keys to lock the door, turning off the lights before closing the door behind me. Yunho parked his car right on the driveway of the preschool and lifted Nina into the backseat, putting on her seatbelt, before telling her “daddy needs to talk real quick ok? Listen to music.” as he turned on a seat tv and Elsa's Frozen started playing. As he closed the door, making sure to lower the windows a bit for air to circulate, he looked at me. “She listens to frozen loudly. So we can talk normally.” he said, and he was correct as I heard Nina sing very loudly to the song, mumbling at parts she couldn't understand. “No worries. I only mentioned cause she told me, but for file reason, I have to add you. Will she be coming back soon?” I said looking at him fondly. Yunho shook his head in a no motion, “I want to say unfortunately no, but I’m happy. We filed for a divorced a while ago because she told me she found someone better and the guy treated her better..whatever that meant. I just got full custody over Nina. You can remove Kyomi Cheng and add Yunho Jeong instead.” He explained. I made a mental note about the info, “Alright, thank you. I will make sure to update the files tomorrow morning.” Some silence filled the air before I made a comment. “Still can’t believe you’re here.” I chuckled. He smiled and nodded, “yeah, can’t believe we live in the same city even though we went to school somewhere else. Do you live around here?” “I do. A few blocked in Willow Crossing.” Yunho’s eyes opened in shock, “No way! I live in Fairview Estates!” I was equally shocked. Fairview Estates were the more expensive places, but it was really close to where I lived. “Wow, fate really has us.” “yeah..” I gave him a smile and hugged him, which shocked him again but his gentle arms hugged me back. “Well get home safely, I’ll see Nina tomorrow.” “First thing in the morning.” Yunho smiled. I waved bye to Nina who smiled and waved goodbye back and walked to my car. My heart was racing like a teenage girl again, seeing Yunho like that was like college. He still looked the same, except his face got sharper, he grew muscles, he was taller, and god, he smelled so good in the hug. His cologne clogged my mine, it smelled like Ferrari Light. I shook my head, I can’t believe I’m falling in love with him again just by seeing him. I focused on my way home, stopping by the store to pick up food for dinner and went home. The long day finally tiring my body as soon as I sat down to eat. My phone buzzed and I glanced at the time. 7:50 pm, I furrowed my eyebrows as I usually never have messages or calls at this time. 

Unknown Number, 7:51 pm : HIIIII MS. Y/L/N

Unknown Number, 7:51 pm: I’m sorry y/n. Nina took my phone after I said I still had your number. Just wanted to say thank you for watching her. Would you like coffee tomorrow morning?

I smiled at my phone, even as a single dad now, Yunho was still the same. Caring and selflessness. I picked up my phone and typed back.

Me, 7:53 pm : Would love coffee!

Yuyu, 7:54 pm: Caramel Macchiato like the old days, right? :) 

I blushed as he remembered my order even though it was years ago since we last saw each other. I texted back and smiled. 

Me, 7:55 pm: wow, still remembered =D, anyways get Nina to sleep. I’ll see you tomorrow. Goodnight Yunho!

Yuyu, 7:55 pm: No Yuyu? :( 

Me, 7:56 pm: okay, goodnight yuyu~

Yuyu, 7:56 pm: :D Goodnight doll (still your favorite nickname right?) Nina says goodnight as well. See you tomorrow.

I felt my cheeks fill with blush as he used a nickname (more of a pet name) I haven’t heard in a while. The way he used to say it in college always made me weak in the knees. It was honestly pathetic of me for feeling like this from just one moment with him. I sighed and put my phone on my night stand, the only light was coming from my lamp. I wonder how Yunho acted now since he has a little girl, does he tuck her in at night? Cuddle her as she falls asleep? Maybe he uses his puppy-like pout to get his little girl to giggle when she’s upset. ‘Why am I thinking like this?’ I mumbled to myself. Reaching over and turning off my lamp to try and sleep. ‘Let’s hope I can function in the morning’

The loud beeping from my alarm blared through my silent bedroom. I groaned and pressed stop, lazily getting out of bed. I looked at my phone, going to the weather app to see what the weather was like for today. The temperature was starting to get colder, and those weathers are what I liked the most. I got up and went to my closet to grab a beige turtleneck, topping it with a loose sweater to hang, wearing some simple leggings. After getting ready and adding small accessories, I quickly grabbed my bag and keys to drive to the school. It wasn’t a bad drive today, the crunchy leaves making me smile brightly as I walked towards the door. Setting up the classroom was easy and I finished quite quickly as the kids wouldn’t be there for another hour or so. So I sat down onto my chair in my corner and typed away on my computer, until I received a message. 

Yuyu, 9:20 am: Good Morning :D, Nina has something waiting for you at the door!

I giggled and put my phone down to walk to the door to open it. I see Nina holding a Starbucks sandwich bag and holding my drink. “WE GOT THIS FOR YOU!” Nina giggled, I bent down to her level and smiled brightly. “Thank you Nina~ Would you like to go put it on my desk?” I asked, she nodded happily and ran inside, taking her shoes off first, before running to my desk corner. “She’s so energetic for the morning.” I looked up and saw Yunho smiling down at me. He held out his hand and helped me stand up, he was in a black suit, white button up on the inside, with shiny slick black shoes. He had two silver rings on, and his married finger was bare. I wanted to smile at the thought of him being single, but that’s just rude for someone who just got cheated on and divorced. I snapped out of my daydreaming and spoke, “Nina is an energizer. Just like her father.”, my comment made Yunho smile and chuckle deeply. “I’m glad. It’s okay for her to be here early right?” he asked, concerned. “Of course. Me and her can play princesses-” “DADDYYY~” Nina interrupted what I was saying, Yunho apologized and looked at his daughter. “Yes baby?” “Come in and play.” Nina pouted. Yunho looked at me, as if he was asking if it was okay for him to stay for a bit, “come in come in.” I motioned him, closing the door behind us, hearing the alarmed door lock for safety reasons. I watched as Yunho looked around the classroom, his tall figure could touch the ceiling if he was any taller. I sat down on the carpet with Nina as she played around with blocks 

Yunho sat down next to me and watched his daughter ramble and play around. He sighed, but not a negative sigh, more of a relaxed one. “You’ve changed.” “hm?” I hummed, turning to look at him. His eyes connected with mine and I felt my heart flutter. “From college. You used to hate looking after kids and such..now you’re a teacher, being surrounded by little kids all day.” he chuckles. I blushed and focused back on Nina, “yeah..well.. You know, people change.” I said as I was quite embarrassed because I started liking the idea of kids when I imagined me and Yunho having one. “You would be a good mom.” Yunho commented while watching Nina. I could have choked on water if I had any in my mouth, “w-what makes you say that?” I stumbled. “I just know it. I mean we grew up with each other, plus you’re so caring and protective of kids, even if you personally don’t think so.” Before I could reply, Nina walked up to us and handed us some dolls. “I’m princess! You and daddy can be king and queen.” she smiled innocently. I looked at Nina big eyed and mouth a gap, this must have caught Yunho off guard too because his ears started to turn to a shade of red and he coughed awkwardly. “Nina sweetie, you can’t say things like that.” Nina pouted and whined, “it’s okay Yuyu.” I whispered, getting up I walked to my desk and picked up the coffee. “Thanks by the way.” I blushed, shaking the drink lightly, “ah, no problem.” Yunho smiled awkwardly, rubbing the back of his neck, he stood up awkwardly and cleared his throat. “Okay well, thank you for the fun morning, I have to head to work now. Nina be good, take care y/n, I’ll be on time, this time, I swear.” He says, “Don’t keep promises you can’t keep.” I joked. He just laughed and nodded, “see you later.” He smiles, before heading out the door, the door closing slowly closing behind him, I watched as his broad shoulders slowly went out of view. 

The day at the school went by fast. The kids were now taking their scheduled nap time, I made sure each kid was comfortable and tucked in before going back to my desk. I silently typed away on my computer, creating plans for the next few classes. I felt my eyes close slightly from the calm, tired atmosphere. I drank my water to stay awake and continued with my tasks, and before I knew it, the school day ended. Every kid greeted their parents, I waved goodbye to each kid with a smile, “see everyone on monday!” I cheered. Looking around the classroom, Nina sat patiently on the waiting stools. “Come on Nina, let’s go outside.” I said, she smiled and happily hopped off the small stool and ran to me, taking my hands into her small ones. I turned off the lights and made sure to have everything before locking the door. “Daddy isn’t here yet.” Nina pouted. I pat her head, “I know sweetheart. He can be late again. How about we sit out here and play a game?” I said. “What game?”  She gleamed, I hummed, thinking of a small game that could still be stimulating for her, “how about I spy?” “how do we play..” she tilted her head. God, she was so cute, just like a smaller version of Yunho. I chuckled and sat her down on a step, while I sat down next to her. “If I say I spy..I will give a hint on what I'm looking at and you guess.” I said, Nina nodded softly like she semi understood. So I started the game, “I spy something with green.” Nina looked around, “..hm..tree?” she asked looking at me with a nervous look. I nodded and cheered, “yes that’s correct! Great job Nina~” I smiled, making Nina happy. We played like that until Yunho appeared a few minutes later, he got out of his car and opened his arms as soon as he saw Nina run to him. “Thank you.” he says and I smiled back. “No worries. I think Nina enjoys her time with me, right Nina?” “Yes~~ You’re the best!” she cheered as Yunho put her into her car seat. “I think I owe you dinner for always watching my daughter.” Yunho laughed while closing the door. “I’ll take that offer one day.” I said lightly, grabbing my keys out, actually parking closer to the school this time. “Get home safely Mr. Jeong.” I waved bye, Yunho bit his lip before saying bye back and getting into his car. 

Multiple weeks passed, and weeks turned into months. It turned to a routine of Nina getting to the school early with my Starbucks order in her tiny hands as Yunho looked at her fondly. Each conversation with him became close again, just like old times. Sometimes I would think he would blush, but I always turned down that thought. We were only friends and that’s it. For this particular day, school was on break and I didn’t have a lot planned since I was far from family, and I rarely went out so hanging out with friends wasn’t an option. Somehow Nina heard that from a conversation with a coworker, and here I am in front of Yunho’s and Nina’s house. The house was actually quite big, it looked like two stories, the front yard was covered in light snow, decorated with cute Christmas decorations for the upcoming holiday. I rang the doorbell, feeling the cold getting to me despite wearing a warm thin sweater with an oversize hoodie with some warm leggings with beige fur boots. Yunho opened the door and smiled brightly, “Welcome y/n.” he greeted, allowing me inside. I walked in and was hit with the warm air and the smell of hot chocolate in the air. Nina wanted to make hot chocolate with marshmallows, she was dying for you to try it.” Yunho said, his hand accidentally brushing against mine as he was walking past. I blushed and softly nodded, “if you get too hot, you can leave your hoodie on the rack.” he says before rushing back to what I would assume is the kitchen. I walked in that direction as well and was in awe. The kitchen fridge had drawings by Nina pinned to it, with small photos of Yunho with his family and friends. One photo made me smile and blush. It was an old photo of us from college, his arm was wrapped around my shoulder, we were both gleaming with bright smiles on our face, the party strings and confetti stuck in our hairs. “We grew up so much huh.” Yunho commented, seeing me look at the picture. “Yeah, it’s unbelievable.” I said looking at him. I don’t know why it was still awkward between us. It could be me..I don’t know how to stop thinking about him. He clouded my thoughts 24/7 and I couldn’t get him out of my head. “Let’s go sit down.”

A few hours passed, mainly filled with movies and laughter from Nina as I watched Yunho play with her during slow scenes of the movies. It was nice to see him like this, I wonder why his ex would cheat and say she found someone better. He was a busy man, but he always tried to make up for his time by spending extra time with his daughter and cooking and playing with her. “Can I call y/n mommy now?” Nina asked innocently. That comment made me snap out of my thoughts. Yunho stopped giggling and sat up straight. He furrowed his eyebrows. “Why do you say that Nina?” He asked seriously. “Because she reminds me of mommy, but better.” Nina said, pouting. I just got up from the couch, “sorry Nina, but I have to go.” I said, patting her head softly before rushing to the door. I heard Yunho telling Nina to stay where she was and I heard heavy footsteps behind me. I reached the door and opened it quickly, rushing outside, only for my wrist to be caught by the person I didn’t want to look at. “y/n? What’s the matter?” “Nothing Yunho, I just have to go.” I said deadpan, I wanted to cry, tell him I loved him, but how can I without ruining our built friendship again? Yunho’s grip tightened around my wrist then I felt his other hand spin me around, forcing me to look at his chest. “Look at me,” he said sternly. I never heard this tone from him besides the times I would cry into his chest about my pathetic, toxic ex boyfriends. I was shaking slightly, maybe from the cold, or the fear of looking Yunho in the eyes. With the little courage I had, I looked him directly in the eyes, I watched his eyes soften, “Why are you trying to leave-” I cut him off, tears were in my eyes, “Yunho, please let go of me. I need to go. I can’t stay here, I’m sorry. I love Nina, but what she said... I can’t handle it. I can’t handle it because you will never see me like that.” I started, getting out of his grip, backing away slowly. “I loved you Yunho, I actually still love you. Since we were kids, but you will never see me like that, and I don’t want Nina to think I’ll be her new mom when we aren’t anything.” I continued. I didn’t even want to wait for a response, I just rushed to my car, starting it and leaving before Yunho could stop my car. I knew he didn’t love me back…but how wrong I was. 

Days went by, then it was weeks. I called my assistant to tell them I got sick and wouldn’t be in for a while, I ignored every text and call that came from Yunho. I really only responded when I knew it was Nina texting from her speech pattern and little kid spelling. I couldn't face him, not after what I said. Was I being childish? Sure, but feelings make you feel like that. I want to hold him, hug him, have him tell me it’s okay, but he’s not mine, and he would never be. I wiped my tears with my tissues as I sat on my sofa with an oversize t-shirt and shorts, used tissues filled with tears and snot covered the table as a twilight movie played in the background. Way to go y/n, a grown adult crying over a problem I made myself because I couldn’t control my emotions. The movie was loudly playing until my doorbell started to ring louder than the tv, I sniffed and paused my movie. I silently groaned, not wanting to open the door. I was going to ignore it, but remembered I was sad enough to deliver food and thought it could be my poor uber eats driver holding my two pizza boxes and cake desserts with extra whip cream. I got up and wiped my face to avoid being asked if I was okay. I didn’t bother looking at my peep hole, what a mistake. As I opened my door, Yunho stood there. He was wearing a simple black tee and gray sweatpants with gray jordans. I wanted to close my door, but he caught it. “y/n..please. Let’s talk.” He says, his voice soft enough that it made me want to cry. I didn’t have the energy to try and kick him out so I just moved away from the door and stepped back. “I just want to talk about the last time I saw- are you crying?” Yunho began before seeing my bloodshot eyes, I turned around not being able to face him. “N-No I’m not.” I said trying my best not to sniffle. Yunho sighed and walked in completely, closing the door behind him. I didn’t want to look at him, until I felt his arms wrap around my body, his hands automatically wrapping around the waist. His warm body heat transferred to me and I wanted to cry even more. He slowly turned me around and gently placed my head against his chest. “You can cry..it’s okay.” he whispers. I cried into his chest, tears kept falling, and Yunho just held me in the middle of my home. I probably spent half an hour just crying into his chest. It was like the old times, and my heart ached. Yunho’s shirt was soaked by the time I slowly got out of his warm hug, despite it being a black shirt, it was noticeable I was crying into it. “I’m sorry Yunho..I’m sorry..” I began to apologize. Yunho just looked at me sadly and gave me a small supportive smile, “y/n love, it’s okay..” he whispers. My head started to ache in pain as the crying took a lot out of me, I groaned softly and put my head against my forehead. “How about you go upstairs to your room? I’ll bring you medicine.” Yunho offered. “What? No I’m okay-” “Stop lying to me please. Just go lie down. I’ll figure out where your room is later.” Yunho said sternly. Not having the energy to argue, I just simply nodded, before heading up I mumbled, “my room is the one on the right at the very end.” before walking up the stairs.

As I laid down on my bed, my head began to hurt even more, Yunho came into my room a few minutes later with a glass full of water, and some head ache medication. He set the stuff down on my night stand, and glanced around my room. My sanrio stuff animals on one side of my bed, and some small posters of music and photos of trips. He chuckles, like seeing my room matched me perfectly. “What?” I mumbled, blush growing onto my cheeks. “Nothing..nothing. Your room just fits you that’s all.” He smiled, sitting on the edge of my bed. I didn’t say anything, too scared to speak to him now that he was in my room. I basically confessed and now I have to deal with the rejection. I reached over and took the medication pills and gulp down the water before laying back in bed. “So..can you just reject me, so we can move on..” “reject you? Why would I reject you?” I frowned at his answer, did he enjoy my pain? “You came here to say I’m sorry, I’m not interested right? So go on and reject me!” I said loudly, ignoring the thumping pain in my head. Yunho just shook his head, “You’re unbelievable.” “what?” I took offense to his comment. He stretched over to the point he was hovering over me, I could feel his warm breath on my face to my neck. His long body completely covering me. “You never even let me answer you that day.” He mumbles, “Because I know-” “No you don’t y/n. Listen to me y/n, I love you as well. I always been so scared to hurt our friendship, and when we graduated. Fuck, I regretted not telling you. Yes I got married and I have my beautiful Nina, but the love never felt like how I love you.” I was speechless. Yunho liked me, like actually likes me. “I..Yunho..” I tried to talk, but nothing came out. It was a lot to process, but my headache made it worse. Yunho looked at me, biting his lip before I felt his lips against mine. It felt so good to have him on me, I kissed him back, our lips molded together like it was suppose to be like this. We kissed for a few more minutes before I pulled my head back to breath. He was so breathtaking, no words could express how good he looked. “I..let’s talk about this later..maybe..” I mumbled. He tilted his head, “Your head still hurts?” he asked, I nodded in reply. He hummed then gave me a kiss on my cheek, “I have an idea. But I need your permission.” he whispers. I furrowed my eyebrows, “What is it..?” I questioned. “Well, I heard from some friends and maybe some articles..that sex helps..but only if you want it.” he whispers, his eyes focused on me. My mouth was agape, not knowing how to answer. I mean, SEX WITH YUNHO? YES, but my mouth couldn’t say it. “I’m..I’m okay with that.” I mumbled, looking up to him. “Don’t worry, I won’t have full sex if you’re uncomfortable. Just let me take care of you. Safe word princess?” My head buzzed, because why was he like this, so caring and sexy. I just wanted him. My head clouded with thoughts of him. “Hmm..it can be red.” I whispered, feeling his chest through his t-shirt. He gave me a smile, before his hands gripped my hips, he gave me a quick kiss on my forehead, before his head reached down to my stomach. 

His lips kissed my stomach, reaching my lower region, his hands handling my thighs. He gave quick licks to my inner thighs. I squirmed at the feeling, but my lower region gushed with need. “Yuyu..please.” I whined. He chuckled darkly, “you’ve been calling me Yunho the whole time, so go ahead. Keep calling me Yunho. Or maybe you can call me something different.” He teased, his hands softly rubbing my thighs. “S-Sir please..” I whined looking down at him. His eyes grew dark and he smirked. I lifted my lower region and he gently took off my shorts and panties, his hands immediately cupping my cunt. I let out a soft moan as his fingers rubbed my folds, the feeling was new, but I wanted more. I felt his hot breath and he suddenly landed his tongue onto my folds. My hands tugged on his hair, pushing him deeper into me. His tongue swirled around and sucked. I moaned out, “mhm.. Fuck..sir, feels so good.” He detached himself from my cunt and chuckled, “Yeah? You feel good baby?” He whispers, his voice an octave lower. My head was hazy, his lips touched my cunt once again. He began sucking on my clit, pleasure spreading throughout my body. My nerves were on high, I felt my head fill with dopamine, as it felt so good. My lower region was tightening and I squeezed my thighs together, softly squeezing Yunho’s head. He gripped my thighs and spread me out, opening me more as he lapped over my cunt. “I..I” I couldn’t speak, only moans and groans could be let out. “Go ahead and cum baby.” He mumbled before continuing his action. I felt myself release in his mouth and he kept eating me out as I was calming down, turning sensitive. “Y-Yu..too much.” I whined. He detached himself and I saw my juices around his mouth, as he used his fingers to wipe his mouth, I watched as he inserted his own fingers covered in my juices into his own mouth and he hummed. “You taste good baby.” he smirked. My body was tired, but my headache was gone, I gave him a drunken smile, “Do I now?” I said, feeling like I was high. Yunho just smiled and got off of my bed, “I’ll be right back.” he says, before leaving my room. He came back a few minutes later with a warm towel and more water. “Where’s your wardrobe, for your underwear.” He asked, looking around at the multiple cabinets. “Bottom left on the 3 layer.” I said, he walked over and opened it. I saw him smirk and grab an underwear then close it. “We have to use those toys next time.” He commented, I blushed at his comment. He gently wiped me, knowing I was still sensitive, and changed my panties. As he finished, he helped me drink water then put the blanket on top of me. He laid down next to me, I saw him take off his shirt before his body went under the covers. His arms wrapped around my waist, making me a small spoon in the bed, and I blushed. His head snuggled into my neck as he gently left pecks. “Let’s rest for now. We’ll speak later.” he whispers. I nodded and felt my body get tired, but I knew how I should feel now. Loved. He was in love with me, and I was in love with him. “I love you yuyu..” I mumbled before closing my eyes. “I love you too, my princess.”

[ortali]

wooyoung ♡ kcon japan (221016)

[joongwooclub]

I may or may not be writing an yunho dilf one shot...although it's a bit long for a one shot atp..but we will see if I'll share~

[ortali]

wooyoung ♡ 221001

[joongwooclub]

my brain hurts so badly from uni. like my gosh gfbehjwk i know (maybe..) it's worth it in the end for my degree and major but i seriously do not like the amount of work these professors, especially my science one, put on us students. like I have 2 exams, 1 quiz, 2 essays and 3 assignments due by tomorrow and they were all assigned last night (technically today since it all released at midnight) so i only have less than 24 hours to finish them. i spend about 11-12 hours on campus just to attend my classes and work on the class work.

I'm just so tired of it, like i'm mentally checked out. the amount of medicine i have to take because of my headaches from staring and doing projects on the screen is ....like why is education like this. atp it's more of do homework and take exams rather than retain and process the information to apply to irl things.

anyways rant(?) vent(?) over LOOL

[ortali]

insanity

[joongwooclub]

this is just a post of me screaming.

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Some of my favorite creators have either followed this account or liked some of our posts and I'm just over the moon. I have been reading so many of their fics on my main, and I just decided to open this account with one of my best friends. (honestly need to find time to follow all my favorite creators on here😭)

also want to add a thank you.. like truly thank you for all the love on our stories, and we have more to come so please join our journey as we grow~

huge hugs and kisses to those amazing creators/writers that have posted such good content. keep doing what you're doing, y'all deserve the whole world. 💛

[joongwooclub]

i’ve been reading your guys fics and i’m interested and hoping if you guys have any ateez fic recs? :)

hii!! i'm glad you're interested! I have tons of atz fic blogs that I personally love reading (＾▽＾), i can list out a few for you!! just a fair heads up, some are fluffy but majority are smut!

lazy morning sex [by @hongthoven]

bassist do it deeper [by @luvteez]

stupid cupid [by @riboism]

into the aurora series [by @honeyhotteoks]

atz sending you pictures of himself to see your reaction [by @i-luvsang]

dreamers [by @mingigoo]

the rule book [by @daybreakx]

slippery [by @nateezfics]

interrupted thoughts [by @yunhoflrtz]

naked truth [by @essenteez]

my love [by @ja3hwa]

what is that [by @ja3hwa]

yunho blurb [by @hyuckvanqel]

just like the stories [by @sansblkgirlfriend]

6:41 [by @halotopicecream]

ateez kisses [by @star-1117]

in the same class as ateez [by @essenteez]

loveholic [by @yunlvr]

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[joongwooclub]

pairings: member x fem!reader x bias wrecker

warnings: smut (candaulism/voyeurism), degrading pet names, spit kink (just a bit) mention of aftercare but not in story, just a brainrot. enjoy~

authors note: I was honestly thinking of my bias and bias wrecker in atz while writing this, but you can think of anyone. just me exposing my kinks atp LMAO

✩: reblogs / comments + feedbacks are appreciated!! story under cut!

The low buzzing coming from your vibrator can be heard through the thin walls. The feeling was euphoric, and every time has caused you to grip your sheets tightly. Your boyfriend, m/n, was downstairs too focused on his work, and you needed to take care of your problem. Your bed soiled with the slickness of your pussy, your head dizzy. You were close but it was missing something. Having a hand kneading a breast, you start to imagine an additional person..bw/n…you’ve been having those thoughts lately, he’s been slowly clouding your mind. The way his fingers would delicately rub your back in small smoothing circles when the members had a sleepover, his honey-like voice was intoxicating. 

You didn’t realize your moaning reached a higher level, the vibrator now deeper into your cunt. “mmh..fuck..bw/n..” you whined. even moaning his name made you clench, becoming more sensitive. Being in your clouded headspace, you didn’t process m/n watching from your now open door, with a sly smirk on his face. He crept closer and gently gripped your wrist, snapping you out of your pleasure. Once you saw m/n face, you blushed and tried to justify what name you were just moaning, but before you can, he shushes you and cupped your heat with his hands. 

His hands were cold and definitely made you throb at the temperature difference. But the way he lightly started rubbing your clit made you whine. “M/n..please..” you moaned. He tsk and smiled. “Beg and moan for daddy baby. Just like how you were moaning for bw/n” he whispered, his voice lowering an octave making your brain rot. “Fuck daddy, please fuck me. I need your cock in me. Fill me up.” You begged, now gripping his white button-up shirt, wishing he could just take off his clothes already. M/n chuckled, and unzipped his slacks, relieving his cock from his tight boxers, his tip red and oozing with precum already. Before he even teased you, he pulled out his phone. It didn’t alarm you as you both filmed the sessions for “emergency relief”, but confusion appeared on your face when you heard the FaceTime ringing. You look at m/n face and he had a big, teasing grin. 

The other person picked up, and some shuffling was heard before a voice spoke. “You have the worst timing m/n.” The other person groaned, and you immediately recognized the voice; it was bw/n. Blush formed onto your cheeks because now paying attention, you can hear the wetness of your pussy as m/n teased your hole. “Sorry, you were doing something?” M/n questioned nonchalantly tilting his head. “Yea man, I was about to jerk off. You know it’s almost my alone time.” He groaned, the sound of jeans being taken off from the screen. “Want some help with that?” M/n grinned, before bw/n could answer, m/n flipped the camera to showcase your naked body and his red-tipped cock near your entrance. “Oh fuck.” Bw/n said out of shock. It felt like the air got knocked out of him, he was not ready to see your trembling, needy body.

“Awe baby,” m/n began to coo as he saw tears run down your cheeks from the lack of pleasure. “How about you moan out bw/n name while I fuck you hm? Show him how daddy makes you feel good.” He commented before entering your pussy. Both parties groaned, you were still so tight and he molded your walls perfectly. On Bw/n end, you can hear low groans and pants as you can hear the squelching sound. “You’re so tight for me. I bet you make all the members jealous, especially bw/n. Am I right?” He grinned. “I’m the only one who gets to fuck you like this. All they can do is watch and fuck their fists silly.” He moaned. You were panting, on cloud nine, you were just babbling words. M/n cooed and gripped your cheeks, “look bw/n. look at her being a good cum slut.” He commented, your eyes rolled to the back of your head at the degradation. It felt so good to hear it, bw/n laughed, the connection making it somewhat static. “Seemed like she liked that.” He laughed, he sounded beautiful. His groans became more frequent. “You’re about to cum? That’s pathetic.” M/n said, degrading bw/n too. It was unexpected to hear him moan like he liked the way he was talked down to.

“Fuck..yeah I’m about to -mmh fuck. I need to cum in her mouth next time.” He moaned. “You hear that baby? You make him so weak he’s about to cum for you. Open your mouth like a good toy.” He spoke. Your mouth immediately opened and m/n spat spit into it, his hand keeping your mouth open so you couldn’t swallow it yet. “Beg for his cum.” He whispers, he faces his phone to your face so you can see bw/n cock on the screen, m/n thrusts begin drilling into your cunt faster. Brain is fogged and filled with the thought of being filled makes you moan that surely your neighbors can hear. “Fuck fuck, cum in my mouth please sir. I want it so badly.” You begged, bw/n moaned and came all over his stomach, his white cum pumping out a bigger load than you expect, making you moan, and m/n finally allowed you to swallow his spit and gripped your hips.

Your abused pussy began to clench as you were reaching your limit. “That’s it. That’s my good girl. Cum for me.” He moaned, your high pitch whines intoxicated him. Your body shook as you came around him, his thrust didn’t stop until he came in you, filling you up to the rim and some escaping down your thighs onto the bed sheet. “That’s it, milk my cock.” He smirked. As he rode out his high, bw/n on the phone groaned and chuckled, “that was amazing.” He commented. M/n took the phone back and chuckled, “yeah and you still can’t fuck her.” He teased me. “I will one day,” Bw/n commented before m/n ended the call. He put his phone down on your side table and grinned at your fucked out face. Your eyes were dazy, tongue out panting like you were a bitch in heat. “Mhm, I fucking love you,” M/n said kissing you softly and hugging and caressing your body as he gave you some time before he could start on the aftercare.

[joongwooclub]

tutor || P. SH.

no synopsis, just a brain rot of hwa based on his recent Instagram post.

genre: suggestive, if anyone likes it, ill write a part two w/ smut lolol, reader and hwa are the same age

warnings? seonghwa has a lowkey corruption kink, mention of crotch, uhh that's all I think ?? pet name : princess, angel, baby

✩: reblogs / reblog comments and feedbacks are appreciated!! story under cut!

college tutor seonghwa coming over to your house looking good in a white button up and black slacks. Y’all have been studying for a few hours and took a small break, you go downstairs to get some water and cut some apples and bring them back upstairs to your room. hwa was sitting at your desk, his long delicate fingers picking at the apples and you stare for too long causing him to smirk. “whatcha looking at princess?” He teased. Blush heating up your cheeks and caused you to look away. Seonghwa tsk his tongue and cups your cheek gently, “you always look at me with those innocent doe eyes…but I want to do not so innocent things to you baby” he whispers. His honey husky voice felt like it echoed throughout the room. You whimper at his tone and he grins, “my innocent angel isn’t so innocent huh?” He gentle grabs one of your hands and drags it on top of his lap, barely touching his crotch. “how about we do some math equations with our clothes?”