I’ve always known I’d cut you off
I knew you’d force me too
It was always in the back of my mind, actually
A truth I’d push away for the temporary comfort of illusion
An illusion I had to subscribe to for my safety
And now that the time is here
And you are no longer allowed to into my hemisphere
I can not say that I am surprised
And yet I’m still mourning
The hope,
The ghost
of who I always prayed you will be
And who you never became














