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Everything changed... but that doesn't have to be a bad thing

In class

*teacher asks question*

Me: oh oh i know this please take me!

Also me(after the teacher chose me): how shall i speak if everyone is listening!

Do you know the feeling when you don't feel anything. Like neither hate or sadness neither love or hapiness.... you just exist but have no feelings... and no one understands you. Is this the anxiety? I don't hope so..

Me: *starts typing a message to a friend*

The Disorder: your friend hates you and wants you to Die

Me: *deletes message*

Everything happens for a reason...and sometimes just because life is a slut♡

...♡

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bpd feels

- attempting suicide, often not with the intent to die but rather to confirm that you’re alive - measuring relationships/friendships in weeks or months rather than years - using sex as a coping mechanism - idolizing someone one day and devaluing them the next - forgiving someone even when they’ve really hurt you - splitting/disassociating - accusing your friends of abandoning you - reacting too much or not enough - people not believing that you have a personality disorder because you act “normal” - not remembering why someone is upset with you - repetitive and nearly obsessive thoughts - “i hate you but please don’t leave me” - hating yourself - taking part in destructive behaviors (substance abuse, eating disorders, reckless driving) and not being able to stop - “taking” parts of other’s personalities and applying them to yourself - little to no sense of identity