there’s something i have to say. i like someone. actually i’m not quite sure if it’s just an infatuation. but yes, there is a spark. i think of him everyday. i always swipe up thru our conversations and try to decode their meanings, (if they have). i keep all our photos together.
his friends tease us together. he rejects. i keep quiet. we’ve barely known each other but we both try to interact. we’d spend our day listening to the same playlist. singing along with the music, shameless, it really is fun to be myself when i’m with you.
we talked about ourselves. our schools, our majors, our studies, and how the system of online learning sucks. some days we talk about the weather, which then brings us to talk about the place of our homes. you sent me a friend request. i told my close friends about it, could this be the start?
i’ve only heard your voice. i’ve only known you for days. would it be okay if i tell you i want to keep you close?
i don’t really hope you’ll like me back. i just want my feelings to stop. this is how i feel now. i don’t want to expect. what if they are all just red flags? no more false hopes this time.