vic

she/her 22 tw: ed&sh block don’t report plz

[jvwsthemeswimming]

you know for someone with an eating disorder i sure haven’t been eating like it

[jvwsthemeswimming]

sitting on the porch while my boyfriend and his friends are in the pool is so humbling.

[winterisskinny]

starving myself so his friends don’t say “as long as you’re happy bro” after seeing me :D

[jvwsthemeswimming]

have realized the key to get back into starving mindset is to not start cold turkey into a fast and ease my way into it😝

only had 370 cals today and we’re gonna aim for either a fast tomorrow or even lower :3

[jvwsthemeswimming]

can y’all spam comment me and tell me my boyfriend won’t like me unless i start fasting because

GOLLY i cannot stay focused on starving i need motivation

[jvwsthemeswimming]

YALL i need the motivation please forget about ur morals for a sec

[jvwsthemeswimming]

can y’all spam comment me and tell me my boyfriend won’t like me unless i start fasting because

GOLLY i cannot stay focused on starving i need motivation

[jvwsthemeswimming]

haha hi i got photos taken with my boyf and i look absolutely awful and so i am back.

i’ve gained 20 pounds since coming back from the hospital and we’re gonna speed run this shit. i’m over it. i’m not screwing around this time.

[jvwsthemeswimming]

bro i get it but why is the first thing i see on tumblr after months of not being on it is someone’s sh GUSHING blood.

after my own sewerslide attempt by trying to hannah baker myself i do not need to see that 😵‍💫

[jvwsthemeswimming]

i’ve been not on my shit for almost three months since getting out of the hospital and i gained 15 pounds back but i can lose 10 in a week if i just start a week long fast so that’s what i’m gonna do‼️

[jvwsthemeswimming]

how to gaslight brain into not being hungry 🤨

[jvwsthemeswimming]

BACK ON MY GRIND YALL‼️‼️‼️‼️ 2 days into a fast hallelujah

[jvwsthemeswimming]

hot take: i think edtwt is more triggering and “motivational” than edblr but i have more friends on here 🫣

[jvwsthemeswimming]

is it worth purging drinks??? like will it do anything???

[jvwsthemeswimming]

why is purging becoming so much easier

[jvwsthemeswimming]

hi i’ve been avoiding this bc i’ve been so not on routine but i’m trying so hard again now

[jvwsthemeswimming]

i’ve been struggling really hard to get back into the restricting mindset since leaving the mental hospital but i feel i’ve finally gotten there!! my stepdad commented on my weight loss last night and i think that fueled me to continue even better than i was before. my longest fast has been 9 days and i really want to make it to 14 days, so that is my goal.

[anxietyproblem]