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sweden guy and i are talking again

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Yeah so turns out that he does finally like me (#nomore2ndchoice) but I met someone in France which I also like a lot………………. Guys I cannot keep doing this fanfiction life stuff bro ts is exhausting

#I finally started to move on and found someone who likes me just as much as I like him from the beginning #and now after I came back from my trip I find out that Sweden guy does like me the way I was PRAYING for before I left for France #and now I’m facing a dilemma #because on one hand I do really really like Sweden guy. but our history is slightly complicated and it just doesn‘t sit right with me #that i used to be the 2nd option #but on the other hand i also had a great time with the other guy i met a few days ago and he‘s trying his best for me #he reaches out first.. he asked me if we should meet up next week.. he even asked what my fav flowers are #wine guy (that‘s what we‘ll call him from now on) actually lives in Germany unlike Sweden guy #idk guys this is difficult #I’ll meet up with wine guy net week. the week after I’ll see him in Poland again. and then a week after Poland i will meet Sweden guy #ily guys #still busy atm because I’m moving cities in a few days and then I’m traveling some more #see ya soon again hopefully !!#the voices are speaking

sweden guy and i are talking again

#i was so worried that it’d be awkward after no-contact ends and that he doesn’t like me anymore as a friend #but a few days before no-contact officially ended he sent me a song he thinks i‘d like (he was right) and that alone was so relieving #yesterday we called and played peak together (back to our roots) and did some catching up #it was really nice. the conversation was easy. texting with him is fun. it’s like we never even went on a 3 month break in the first place #this break did help with me getting over him to some extend.. we’re more friends now. but just as honest with our feelings #i showed him my document of thoughts and feelings i had about him during our break and his answer was so.. relieving #it was nice hearing that he missed me too.#he told me he listens to my songs whenever he’s taking a flight and thinks of me. he said it sucked that he couldn’t text me at the airport #i cried a little #i‘m not sure if it was from the relief; the happiness or because i was sad #that he felt all those things but i‘m still not the woman of his desires #i‘ve grown to accept that. though i can’t lie.. a little hope is still within me #i‘m positive that me and sweden guy will have a great time together when i‘m on my vacation in sweden #we only live once after all. i‘m excited to see what’ll happen #the voices are speaking

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new family portrait :3

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this is version 2 btw

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please please please please please please PICK ME CHOOSE MEEEE

kameyyy

didn’t get the place but i got another one !!! :3

akaashiit

hi guys i'm starting a tag game !! no pressure to do it since this involves photos <3

reblog with the most recent picture of food in your camera roll / gallery 🤤🫶 (because i love food)

this was my lunch lol

no pressure tags -> @forseishiro @perlleta @lyrafaemour @whenandfromanotherworld @toorubae @tobioyaps @amboftolk @jackalthehyena @tc-selmarillian @loveandloaf @yallsvape @lsirria @n-o-b-o-d-y123 @selenewowww @jirairenshi @reikodashi @showhay @sunarots @purplewormy

toorubae

thanks bookie for the tag

fah bowl o oatmeal with an apple and chia pudding and enough cinnamon to kill you

tags: @showhay @selenewowww @wellitseugi @loveandloaf @misasprout @osamuslvt @lyrafaemour @perlleta

showhay

thank you, ladies @akaashiit @toorubae for the tag 🙈 though i barely take photos of my food, here was a cute bread last sunday.. i think, i forgot

tags (no pressure <3) : @fiannee @katzline @anzuuhoshi @immortalblazethief @applepiblog @sevikas-butch @depressinglyobsessed @gurarchived @han0vyc @junni-berry @little-miss-existencialcrisis @kurumiumiu @x3nafix @reverd-ck @bigdaddyyaoii @nexyboo @misasprout @iquitfindingausername @tobioyaps @whenandfromanotherworld @lilizzybert @ko1nxls + anyone who’d like to join!

ko1nxls

thx 4 the taggg hihih. last month's celebratory lunch !! very rarely do i take pics of food :[

tague: @kosmogrl @stellar-headquarters @kameyyy + anyone lol

kameyyy

ty for the tag!!!

curry and miso soup mmmmmmmmmmmmm

Npt: @oleander-cup @hyunteru @stellar-headquarters + anyone else!

#tag game

please please please please please please PICK ME CHOOSE MEEEE

#i might move in with ppl #if they want me #they said they‘ll text me tomorrow and i‘m so NERVOUS #PLEASE PICK ME #the apartment is literally perfect #anyways gotta go back to work #the voices are speaking

i passed my drivers license test :3

#the voices are speaking #also fanfiction has been calling to me again #the urge to read and obsess over fictional characters is coming back #finally !!!!#hate that when i like a guy this stuff swindles but i‘m starting to move on from sweden guy #it’s still difficult but i‘m managing lol !! doing better for sure. have a silly crush on a gym dude #just trying to have some fun <3 #been really busy too unfortunately since i‘m only working for another month #and then i‘m in france and poland and denmark and sweden !! so excitedddddd #but yeah work has me scheduled a LOT in may 🚬#and i gotta move out in june/july #then i visit my childhood bestfriend in berlin in august #and i need to find another job in the city where i‘m moving to #and then handle university 🫣 still nervous #so this account is gonna stay quiet for another while but i‘ll lurk from time to time!

tobio-rs

picrew tag game ! thank you for the tag m <3

here's the link! feel free to join <3

no pressure tags @sunee-syrup @sodaneko @sugarwarachan @mattsundaes-interact @chrollogy @marisolls @sagelytoad @smolivin @nekomamiiz @renardiererin @rosesforshoto @ritesofpeonies @seavannahs @bjbex + others that want to join!