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02/14/26

This day. Eh.

Valentined myself with a long drive back from west bend singing and taking the scenic route. Ended at the bar a few doors down from my old rebound - day drunk and day dreaming about the bite mark he once left on my inner thigh. Yesterday I kicked off of work before noon to meet my best friend in Appleton to power walk around the mall and then smash some things for a while…. What even is life? Right?

“Wanna do witch stuff with me?” I asked - grabbing scarves off the rack while she’s still brushing her teeth - “it’s real I swear. If we hang out scarves out they’ll get blessed or something” “ok” she says, mouth of toothpaste. Grateful my folks have such patience.

11/24/2025

I rode a bike this weekend. First time since Portland - where Jon made fun of me for how shakey I was.

First time since being 20 years old and that summer I cleaned the dorms and took to twice to work and back and never again.

“The power of friendship”

Cass and Adam make me feel so brave. Brave enough to ride a bike. Brave enough to talk about how scared I was. So brave.

08/01/2025

screaming this into the void so I don't forget it about how my cheeks hurt from smiling so much after seeing an old friend last night. Unaware it was his birthday and that he ships out to Ukraine next week for 2 years... I forgot how much I like who I am around him and his family. VERY glad I didn't feign an excuse and skip it all. Best part was having to throw the car into park to hug his mom goodbye after she chased after me in the parking lot. <3 Love grows, man. and I'm glad.

02-06-2025

texting this person from my past because strangers kinda turn me off lately and bless him - he hadn't texted back all morning which is fine because like we both work, and we're just rekindling a friendship, and like whatever, right? but this sweet, kind, still the same person he was in high school dude texts me just now "Busy day over here and didn't want to leave you on "read"..." .... and, just, thanks universe. it's been rough and things feel horrible - but at least, for the moment, i'm chatting with a nice man. thanks.

My favorite place is 10:00 at the airport chili’s when they’ve stopped serving breakfast so we’re all elbow deep in our second beers and bbq chicken wings.

This Michigan vacation is … something. Spent Thursday and Friday morning alone. Then Friday evening through Sunday morning with Katelyn and her wedding party - missing the solitude I’d built. And today wasted a horribly beautiful drive fighting off tears of loneliness. What the hell.

Ended the night with a bundled up sunset at the beach. And I’ve still gotta fill 2 more days. Wild.

I’m in northern Michigan for a friend’s wedding and realized this is the furthest I’ve ever driven myself from home. :-/ daunting.

You know how your belt loop only gets stuck on the door when you’re already on your way to losing your shit?

Well today while I was doing my 5-minute-sob in the car wash (the soft touch bc it takes longer) something broke before the rinse cycle and hit the back end of my car, threw it forward 3 feet and decided “car wash is over”.

So I wheeled my sobby, soapy ass around the drive through again to go through the touchless car wash to finish my business.

Can’t decide if that’s better or worse than the door knob belt loop bull shit.

08/26/2024

when i lived in Portland and worked at Montgomery Park sorting mail for an insurance company, my work-husband and I would often take a long lunch to get BBQ (and/or tacos since it was 2 establishments connected) and drink beers and sometimes whiskey shots and suffer from the meat sweats all afternoon and today I miss it horribly. Today I would give anything for a message from Ross 10 minutes before our usual together-lunch-break asking if we were doing BBQ for lunch. A hurried walk across the street and down the block, hoping no one was following us. a memory i hope doesn't fade for a while. There were so. many. great moments out west among all the awful.

Squished a bug. Turned out to be a firefly.

It glowed - post mortem.

The pursuit of love until the end.

pathetic. ly.

the power went out

It’s so dark it make me think of the boy I loved at 13

I went to Door County this weekend with a friend and it renewed my soul in so many ways. Wisconsin is beautiful.

poppunkarthistory

Claude Monet, Edge of the Cliff at Pourville x I Saw Water, Tigers Jaw

I’m meeting a guy for a drink right now and the hostess asked who I was waiting for ... and almost brought the wrong guy to my table.

Was that almost my meet cute? Did I just mess that up?

Friday night I got chatting with a dude at the bar who’s job is apparently to sell beverages to grocery stores? I forget what he called it, distribution maybe? Whatever. The point is is that when he missunderstood my offer to “come over and meet his dog” as we were all leaving the bar - we found ourselves texting til 4 am the sexiest product pitches you can even imagine. Gosh they were naughty. Ha.

So ... trying to date again has been super weird.

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